Raynaud's

What the fuck were you thinking?
couldn't tell if it was the room speaking

ancient misery and a history of imprints
a love thats mutilated and a love that was empty, at least she was empty

'cause I screamed at Midori
cradle in an empty room
an angry undaddy

'cause I screamed at Midori
that fake girl
and an old unfinished story

lights and sounds of an empty crowd
blow my brains out through the sound in my ears loud

burn out on a pack of cigarettes
burn the walls of my lungs, burn this hurt in my chest

'cause I screamed at Midori
cradle in an empty room
and an angry undaddy

'cause I screamed at Midori
a disappointed young boy
and a fuck up whose nobody

I feel everything all at once and nothing at all
i can't stand anyone, anywhere, for no reason at all

地下幻燈劇画 少女椿

Bloodhail (HANL cover)

Velveteen

Someday I Will Feel Better

no more news

hayley williams ate my family

im glad youre not dead

break my ribs (so i can be free)

i'm sorry

i'm sorry i never say it right but i've been trying all my life they wear their hearts like neon signs smooth concise bridged the gap between their minds and when its dark at night how they dance their faces bright flashing rows of neon light so why cant i? why cant i? i've become so blind i'm always red in the face or falling behind its hard lifting my head up high when all my friends are stuck in my head or just passing the time when you're panicked and worried and tired and allergic inside honey i'm blue i was born to be blue and when its dark at night how they dance their faces bright flashing rows of neon light so why cant i? why cant i?

Chet Baker

I feel weird

Jane Doe (converge acoustic cover)

Keep The Door Locked

Asleep (Smiths cover)

they like you better
emaciated

dont dont dont dont
talk to me like that

as if i was a scrap
of who i once was

dont dont dont dont
talk to me like that

as soon as your guards down
its easy to tell
they'll cut you down
like they cut you down in hell
your hell

dont dont dont dont
talk to me like that

Stealing Back The Pieces

it doesnt get better
but it gets easier
the suffering
and the nothing thats all too real
so have fun, yea toughen up
cause you cant go back
but time will pass
ya still got yourself
if theres nobody else
nothing happens
so celebrate

Guts

night terror (by honey)

faces in the paint

clear the waspnest in my head thousands of voices that want me dead grotesque parade, barrage of buzz, shattered tikis, a monument of ash 

blunt ritual dealing blows, a wasp factory built in the hope
somehow this hurt makes me stronger 
never mothers little girl, shamed to live, cursed at birth 
somehow this hurt makes me stronger 

the skin it is relentless, chronic, i want to distract with anything to occupy, running from rambling: this is your body, this is your body

blunt ritual dealing blows, a wasp factory built in the hope
somehow this hurt makes me stronger 
never mothers little girl, shamed to live, cursed at birth 
somehow this hurt makes me stronger

Waspnest

hold you like a switchblade
and a delicate bird
there is no before
only after you
and i will try to be good
when youre feeling unsteady
i'll hold you up the way you always do

hold you like a switchblade
and a delicate bird
you got me happy and dizzy
spark that shines behind your eyes
in the cold and dark
i realize i was searching aimlessly for you

hold you like a switchblade
and a delicate bird

Bird - Switchblade

shadow boxing

uh a ah

roadkill relentless
my sisters tears intensify
with every thump,
every thump 
thump

funeral in the basement
my mother checked every night
did they
spring back 
to life?
spring back 
to life?
spring back 
to life?

i don’t want to think about it
i don’t want to hear about it
i don’t want to hear you lie

stealing, reckless
my sisters tears intensify
every time she says its ok
its ok 
its ok

pointless, useless
this nothing I’ve won
pretending i haven’t
lost, i haven’t lost
i haven’t lost

Apistat Commander

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