Waitin for the right to time to just see you

The Boy Made of Paper

4am (prod. Pilgrim)

its so hard to ask you to stay
waitin for the right time just to see you
but that time never comes i dont feel

man its hard to say that im ungrateful
but with you man i feel so unstable
say goodbye to all my friends, cause im leaving for good

so sorry for the life I chose
and im really feeling like im a ghost
i wanna leave but i wanna stay
i wanna keep you just another day

i wanna die but im alive
feelin sick and i just despise you

lighter burns (prod. CRCL) *lyrics in desc*

FRIGHT NIGHT (PROD. NK MUSIC)

POISON (prod. imotape productions)

stainless steel in my spine 
never felt like you tried
said that we just needed time 
girl you knew that was a lie 

baby i wish ya well
cause ill be burnin in hell for ya

and i hope you sleep tight 
cause im screaming in my nightmares

i dont care about your problems
i wanna live my life, without you

and when the walls cave in and youre sleepin alone
just know that im laughing in my castle

i dont care what you said i dont care what you promised
you fucked up my life if im honest

and im sorry for yellin 
im sorry for tellin you how i felt
might as well keep my lips shut
take this abuse 
take another drink, get fucked up like kids do

and my friends said i should drop ya
what do i do
im running but i aint so fast
im just trying to put you in my past 


not gonna lie ive been lonely
bitch i dont need your fuckin company
rather be alone than waste my life away
you aint my drug aint worried bout a relapse

and when the walls cave in and youre sleepin alone
just know that im laughing in my castle

i dont care what you said i dont care what you promised
you fucked up my life if im honest

Dysfunctional (prod. CRCL)

prince of my own castle
kinda lonely in the throne though
lock the doors and shut you out love
lock the doors and let the ghosts in

creepin through the shadows
the light will never find me 
lost all of my senses
completely isolated
bury me deep in the kingdom i created
  
built up my walls
i kicked ya out
nobody left, but me in this house

i think the walls are talkin
baby now im screamin
think im paralyzed
so i close my eyes

nothin feel right
im runnin out of time

stare at my reflection said im dancing with the devil
but im dancing with myself, fuck prescriptions dont need help
wanna run but im trapped, in my past, let me free

bury me deep

baby i dont got much time left
kiss me on the lips instead of fightin
seal my tomb with some lipstick  
forget that i existed

take me to my grave
(i cant feel a thing)

take me to my grave
(my kingdom of nothing)

ʇɐɥʇ ǝǝs noʎ ʇuɐɔ ʎɥʍ ǝᴉp ɐuuɐʍ ʇsnɾ I

KingdomOfNothing (prod. TundraBeats)

SinceYouLeft (prod. Thorne)

LYRICS:

(WELCOME TO THE INTERNATIONAL BATTLE OF THE BANDS
THIS SONG IS CALLED ANTI-LOVE.)

IM SICK AND TIRED OF FEELING LIKE IM FUCKIN NOTHING TO YOU 
IM SICK OF WAKING UP WITH COLD SWEAT DOWN MY BACK
IM SICK OF FEELING LIKE HUMAN FUCKING WASTE TO YOU 

AND THROUGH ALL THE CHOICES WE MADE
YOU SAID THAT I WAS WRONG 
BUT LOOK WHOS FALLIN NOW 
ITS LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN LOVED ME
YOU NEVER LOVED ME, LOVED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE

TOLD YA TO LEAVE ME ALONE
BUT YA KEPT ON PUSHIN 
KEPT ON PUSHIN

I WAS THERE WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND WASNT
SO, GUESS ILL TAKE A FUCKIN SEAT IN THE BACKGROUND
TAKE A SEAT WITH MYSELF

LEAD ON MISUSED
FUCKED UP ABUSED
SO TELL THE TRUTH
DID YA SHED A LITTLE TEAR WHEN YOU FIGURED OUT I REALLY DIDNT GIVE A FUCK
FEELS LIKE I NEVER KNEW YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE

PLAY THE VICTIM BUT YOURE PLAYIN WITH MY FEELINS
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU WORK IM TRYNA FUCKIN FIGURE IT OUT
THE FUCK YOU CRYIN ABOUT
YOU DID THIS ALL BY YOURSELF
TRYNA CRY FOR SOME HELP

AND I DONT WANNA DIE
YOU PUSH ME TO THE EDGE
I GOTTA CUT YOU OFF
FORE' I DO SOMETHING I REGRET

ANTI-LOVE (PROD. IMOTAPE)

Lyrics:

Anunnaki talking nonsense
Too much to process
Obnoxious comics want my content
For their podcast

First contact
Televangelists fall back
You’d think they’d want that
But they’ll never be on it

Never be beyond this
Peep in the unconscious
Be astonished went too deep
And seen colossus  

Communicate with gods
Jack parsons building rockets
Interface gone
Now i know where out the box is




Gotta Matrioshka brain
You are just a grain
Stuck in my maze
This is my domain

This is all a game
Built to entertain
Black cube spinning
Chronos built our cage

I’m not on this plane
From a different place
Nothing like my name
Otherside of space

Im outside your frame
Im just like the snake
I’ll put you in on
My secrets of the strange





underneath my microscope
microbes are lighting dope
Tryna to find my ufo
look for me you might get probed

Might upload some code
Into your soul extract the mind control
Synapses closed gotta give this guy
A higher dose

Im prometheus give fire to the 
People
We are cut from the same fractal
Same equation we are equal

On the easel we both creating evil
No god without demons
Can’t have law without venal

Matrioshka Brain

lyrics:

Wash away myself with you 
Over and over and over it’s me to lose 

Holding her hand in the sun of the ocean blue 
wash away myself with you 

I️ still got B͏l͏ood eyes
smashed down got pulled apart 
from the front side 
washed away with a friend a mine 
asking where are you 

couldn’t find a way 
Till point I️t breaks
with that point of view 

wash myself away in you 

Washed away my self with you

lighter burns (prod. CRCL) lyrics in desc

TEENAGE DISASTER

Recent comments

hugodieddecember

𝑘𝑟𝑖𝑠❤︎

𝑘𝑟𝑖𝑠❤︎

L a z y b a b y

Related tracks