This album tells a story of pain, healing, and resilience. Through raw emotions and personal reflections, it delves into the struggles of toxic relationships, the weight of loneliness, and the journey to inner peace. Each song captures a battle fought, a lesson learned, and a hope for renewal.

PATH ( REMAKE ) ft 404SystemFailure & ADFX-02

Dive into a vibrant, retro universe with this synthwave EP. A perfect blend of cosmic melodies, pulsing rhythms, and a touch of escapism, each track takes you on an adventure through time and space. Get ready to be inspired within yourself!

Between the Stars ft ADFX-02

Zenith takes you on a retro-futuristic musical journey, where electric rhythms meet immersive soundscapes. Each track, from 'Solarium' to 'Cascade,' radiates vibrant energy, celebrating the pinnacle of synthwave imagination.

Zenith ft ADFX-02

Lumera ft ADFX-02

Astrithm takes you on a sonic journey through the stars, where deep basslines intertwine with ethereal electric melodies. Each pulse resonates with the mysteries of a cosmic network brimming with energy and light

Astrithm ft ADFX-02

(Verse 1)
Derrière la brume des réalités croisées,
L’horizon s’étire, incertain,
Poussé par des vents d’illusions anciennes.
Les formes se distordent, se fragmentent 
Des silhouettes d’un monde trop grand pour exister.

Des rires lointains, des murmures d’autres vies,
S’échappent des brèches invisibles.
Chaque souffle est une ouverture,
Chaque respiration, une porte effleurée.
Tu les vois, les créatures du seuil,
Gravitant autour de rêves non achevés.

(Chorus) x2
In the mist of fractured light,
We chase the phantom of the night.
A horizon bends, a false design,
Where truth and dream forever entwine.

(Verse 2)
Les frontières entre le tangible et l’éther se dissolvent,
Et tu te tiens là, effacé, à la lisière du tout.
Tes mains se tendent vers l’invisible,
Mais elles ne touchent que des ombres sans fond.
Les cieux t’effleurent, mais leur caresse est froide,
Comme un souvenir effacé dans l’océan du temps.

Une éclipse perdue dans l’œil du cosmos,
Le voyageur vacille, suspendu à des fils d’étoiles brisées.
Où es-tu maintenant, toi qui marches sur ce fil tenu ?
Un spectre, un rêve à peine né,
Dans cet espace d’illusions, d’échos infiniment répercutés.

(Chorus) x2
In the mist of fractured light,
We chase the phantom of the night.
A horizon bends, a false design,
Where truth and dream forever entwine.

Chimeric Horizon

[Intro] Drifting through the endless void where distant stars flicker like ancient memories, I embark on a cosmic voyage into the enigmatic unknown. In the silence of space, each pulse of light whispers secrets, inviting me beyond the confines of time and gravity.

[Couplet] Leaving behind the weight of a forgotten world, I soar into a realm where nebulae burst like electric blossoms and galaxies swirl in a mesmerizing dance. My vessel, fueled by passion and the insatiable need to explore, glides through corridors of stardust and cosmic storms. Synthesized beats echo the heartbeat of dying supernovas, revealing hidden pathways carved in luminous trails. With every moment, the boundary between reality and illusion softens; memories of home blend with the promise of undiscovered worlds, and the cosmic expanse becomes both a map of the universe and a mirror to my soul.

[Refrain] Interstellar escape—where soul meets the boundless night, Every star ignites a spark of hope and destiny. In the silent symphony of the universe, I claim my light, Guided by cosmic yearning to realms of endless possibility.

[Couplet] Navigating through wormholes and veils of fading time, I drift amid swirling constellations and echoes of lost civilizations. The vast expanse reflects my inner longing; it is both an enigma and a testament to the relentless search for meaning. The harmonic pulse of distant pulsars and the gentle hum of interstellar winds weave together a ballad of hope and melancholy. In this grand theater of darkness and brilliance, I confront the dual nature of existence—a delicate balance between chaos and order, despair and liberation. Each celestial body becomes a silent beacon, affirming that even in the harshest reaches of space, light endures.

