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The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

written by Lxst Boy
written by tsukiloofi
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
mixed by tsukiloofi

LYRICS
sorry we ended the way that we did
still writing songs cuz i still feel like shit
type you a message but i'll never send
cuz you hate me so i wrote this instead
talk about me, wont you tell it to my face tho
your friends hit me up almost like everyday, so
tell me whats wrong, how fast do the days go
broke your heart and you left me in the dirt, so

what, stuck in the mud
saw your story girl you aint no fun
stuck in this room writing this song
stare at the ceiling, this feeling wrong, ayy
yeah, im feelin sad again
tell them you hate me and tell them im bad at this
i wanna fall off a building and crash in it
you wanna die make it look like an accident
yeah, we're screwed up, that shit wont change
sit writing songs at my desk every day
chill at my place, love is a race
find the words, but dont know what to say, yeah
know that im talking, im talking to enemies
i wanna know that you'll never aboandon me
too late, i remember the things that you said to me
please dont bury me cuz i'll never rest in peace

loofi:
Sorry we started the way that we did 
I know that I changed, but I still feel like shit 
And I know I don't talk but I'm still just a kid 
Living inside a nightmare a bottomless pit

Sorry we grew up, in a world of monstrosity, wished that I grew up so maybe you’d talk to me Living so happily, lies to my family, nobody understood shit, no one talked to me 

I wish that I knew you before, I wish that I stood on your porch, to knock on your door, and ask if your home, cause I brought you some smores, together at night while we lay on the floor i wish that little crush, was a little bit longer, I wish my little head was a little bit stronger, so maybe we’d be friends and I’d last a bit longer
Its stuck and its embedded, it's a million ponders 

huh, fuck, 
Maybe I just need to give you a hug 
I'm sure I need help, but maybe i'm wrong 
All of the help that I need’s in this blunt 


All of these problems, they still in my head, i try to solve em, but find that I can't 
I'll prolly be dead soon, you know in advance, i'll get out my bed soon stop writing this bit 
Just know that my head hurts from all of this stress, I love her, I love her but I'm still a mess, I'm still the kid that the voices would mess with. Can't build the courage to send you a message 
I didn't wanna hurt you, but I guess that I did it, It's way past our curfew but we ain't done living 
My life aint the same, it's not what I envisioned. I hope that you know I'm done hurting your feelings

to the girl whose heart i broke remix (feat. Lxst Boy) (feat. Mishaal) [4lexf]

@sorrow x @thebootlegboy - if you go, i'll stay

Rxseboy - Not Alright

goodbye (prod. boyfifty)

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

far from home (w juli) prod blocktane & nate2timez

Empty home...

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Lyrics:
Is it my fault
That I'm
All on my own
I sure hope
That you'll call

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Yeah
I’ve been rotting away in these sheets
Wondering if you’re in somebody else’s
It’s been a month, every week it only gets harder
Ain’t felt this broken and empty
Yeah I know it’s probably my fault you don’t have to convince me
You really fixed me
But now that you’re not here to hold me together I’m falling apart
Yeah
Numb to the core
Cold to the touch
Without you it’s dark
Can’t see myself in the mirror cause I don’t exist if I’m not in your heart
And you’ve made it clear you’ve moved on
I hate it here
My moods gone to a new low
Don’t know how to let you go
So…

I’ve been
Holding my breath
No reason to breath out
I’m turning blue
You’re pulling my lungs out

Comparing my life to everybody else’s
Without you here, this living feels selfish

Running away
I think of you everyday
I’ll throw myself in traffic
Just to see something change
Or to see if you care

I can’t take blank stares
Baby smother me with pillows
Till we float in the air

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Thomas Reid x Foster x the bootleg boy - Is it My Fault?

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

[Verse]
Demons so close I could taste them
Tryna cut em down like Jason
They used to say my flow was basic
Had to come through elevate it
I'm just the kid in the back of the class
Only ok when I'm off of the gas
Smokin' till my vision turnin' black
That's the only time that I relax
Homie I know I got problems
But at least I'm honest
With my homie's sippin' tonic
Yeah I've been off that chronic
Lately my stats been poppin'
'Boutta blast off like a rocket
I feel way to awkward
Never been one for talkin'
Society ain't met for me
This can't be my destiny
Most days I wanna rest in peace
Think God fucked up my recipe
Baby imma psycho I know I'm insane
Just talked to my doctor and he said he can't explain
All the fuckin' problems that he found inside my brain
Yeah you're the reason I wanna die everyday, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go
I don't wanna talk to you can you leave me alone
I blocked you on everything your numbers out my phone
Used to be my will to live and now you're just a ghost
Drag that blade right down my wrist I think it's time to go

SadBoyProlific  - Time To Go (Remix)

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</3 cover taken by @deslynnkardal on instagram

i hope we stay together even when we fall apart
when you tell me that you hate me its like a knife right through my heart
i dont know where i should start
maybe with apologies and pretty please dont leave
i see your back so much more commonly
im missing all our memories 
like road trips and conversations bout our future family
we could have lived so happily
but now im all alone
lost my purpose to survive
staring at the ceiling i dont even feel alive
anymore
i knew it would be hard but never did i want to lose you
i knew we had our stuggles but i never meant to use you
i understand im reckless, im selfish, and im sorry
i implanted in your heart a seed of pain and babe im sorry
never can i get the point across enough im sorry
as you move on with your life i pray to god you know im sorry

i told you i would change and baby girl i tried
but it never was enough to stop the darkness thats inside
i just wanted to be loved
and thats exactly what i got
when i had to give it back was like im running in one spot
tired of the yelling we are breaking i cant take it
i thought that i was good enough i guess i was mistaken
i wish you all the best because
thats what you deserve
ill learn from my mistakes, ill sit back and ill observe
now that youre not in my life i feel worthless
im hurting but you dont, no you dont deserve this
im all alone in my bed i feel worthless
im hurting and i do, yeah i do deserve this

i dont know if i can survive but
i know i dont want to die yeah
im all alone when i cry yeah
now that
youre not
in my
life

im sorry (feat. prodmac) (prod. slowet)

some nights (feat. powfu, rxseboy, sarcastic sounds)

music heals </3
thank you for caring.
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Thomas Reid x Foster x the bootleg boy - Is it My Fault?

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