~~1:1 written a year apart~~

denial & acceptance

[@zumtru, guided by @magpyee]
lyrics:
im just doing what im supposed to do
brother in the back with a bunch of tools
feeling too sick, i cant go to school
feeling too sick like i got the flu
new clip like im supposed to shoot
aim it at your head like i hate you
i been in the back with a bunch of tools
build a new heart, build a love that's true

i just hate what i cannot lose
- "do you love me?"
"i dont know if i do"
try another push, im supposed to shoot
do you blame me if i hate what you do?

im just doing what im supposed to do
build a new bond, that's a link in the loop
try to keep pushing til i cannot lose
will you blame me if it never comes true?
still sick, i've still got the blues

blue blood, there's some red in that bruise
save a space, if you've got the room
load a new clip but I'll never shoot

Push

prod. @kamidere x @soupxo

i've been looking for a reason to find my way out of this hell
(can't get out, no i can't get out, please take me away from here)
yeah, you had me for a second then you lost me
yeah ya lost me
dont know where to go from here, yeah, you took my heart and you ripped it outtt
(im so lost now i cant figure it out i told that i was getting better then you put me down and you thought you were better)
you took my soul
how could you be so cold?
yeah this is the part of the song where i cry my eyes out ahhh

ive never felt so lost in this world before
you took my heart and you ripped it out
i dont know where else to go
(moans)

(let's go)

it felt so good when you took my hand
i knew it wouldnt last but i tried to make us mend
we started out as friends and then we came lovers
and we had so much fun until that summer
then you left and it was such a bummer
if only i knew how to treat you right

i'm sorry x4

(i feel like ill never be better without you)

im sorry x6

(im sorry i let you down)

lavender translucence ঌ 👁 ໒『yandere x soup』

jealousy

Written by: Adam Ben David and Celine Koma
Produced by: thenheturnedaround, 50landing, Daniel Hartzog
Mixed by: thenheturnedaround
Mastered by: thenheturnedaround

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countryside’s a blur
and the blunt just makes it worse

packed up all my bags
to spend money i don’t have

sink my teeth into it 
let the juices spread the word

dripping down my arm
cause this is just what i deserve

yeah this is just what i deserve !

and all these efforts make it worse
or maybe im just so immersed

yeah baby im just so immersed


“i need to text my e-girlfriend!”


so imma tell myself I’ll be okay

keep my head down one more

i hope my cells just dont decay

i feel myself slippin away

i catch myself before i -

bleed out from my four eyes

slippin’ away, i think i’m slipping away


everything is crumbling and

i think im falling fast

i dont wanna hurt you

but i focus on the past

can’t you see I’m-

at least i have this stupid fucking pop-


countryside’s a blur
and the blunt just makes it worse

packed up all my bags
to spend money i don’t have

sink my teeth into it 
let the juices spread the word

dripping down my arm
cause this is just what i deserve

yeah this is just what i deserve !

pop hit

xxagain :l

How'd you get to where the bad ones go
Have you finally lost all your control
I pray this is a misunderstanding
If you're gone i wont have much time standing

I didn't want to live this way
Left more and more behind each day
I aimed the weapon I know I'm not innocent

I found a place where we can go
But I'll be leaving here alone
Unless you find a way to change away your chains

Crying sirens putting me to sleep
Been so long since they put me on my feet
When did our excitement get so boring?
Every day feels like the end of our story

Each promise shattering to glass
Stabbing my feet along our path
I'll walk so far I won't have any blood to bleed (just to fix this)

I found a place where we can go
But I'll be leaving here alone
Unless you find a way to change away your chains

pop hit

thenheturnedaround

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