[Refrain] Interstellar escape—where soul meets the boundless night, Every star ignites a spark of hope and destiny. In the silent symphony of the universe, I claim my light, Guided by cosmic yearning to realms of endless possibility.

[Pont] Within the infinite embrace, I surrender to the cosmic rhythm— Every speck of stardust sings the tale of renewal. Merged with the luminous fabric of time and space, I become one with the eternal dance of creation and decay.

[Refrain] Interstellar escape—where soul meets the boundless night, Every star ignites a spark of hope and destiny. In the silent symphony of the universe, I claim my light, Guided by cosmic yearning to realms of endless possibility.

Interstellar

(Verse 1)
The sparkle of life still shines brightly
And evolution opens up new paths.
When faith has conquered your despair
Some people come into your life to show you what love isn't


(Chorus)
When you cross the threshold of death
When life returns to you
Some people come into your life to show you what love isn't
Our paths will cross again

(Verse 2)
The pain will come let it visit
cry it out vent it out
bleed it out and then ask it to leave
do not allow it to build a home and call it broken


Broken, Broken

(Chorus)
Broken again we aren't meant to be broken forever
that is the punishment to our hearts and minds,
the anxiety kicking like a soccer game

(Bridge)
perhaps one day,
A light will shine from this tower,
To illuminate all those who crawl
In the deep night

(Chorus)
Tears under eyes or dried by despair
one day up the tower one day down the tower
a halo of hope will guide sorrowing souls

(Verse 3) Even in the shadows, a seed of light resides It whispers of resilience, of dreams yet untold Each crack in the soul lets the light seep in You are more than the sum of your scars

(Chorus) Broken again, but rebuilding piece by piece The strength within grows with every fall A mosaic of moments, pain, and love combined This is how beauty is born from ashes

(Bridge) And perhaps one day, That light from the tower will guide you home To a place where peace meets your weary soul And the darkness bows to the dawn

(Chorus) The sparkle of life will shine once more Paths will merge, hearts will heal Some people show what love isn’t But you, you will show the world what love is

Life

(Verse 1)
I'm mentally tired and drained,
I overthink a lot,only music is the key to my peace
I love too much and I'm so silent
You can't even imagine how much I've suffered

(Chorus)
The sun is fourteen million kilometers from the earth.
The distance between your heart and mine is twenty centimetres
Yet the sun seems closer to me than your heart is

(Verse 2)
I don't know where this is going
But you make me laugh, we understand each other, we're alike
And I love it when your name pops up on my screen

(Chorus)
The sun is fourteen million kilometers from the earth.
The distance between your heart and mine is twenty centimetres
Yet the sun seems closer to me than your heart is

(Bridge)
In front of you this day I wept all the tears of my body
I scroll through photos, each smile betrayed,
Anger rises like a stormy tide,
Wishing for someone here by my side.

(Chorus)
But the echo of your laughter haunts me,
In every corner, I still see,
The shadows of us, a bitter sweet,
Independence feels so incomplete.

(Post-Chorus) The silence grips me in the dead of night, I chase the memories that slip from sight. Each heartbeat echoes the love I’ve lost, A fragile soul, burdened with the cost.

(Verse 3) Through shattered dreams, I walk alone, Searching for pieces I once called home. The melody of our laughter fades away, Yet my heart still plays it every day.

(Pre-Chorus) Every note feels like a plea, Will your heart ever turn back to me?

(Chorus) The sun is fourteen million kilometers from the earth. The distance between your heart and mine is twenty centimetres. Yet the sun seems closer to me than your heart is.

Tired and Drained

(Verse 1)
Toxicity start when they blame you
For your reaction to their toxic behavior
But they never talk,
Talk about the lack of respect that makes us react the way we do.

(Chorus)
But it's not so hard because when it all falls apart
Around you, you know the feeling,
That sensation which is the chaos that resets everything,
The one that allows you to constantly reinvent yourself.

