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RATTLE 1.0

“Pounding The Ice As I Freeze In Frigid Waters”

Fucking drowning in my doubt
Thoughts behind a cloud 
Self hatred leaking through the mouth 
Feel like I’m fading 
My dopamine is out
Looking for some shit to fill the void before I blow my mind out 
Out goes my pain
Shout for help until my hope is drained
Bowing to the thought of change but I doubt I’ll go anywhere but south
Going only south even though I’m from the north
Winter ice crystals keeping cutting me like a fucking sword 
My skin is turning blue from the cold that I’ve absorbed 
I told my demons I can’t take this internal war 
They want my blood to pour
They handed a .44
They want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score
Want my blood to pour 
Handed a .44
Want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score

I’m climbing to the peak I’m falling on my knees 
I’m hoping at least my mind will stop, as time is running on the clock
This world grows cold as I get old and I can’t control all my fucking thoughts
Tryna reach the summit of my brain but I’m dodging rocks 
Demons at the top inducing serotonin drops
My back at the door, while my demons fucking knock
Can’t open it once again, please someone get the glock
I’m waking baking every day to save me from my fucking brain 
Take me to my fucking grave, I feel like I’m wasting space 
Never slowing down the brakes, but never wanna meet my fate
But every day I’m meeting face with my final days if I don’t change my fucking ways 
Turning into a disaster not a master of my own self 
Falling faster, I’m the captor and the pastor of my own hell 
Dwelling and I’m yelling out my mental health 
And my trauma released with every word I spell
Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole
Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole

Pounding the Ice As I Freeze in Frigid Waters

Pounding The Ice As I Freeze In Frigid Waters

[00:00] 01. Kid Lib - Prove [Future Retro London]
[01:25] 02. SHERELLE - HENRY'S REVENGE [Hooversound Recordings]
 w/ Remarc - Eksman Intro
[03:00] 03. T-Cuts - 33's [Mined]
[04:45] 04. Tom And Jerry - MouseTrap (Double O Remix) [AKO Major Defence]
 w/ Beenie Man - Silent Violence (Acapella) [Mad House]
[07:00] 05. Dub & Wheel - Judgement [Future Retro London]
[09:00] 06. Cheetah - Run (Send For All Bad Cru) [Da Demolition Squad]
[11:50] 07. Sempra - Soundbwoy Go Home [Self-Released]
[13:40] 08. Refreshers - Crumbling Down (Phineus II Remix) [Future Retro London]
[17:15] 09. Subjects - Forever Young [Deep Jungle Records]
[20:15] 10. Sully - Nights (Vocal Mix) [Astrophonica]
[21:30] 11. Pastaman - Take Your Time [Tuff Cut Records]
[23:00] 12. FFF - Punk Rocker [Fokuz Recordings]
[25:00] 13. DJ ko.cr - FM23 (Tim Reaper Remix) [Solabeam Records]
[27:30] 14. Mantra - Victory Dance [Sneaker Social Club]
[29:20] 15. Harmony - You Got [Deep Jungle Records]
 w/ Cutty Ranks - Real General (Acapella)
[33:40] 16. Remarc - Sound Murderer (Loafin' In Brockley Mix) [Planet Mu]
[36:00] 17. Tech Itch - Reggae Music [Deep Jungle Records]
[37:00] 18. TMSV - Number 1 [Broken Records]
[40:20] 19. WE ROB RAVE - HERBSTA [Das Booty]
[42:00] 20. Cheetah & DJ B - Break Yo Neck [Brazen Records]
[43:50] 21. Arkyn - Smart Grid [Da Demolition Squad]
[45:30] 22. Janaway - Reaching Out [Fokuz Recordings]
[47:05] 23. Msymiakos x Dial-M - Zion Bound [Sweet Sensi Records]
[49:05] 24. Robert Lee - Come Now Sound Boy (Coco Bryce Remix) [Rhythm Discs!]
[51:40] 25. Ellis Dee ft. Specialist - Nice Up Ya Scene [White House Records]
[54:15] 26. The Last Ronin x DJ Chromz - Late Night Attack [Ako Beatz]
[57:10] 27. Channel 2 - X Amount Of Badness [Inner City Dance]
[58:45] 28. Marcus Visionary - Strictly Culture [Inner City Dance]
[60:45] 29. Dwarde x Tim Reaper - Globex Corp Black Label Track 4 [Globex Corp]
[61:45] 30. Nectax - Playtime Is Over (Dwarde Remix) [Motive Hunter Audio]
[62:50] 31. Sully x Tim Reaper - Windswept (Sully Fader Mix) [Future Retro London]
[65:40] 32. Drumskull - Scrolling Shooter (Dwarde Remix) [Hooversound Recordings]
[67:00] 33. Artificial Red - The Deep One [Myor]
[68:20] 34. Artemis - Elysian Fields [Good Looking Records]

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