A dive into reflective thoughts and longing emotions; a spontaneous  improvisation of music, lyrics, and vocals with Angelica Rockne (https://soundcloud.com/angelicarockne).

Sun Setting ft. Angelica Rockne

Do you see your self as a spirit warrior? I see being a spirit warrior, one who practices spiritual warfare, to be as much about burning away external energy vampires and cleansing internal parasites as it is about allowing some aspects of one's self to die so that some aspects may live. I have been deepening in this perspective especially in the past month starting with intimate contact with a woman who sees her self as a Spirit Warrior, and then subsequently being amplified through listening to the lyrics over and over of Ayla Nereo's song, Show Yourself, while remixing it. I interpret the words of the song to be spoken toward a masculine self identity that objectifies the feminine: "I do not show my skin for you, I show my self to know my self, and for the earth from which I came. I pray for you to do the same." The chorus, "I release you," seems relevant here. By releasing the negative masculine's self identity from her scope of influence, she releases her self from its binding. Another line was particularly powerful for me, as I came into this remix process soon after being ill and feeling like I was allowing a less healthy aspect of my self to die, so that a more healthy aspect might live: "You can call her back to you, you can die, die, die, die, bye, bye, die, die, die." I interpret this line to be telling the masculine self identity that in order to call back the powerful feminine who rejected him, he must allow the "negative," objectifying aspect of his self identity to die.

This is my first remix, and was a last minute effort.  I spent about 30 hours total on it across two days.  I knew I would regret it if I passed up the opportunity to participate in Ayla's remix contest, even though I have no expectation of having my track chosen.  It was such a pleasure to listen so closely to the nuances of feeling in Ayla's beautiful voice over and over, always fresh and inspiring.  Thank you Ayla for putting your stems out to be remixed!

Vocals: Ayla Nereo
Guitars, Bass, Violin, Drum Design: Thomas Spellman

Ayla Nereo - Show Yourself (Thomas Spellman Remix)

Recorded these real quick last year for other musicians to get a sense of the songs.  I kinda like 'em.

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Recorded live at the Garden of Eden in Encinitas, April 14, 2018

Thomas Spellman on lead vocals and guitar, Chad Wilkins on bass and vocals, Mary Isis on vocals, Trevor Hollingsworth on flute, Pranav Bradley on drums.

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