(Verse 2)
The recipe to start your path to peace
Get away from those who hurt you,
Disappear,
Sleep a lot,
Spend time alone,
Reading or listening to my favorite music,
Walking outside alone in the sunshine

Sunshine, Sunshine will come

(Chorus)
The sun will come back to illuminate your shoulders,
Brighten the color of your eyes and warm your whole being,
So you can walk with your shadow in the light.

(Bridge)
You must forgive in order to evolve,
Evolve into a wiser and more powerful spirit and entity.

(Chorus)
The sun will come back to illuminate your shoulders

(Verse 4) Forgive the pain of the past Not to erase it, but to release its grip Memories may linger, but they don’t define you Your strength is born from all you’ve endured

(Chorus) Move on and embrace your scars, they’re a map A guide to the battles you’ve won, Even when the nights seemed endless You are a beacon, lighting the way for others

(Bridge) The act of forgiveness is not for them, but for you It's the key that unlocks the prison of bitterness Letting go doesn’t mean forgetting It means choosing peace over anger

(Chorus) And as you walk forward, lighter, freer, May forgiveness be the song in your heart Guiding you to love yourself fully And to give the world the love it so desperately needs

Key to peace

(Verse 1)
I discovered forms of psychic pain
That I would have preferred never to have known.
it's one of the biggest experiences of my life
i feel, i feel

(Chorus)
I feel a permanent taste of ashes,
Nightmares and insomnia are part of my life.
Now no more tears flow, your love no longer flows through me
through me, through me a storm is present

(Verse 2)
The whole world leaves me indifferent,
but that's not because of you, it was already there.
you've just reinforced that feeling since you've been slowly replacing me

Replacing,Replacing me

(Chorus)
Replacing me won't change a thing, but don't forget that
the early happiness you'll have with everyone else will fade too.
but who's going to stay with you after that?

(Bridge)
If you think I'm indifferent, I'm quite the opposite.
I remain silent to respect your decision
Echoes of laughter fill the room,
But silence creeps in, heavy as gloom.

(Chorus)
Now I'm watching the thunder,
In every corner, I still see,
The downpour, I find my way,
I’ll find my strength in every storm

Ashes

(Verse 1)
The most disrespectful thing a woman can do,
Is bring out a man's love with no intention of being with him,
after he struggled for a long time ever open up and love again.

(Chorus)
now she lives her best life after leaving him
and he fights every day
against the memories of that relationship and depression.

(Verse 2)
you don't really leave when you love so much
you stay and slowly fade away
every night the air is heavy
my heart is locked in a sweet prison

Sweet, Sweet prison

(Chorus)
In this sweet prison
The moonlight reflects my empty eyes
My head is still full of dreams
With my nightmares would it be necessary to make peace
Would I ever find that peace

(Bridge)
Always that same blade palpating me
the cut is deep but painless
once again I gave in to my fears
you lost interest and i noticed
and stayed because i wanted make you happy one more time

(Chorus)
In this sweet prison
The moonlight reflects my empty eyes
My head is still full of dreams
With my nightmares would it be necessary to make peace
Would I ever find that peace

(Post-Chorus) This sweet prison holds my weary soul, The weight of love too heavy to console. I count the days, though they blur into one, Searching for answers beneath the fading sun.

(Verse 3) Each memory lingers like a ghost of the past, Echoes of laughter, a love that couldn’t last. I reach for the stars but they feel so far, In this sweet prison, I’m chained to every scar.

(Pre-Chorus) The silence grows louder with every tear, A melody of pain only my heart can hear.

(Chorus) In this sweet prison, The moonlight reflects my empty eyes. My head is still full of dreams, With my nightmares would it be necessary to make peace. Would I ever find that peace.

Sweet Prison

(Verse 1)
I'd like you to come,
To pick up the memories you left in me,
that you leave having made me a virgin,
of all that I used to call love for you.

