8. I Was Once

cauterize

it's alright, i understand

it won't matter

what are you crying for

distortion

ft @vvherearewe

prod thornskin x her new knife

thornskin:

it feels like death is surrounded in me
and i try too hard
understand what it meant
made an imprint slamming the door when you left
i don't know why i just feel like
death

don't know why my lips are cold
and hell feels nice but its getting old
write a message above your bed
cause' you're always mine and you can't forget

vvherearewe:

i put the body away, hope you don’t check in the closet, so many things i would say to you… you RIP MY FLESH AWAY BABY YOU GIVE ME NO OPTIONS, (TAKE WHAT YOU WANT FROM MEE I DONT CARE ANYMOREEEEE) take my breath from me, i can’t get you off my conscious (INSIDE MY HEAD YOU STAY AND I WANT YOU GONE!!!!)

abrasion ft vvherearewe

vic- 
victim (of my existence)
of my anxiety 
darling will you save me? 
just don't betray me 
i just wanted someone to listen 
life hasn't been easy 
i think i would rather be 

alone
suicide, suicide 
alone 
suicide, suicide 

rip your light out 
baby cover your eyes it's a solar eclipse 
if we die right now 
with this pain in my heart and a slit on my wrist 
do you love me? 
then say you do
cause i ripped off your wings 
you can never fly away
you can never 

you can never 
yeah, 
rip your light out 
baby cover your eyes it's a solar eclipse
if we die right now
with this pain in my heart and a slit on my wrist 
do you love me? 
then say you do
cause i ripped off your wings 
you can never fly away
you can never.

fangs

I thought I
Could hold back
I guess I don’t know myself
I thought I
Would’ve learned that
The drugs they just don’t help
And now she’s gone
And now she's gone
they just don't help
Now she’s gone
Now she's gone
Were on our own

I thought I 
held the blame
well maybe it’s not true
my mind wont stop
i feel the loss
in every single bone
a broken home
a broken heart
I just want a fresh start
I'll go somewhere new
away from me
and away from you

 I thought I
Knew her pain
I can never explain how wrong I was
I thought I
would've changed
some things never do

A broken home
A broken heart
Where should I start
Cause the shit don’t end
Lets not pretend
Lets not pretend 
That things can be the same
now she's gone
now she's gone
it's not the same
now she's gone
now she's gone
now she's gone 
but I can't move on

I thought I 
held the blame
well maybe we all do
my mind wont stop
i feel the loss
in every single bone
a broken home
a broken heart
I just want a fresh start
ill go somewhere new
away from me
and away from you

I thought I
Could hold back
I guess I don’t know myself
I thought I
Would’ve learned that
The drugs they just don’t help
And now she’s gone
And now she's gone
they just don't help
Now she’s gone
Now she's gone
theres no moving on
now that she's gone
and I'm on my own
I run away from this broken home
and this broken heart
it won't get me too far
I'll leave it behind
now that she's gone.

abrasion ft vvherearewe

thornskin

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