Howl

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

RiverKinn
"Sleepless"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed

I can't forget the way you looked
In all those photographs we took
I kept them hidden for so long
Between the pages of your books
And I never read a single page
I'd memorize the things you'd say
I'll take your secrets to my grave
But could you say the same when there's

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Sleepless

much love to @bluntedpharaoh and @jsomber for this one <3

desperado (feat. AK3K & Somber) [prod. sidxkick]

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

Mixed & Mastered By: @neverday
Produced By: @ https://www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous
Demons in my mirror pt 2 out now 
https://soundcloud.com/neverday/demonspt2

Demons in my mirror ft. Richmaiden

NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS

~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

It starts with me and you again,
you don't wanna be just friends
buzzing up my fucking phone
wouldn't care if i was dead

ya  coming back, ya coming back, and ya talking again
ya coming back just to watch me to suffer again

manic depression, fucked in the brain, everything you say yeah  its not okay
fucking suicidal wanna climb in my head rearrange these wires and say i'm ok but i cant cus
everything a little bit harder now, everything is on repeat for now, but their saying that i shouldn't go

darker and darker into places where I roam, 
it's from the left to the right and i'm stuck here alone, 
wanna be basic cant change it everything you say hate it, 
everything i touch break it. everything i love fake it

spinning and spinning until I fall
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it all.
will you and come pick me up when i collapsed
would you just fix me up when I relapsed

spinning and spinning until I fall
will you fix it, fix it or break it out
will you build me up out of pieces
will you help me up, I think I know what you meant.

wait;

prod: https://soundcloud.com/flxwrency
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics:

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Think I’m still asleep
Rise up, to take a leap
Jump a 100ft
Pray it’s all a dream

7th level deep
Spells be failing
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Red wine in the bed
Mixed with blood from my head
Got stains on my sheets
Smells of fucking bleach

My days been going great
Pills are working I’m still here
Can’t feel the pain in my brain
My mind ain’t so clear

My days been going great
Haven’t felt a single thing
My happiness is gone
But my pain is fucking numbed

I skipped my fucking meds
Now I’m one step from the edge
My homie calls my phone
Asks to smoke a another bowl

Saved my fucking life
While I sit here real high
Happy for a life but
These pills be taking mine

They block the pain, they block the joy
They clog my mind, they fuzz my eyes
They eat away my fucking soul
Empty shell of fucking noise

I’m feeling numb, I’m feeling dumb
I sleep away the day with me okay about the waste of space that has the fucking face of me 

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Anti Depressant (FLOWRENCY)

I still wear that heart on my chest
cocaine drip, slip down feel the mess
she wants to fill me with regret
pop a pill fade into what was left of me, of me I’m gone

am I not that perfect yeah, am I not that worth it yeah
I’m filling with this anxious feeling that she doesn’t want me
and I’m just so manic yeah, just a kid left to recess
back to the feeling when my first ex said she didn’t want me

why you just gotta fuck me up, I’m still human I need love
tears me to pieces when I try to be there for everyone
cus I don’t want to be alone now
shaking all again I need help

cus I’m gone, I’m gone again you wanna say were friends
I don’t want any of that when you wanna be with him
just fucked up on the way I used to be
lost all memories of a kid when I was still happy

you wanna come open me up
show some emotion and let me smile for a while and  just give up
you wanna say I was not enough,
couldn’t hold the weight when you just buried me just under your love

Just Left

prod. by  CapsCtrl


Lyrics:
Maybe one day I'll show you,
What it was like to live life like the old you.

Look at the moon, and I'm standing before you.
follow your moves, and I see where you go to. 
Don't get confused, I'm not here to come hold you. 
You're on your own, but I'll pretend to know you. 

but I'll pretend to know you...



Everythings black,
Need to find the way so I could go back.


I'm tired, of endlessly trying, 
and I realized that nothing will ever make sense.


Made all this money but where does it end?

Caught between both of my worlds, I pray that it ends.

I don't deserve it cause I live in sin,

Where will I go is it hell or heaven?



Just look at my eyes, and you could just tell that I've been up all night.

I'm wasting all of my damn time, and I don't why I even try.

I'm sick in the head, I'm so sick of my mind, and I'm sick of my life.




(20xx recording To Myself)

Message To Myself (prod.  CapsCtrl)

THR13TN - growing artist that resides in Sweden. Known for the diverse styles in music and the unpredictable type of songs, but also for fashion in the techwear/darkwear/warcore community.
Mgmt: @zekehirschberg on Instagram

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