(Chorus)
When I'm asked, who was that person I loved
I hear your voice,
I smell your perfume,
I see your face,
I think of you,
And I answer nobody

(Verse 2)
I've seen eyes see wonders and tragedies again,
While they looked nowhere
From fragile moments lost in the hope that tomorrow will be better
To infinite minutes hoping to see again the smiles of those i miss


I miss, I miss

(Chorus)
I miss your voice,
I miss your perfume,
I miss your face,
I miss thinking about you in a positive way
When I'm asked I answer nobody

(Bridge)
Since everything will end, I continue to make it last
My heart, my memory will forever be intimately linked
I go to bed every night dreaming of the stars

(Chorus)
You don't want me anymore but I'm still smiling
because I tell myself it's better if you never wanted me at all

(Verse 3) And yet, the echoes of you remain In the quiet corners of my mind Like a melody that refuses to fade I carry the weight of what could have been

(Chorus) I still hear your voice in the silence I still smell your perfume in the air I still see your face in the shadows But when I'm asked, I answer nobody

(Bridge) Memories are both a blessing and a curse They warm my soul and break it all at once But I keep moving, step by step Hoping to find peace beyond the hurt

(Chorus) If love was a lesson, I’ve learned it well To cherish the fleeting, to let go of the pain And though you are gone, you’ve left your mark I’m learning to heal, to love again

Missing

(Verse 1)
You must forgive four types of people to be complete
Your parents did their best, its their first time living life as well
Compassion,
Comprehension,
Wisdom

(Chorus)
Also your past lovers
Yes they did hurt you but,
they didnt do it out of the spite or hatred
people are selfish by nature
Killing the ego

(Verse 2)
Your haters and enemies
there will always be people,
Who for some reason dislike you
Don't dislike them back,
Just forgive them and move on

move, move on

(Chorus)
Move on and forgive yourself you are doing your best
Even if it's dark and cold,
Even if you think you're wandering, empty and unsatisfied
even if you have a desert instead of a heart

(Bridge)
if you're wondering why you have this void and what you're missing,
is to find yourself and reconnect with yourself.
Life will regain its purpose and tranquility and balance will return to loving yourself.

(Chorus)
never give in to that “it's okay, I'll let it go” attitude

Forgive

(Verse 1) Tell me, tell me, What does it mean when a girl says, You're all she wants, and she only cares for you, But then shows you the complete opposite?

Oh my love, it means she isn't emotionally mature, Or just doesn’t know how to love, or isn’t ready. What did I do in my past life To make me so unlucky in relationships today?

(Pre-Chorus) The answers lie not in the stars, But in the strength you’ve yet to uncover. Pain is a teacher, and love is a test, Every setback builds your emotional fortress.

(Chorus) In this life, fate won’t allow you to have a relationship Until you learn to wield your own power. Before seeking love, seek yourself first. Only then can you break the cycle of yearning.

(Verse 2) Avoidant, disorganized attachment, emotionally unavailable— This is the only kind of girls I’ve met. But hold on loosely, and don’t let it go, You’re in a rollercoaster, and it’s a wild ride. Through the chaos, I’ve learned to see clearly, Real love requires patience and clarity.

(Pre-Chorus) Every twist and turn teaches you something new, Every fall prepares you to rise stronger. Let go of what was never yours to hold. The right love will come when you least expect it.

(Chorus) In this life, fate won’t allow you to have a relationship Until you learn to wield your own power. Before seeking love, seek yourself first. Only then can you break the cycle of yearning.

(Post-Chorus) The journey isn’t about finding someone else, It’s about finding the strength within yourself. Healing starts when you accept what you deserve, Love begins when you stop chasing shadows.

(Bridge) Love isn’t a game of luck, It’s a mirror reflecting your growth. Don’t chase what isn’t ready for you, Let the right love find you when the time is true. The emptiness fades when you fill it with purpose, And purpose shines brighter than fleeting affection.

