youre from california but youre far from normal

I was fine for a minute but ill end up in da dirt!

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

https://soundcloud.com/logout
prod @artemys

instagram

logout w/ twikipedia + nigo chanel

violence w/ d0llywood1 + quannnic

lieu - evil

change w/ lieu

@gnde @twikipedia @threedimensionsapart @quannnic <3

stuck in my head w/ grandee + twikipedia

'jazz' 2 +@whyhaze

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/exhausting-feat-whyhaze

was sick when i made dis bruh, most underrated beat tbh

s/o villagers @rywrrd @1spoder @oroahh n goblin @spaadexd 4 adlibs in trumpet solo

v:
restrained emotion 
but i slowly let it out -_+_+ deep shit bro
my life is a travesty 
they just wanna keep me down ///sadd
get someone to murder me          &#'#'not suicidal dw£++£
cant bear to do it myself
i'm longing for ur touch
longing for the thought of us (redhorse pro producer tag omg)
let my mind bleed all over these walls
crying in the cubicle for way too damn long
the evil grows n it's so pervasive ))Big Words Bro((
can’t justify it this time maybe i'm rly goin crazy

c:
a-a-all these bitches
all these hoes (Yuh)
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell

waiiiiiiiiiiiii hayyyyyyyyyze (s/o 00)

@whyhaze verse:
all these bitches all these hoes (songwriting moment)
hit my phone, but i don't respond 
cuz i still think you're the one
tell me if i'm right or i'm wrong
if i'm mistaken 
then who am i talking abt in these songs????
c'mon baby just grab my hand (NOT MY ASS SHUSH)
let's escape together to another land (YESsirr)
the only one in my mind is you, and you deserve that
baby, you make me feel cool
you lift all my curses! FAX

c:
all these bitches
all these hoes (holy moly
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell!!!

trumpet solo init (w adlibs)

@whyhaze returns in the outro

exhausting

stream the mf song

exhausting, +whyhaze

https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA

@notlieu
produced by me


i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

@notlieu

when i walk around
stop it now u know that i wont learn
i been trying for a minute
but ill end up in the dirt 

dont they love to see me hurt
im so tired girl 
im blemished
u try to forget it but im worse 

and she say she wanna talk
on the ground u couldnt walk
i was right here

and i get it
im so dumb
i was walking with a gun 
fall victim to what i fear

get up
stay by me
not poison

id watch 
while u leave
so broken

and id be
what u need
for a moment

and u watch 
as i bleed
but im over it

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry



it's my world
i cant do no harm

stream

california w/ lieu

sexnb

lyrics:
ya im outta luck
in the back seat i just wanna fuck
hit from the back ya i wanna feel love
wit the bros ya we up in the club
yeah we fuck it up
got her addicted she actin up
sit on my dick she dont wanna get off
all these bitches they never shut up

i think im lost
got me exhausted
look what it costed
she givin me top, yk she want it
all this sh for the bag, yk im on it

all these fake bitches praying on my down fall
they think im stupid but i kno ab they're private calls
bitches crawlin back like ur the one who built this wall
y y y y ya ur the one who built this wall

outta luck

@deethew

lyrics:
[nico]
u need to take a step back
on sum fake shit, ya u kno im not like that
keep ur eyes on the track
got her in the whip, n we fuckn in the back
yuh, i prefer to be alone
hard for me to trust anyone, im on my own
yuh, acting like u always kno
we can see right thru ur stunt, like r u dumb?

[deet]
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Treat me like a bad guy
No u got it backwards
Try to get in my head
U ain’t got the password
All u do is call me ignorant
When I get my money fuck sharing it

