can't find a way
to pick up the pieces
know i shouldn't wait
guess i should be leaving
everyday
still feel the same way
why do i do it to myself
can't help but do this to myself
(keep doing this to myself
can't do this to myself)

it's okay
we're okay

can't find a way

my new fav elvis depressedly song, decided to cover

Elvis Depressedly - I Can't Wait For You To Die [Cover]

Dowsing - Gengar! Gengar! Gengar! [Cover]

lyrics by the talented Vincent Isparo-Passione

Damn Daniel.
Your white vans, again and again.
Passing through these desolate halls.
Many things change and many stay the same.
Still I see you wearing those white vans, damn.

Back at it again Daniel.
Like a swift moving river, a constant in my life.
When I see you pass my gaze I know.
I will look down and again find you wearing.
Those pearlescent white vans.

Damn Daniel.
What passes through your mind every morning.
When you see the sun and get up yawning.
Contemplating the rest of your life.
Slipping on those pearly whites.

Why Daniel?
Are your parents poor or boorish?
Is this a choice or forced?
What makes you come back again and again.
In those vans, can't comprehend.

Damn Daniel, back at it again with the white vans.
Are you hurting deep inside as well as I?
Do we both need a constant in our life?
To get us through this turbulent strife.

When I wake up every morning I know I will see those white vans and I am happy.

White Vans

a cool alex g song i decided to butcher
cover art is a photo of the sky i took on 27/02/17 because i have nothing else and i'm gettin bored of my usual

lyrics:
my dog just ran away and i am feeling pretty bad
i've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
i've been taking lots of drugs because they teach me not to care
yeah i guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair

ooooooooooooooooHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOHGAISghoags

my brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
with a whole bottle of prozac or a shiny kitchen knife
he said that when he's dead i'll have his nintendo 64
and i can play it all night long sitting on the basement floor

ooooooOOOOOHhhhagsuhighis

my girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore
and i wish i didn't care but i thought she was pretty cool
so i drank a ton of liquor then i threw up in her sink
she said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink

OOOOaohhhsiogfhagoshgaoghoooooooooooooooo
oooooo

nintendo 64

sample is from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

was it something i said?

haven't uploaded an og for about a month so ye here's this
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the walls are shrinking
our ship is sinking
dont want to be alone anymore
dont want to be ignored
constantly feel like im dying
i dont know why i keep trying

i hate you
i hate myself more
im so pathetic

dying

collaboration between philadelphia-based artist, the urban flower and newcastle, australia-based artist, thomas shukla.

porcelain skin

garden of dismay

my coffee always goes cold (and it's no one's fault but my own)

a song i wrote, august 2018

i see me spiralling down
but i don't see you at the bottom

i see you making me frown
sleepless nights in autumn

cause i will not
will not let you know
that i will
that i will let you go

will you just listen to me
i'm trying to speak to you
my head's just full of shit
i'm trying to think it through

trying to think

a track from my forthcoming EP, 'apathetic gestures'
mixing/mastering by jckedwrds 
https://www.soundcloud.com/jckedwrds/

lyrics:
i haven't seen your face in weeks
and i know it's not you when we speak
you're one of the last ones i would've expected this from
and i'm not really sure what it is that i've done

when i look you in the eyes
you're not what you used to be
look you in the eyes
yeah, it's not what i'm used to

is it the drugs taking over? you don't seem to care
after every single time that i tried to be there
and i don't know what i should do at this point
every single thing just seems to disappoint

when i look you in the eyes
you're not what you used to be
look you in the eyes
yeah, it's not what i'm used to

shuk

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