"cant run from the past" is a mixtape that I put together from beats that ive made from 21-22. Its the first installment from many more and my apologies if some beats aren't well put together or if they don't sound good as its the very first years I started producing. 

produced + arranged - polaroidz

CXLDWINTERNIGHT©

barefoot on a beach

for good measure

Hiraeth is a cold, romantic lo-fi trap instrumental album built around a feeling that has no perfect translation—a deep longing for a place, a time, or a version of yourself that no longer exists, or maybe never fully did.

Minimal trap drums, muted melodies, and icy ambient textures create a soundscape that feels distant yet intimate—like warmth remembered through winter air. The beats are restrained, spacious, and intentional, leaving room for reflection, prayer, journaling, late-night drives, and quiet resets.

This album isn’t chasing energy.
It’s holding tension.

Hiraeth lives in the space between discipline and desire, between forward motion and reflection. Each track feels like a quiet conversation with yourself—cold on the surface, emotionally rich underneath.

Designed for January beginnings and midnight clarity, Hiraeth is music for those who are moving forward while still honoring what shaped them.

Not sad.
Not hopeful.
Just honest.

Hiraeth is the sound of longing without panic.
Stillness without emptiness.
Cold—but never hollow.


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