I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Yuh it’s me and shawty In the 2 door
Yk that its moving to the dance floor
Driving so fast now we got 5 stars
Im so done think I might restart

stepback w/ deet

shoutout @funnycore @snip4rs

funnycore moment

lyrics
w!ldflwr:
I got knots all in my tummy
I don't think that this is funny
it all started going really bad when you said you don't love me
and I try and try again
but it seems like I just always fail
you're never gonna stop me
you should know that I will always prevail 
I'm so tired of you
and I've been stuck up in my mind
thinking why did I love you
where did it all go so wrong
and you're breaking my heart so I wrote you this song
don't waste all my time if you don't love me at all

snip4rs:
i've been calling you for hours
just answer my phone
i've been calling you for days
but it just goes to the tone
i've been crying over text
but baby i'm still strong
you can't tell me its okay
when I know that its just wrong (x2)

w!ldflwr:
i'm so sick of you calling up my phone
if you have another message
you can leave it at the tone
why don't you understand that I wanna be alone
all these words that you're telling me
they just shake me to my bones
I don't know!
I don't know if i'll ever be right again
don't you tell me that you love me
just to break me down again
said that you wanted me
then you said it was pretend
all this pain that you're causing me
yeah you cannot comprehend 
I see your eyes
I see your eyes

truth & lies w/snip4rs (funny x crusafix)

prod @sai 'v' 
art from tombdude 

i can't stop making a fool of myself
getting through all of this torture with the pain that i felt
and i have all of these consequences building my doubts 
making sure that i felt okay

hey, and i've been in a hurry
wanting to do everything in the story
making sure that i'm sorry
cutting me open just to feel like i'm sorry

and i can't (i can't) feel something
that i want to feel

what do you think that you're doing
do you think you're improving
what do you think you're proving
when you say that i'm nothing

what do you think that you're doing
saying you're something and never improving
cuz i don't know what i'm doing

you're feelin real sorry
is that the end of the story
conscience, fading so fast
make sure i die slow, make sure it lasts

i don't want to mess this up, no
i don't want to mess this up

i don't wanna feel
now what're u waiting for
the world is yours
break out your shell
and do something worth while

what's the rush? (sai)

we're all over the place

we're all over the place - d0llywood1 + twikipedia

TRACK OF TIME (feat. YRN)

I'm a pirate pirate pirate!

@lei
@kidtrashpop
@3dssucks

lyrics:

twikipedia:

(yuh yaya) got a new whip just to take it out
if i take these pills or put them in my mouth
and you threw your bros under the bus for clout
now i heard they coming after me cause...
im a pirate pirate pirate, im the one that caused the virus
im the one that hacked the mainframe they don't want my ass inside it
i walk in they get excited, i walk out they start a riot
feel like ariana grande if i like it then i buy it

i don't know, when it's time to go, but i'd rather stay
i don't know, when we coming home, i don't have a say
but i know i can't be saved, get out of my way
22 years old you beef with D2LTA (bitch)
okay, bothered by some shit that can't be changed
can't wait till the day that im replaced
i knew that i don't got what it takes, what it taaaakes

lei:

make him cry tears but im not in helix
hit him offline offline
if the talking keep repeatiinngg
like oh my oh myyyy
it look like im cheating
no clip thru the ceiling!!!
i put my guns on my back
yea i put my bros on my back
no i cant go out sad 
walk in the joint like bet bet bet bet
beeettt 
fill him up wit lead
they talking out they necks!!
thats why i have no friends 
yeaaaaaa
i see thru the lies u hate 

twikipedia:

see it in their eyes, headed for my plate, 
feel like MIA, chasing paper planes (bang bang)
how much did i make, let me ask the bank
said i'm getting worse, i'm still getting paid

kid trash:

???

twikipedia:

i'm a savior but no i'm not a christian
they gon talk shit but i dont like to listen
that shit toxic, it's bad for your vision
but it's okay cause it's all for a  reason
if they talk down we run up, kinda like the axis
i just keyed your car, and you better use a taxi
you ran in the backseat, yeah that shit is tragic
he ran out the fight, won't you tell me what's the

tell me what's the problem
tarantino movie with the big guns.. (solve them)
he ran out of.. (options)
pictures from the coffin
he was gonna be the one im robbing
smoking on this gas now im mfing coffing
he said he wont do that shit, tell me what would stop him
hotel service, put a order to his coffin

i just did 10K (wait that's wrong) 100K
if i really felt like doing it 1M in a day
i just hit a stain, no it's not a phase
you can catch me with .38 yeah yeah
im gonna take my shit and go, i'm gonna get the serial
they gonna talk that shit and go, i'm getting caught up in the rope
figure out why it's my fault, even if i did nothing wrong
oh my god is that my fault
i can't do it anymore

(outro)

lalalala  lalalala

california w/ lieu

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