(Chorus) In this life, fate won’t allow you to have a relationship Until you learn to wield your own power. Before seeking love, seek yourself first. Only then can you break the cycle of yearning.

Pain

(Verse 1)
You were as beautiful as a red lycoris
but even so, it still wasn't enough.
To match the flowers I picked on the way to see you every day
if another boy one day loves you more than I did
And gives you different flowers every day
I'll accept your departure and abandonment

(Chorus)
Now I’m picking flowers from the pain,
Turning toxic love into rain.
With every laugh, I mend my soul,
I’m rising up, I'm taking control.

(Verse 2)
I learned to stand when you let go,
In the silence, I found my flow.
I watered dreams that you left dry,
With hope as my seed, I learned to fly.
Through heartache, I found my voice,
In the ashes, I made.

I made, I made my choice

(Chorus)
I made my choice to let go the love i had for you
Now its time to let come the true happiness and give it
to the seeds waiting for someone to take them from dry to wet

(Bridge)
So here I stand, with arms wide open,
Embracing life, no more broken.
From ashes to flowers, I will bloom,
In a world that’s bright, I’ll make room

(Chorus)
Every promise felt like a serenade.
But whispers crept in, the truth unraveled,
In a garden of thorns, my heart was shackled.

Flowers

(Verse 1)
Love is infinite energy
Patience is the companion of wisdom
Gratitude is the heart of joy
Gratitude transforms every moment into gold


(Chorus)
Respect for others is essential
Happiness is a daily choice
Every time you laugh, the world finds reason to hope
Love is the essence of your life

(Verse 2)
Balance is the secret of a harmonious life
Perseverance overcomes all odds
I never go back, if I forget you you deserve it


Deserve, Deserve it

(Chorus)
You deserve it
But it's impossible to make everyone happy
Sometimes that's how independence and peace begin.
If love is just a word, why does it hurt so much
When you realize it's not there anymore?

(Bridge)
People live dont end when they die
It ends when they lose faith
have you ever had to say goodbye to someone

(Chorus)
but inside you
you'd hear a voice crying out
stay while crying
I can't remember to forget you


(Verse 3) Healing comes when you embrace the pain Like waves that shape the shore, it transforms you The truth can be heavy, but it sets you free Even broken hearts can bloom again

(Chorus) You deserve to love and to be loved Even if the world feels cold at times The light you carry shines brighter in the dark Love is the thread that weaves life together

(Bridge) Forgiveness is the compass to your peace Letting go isn't weakness, it's courage Every farewell carries the seed of a new beginning The heart learns to beat stronger through loss

(Chorus) And as the echoes of past love fade away You’ll find yourself standing taller, unbroken The essence of life is to feel, to forgive, to grow Love endlessly, for it is infinite energy

Lesson

(Verse 1) If you feel you're losing everything, Remember that trees lose their leaves every year, And yet they remain standing, waiting for better days to come. Don't go back to less because you are too impatient to wait for better.

(Pre-Chorus) Take a moment, breathe, and let the storm pass. The roots of your strength run deeper than you know.

(Chorus) And remember, do whatever the fuck you want, Just don’t hurt people and don’t ignore red flags— This will cost you later. You can be a kind person with a good heart and still tell People to fuck off when needed.

(Verse 2) Take a deep breath and remember who the fuck you are. Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve. You deserve the love you keep trying to give everyone else. Try a lot, fail a lot—that’s the path to success.

(Pre-Chorus) Try, try again, because every failure is a step forward. The lessons you learn will shape your future.

(Chorus) Try a lot; all you can do is learn your lesson. There’s no point in wishing you had done it differently. The past is the past—accept it and grow from it.

(Post-Chorus) Sometimes, the things that break your heart end up fixing your vision. Sometimes you don’t get what you want because you deserve better.

(Bridge) You’re too full of life to be half-loved by someone. Don’t give people so much power over you That their silence leaves you questioning your worth.

(Chorus) It’s time to start being loyal to your own peace of mind. Sometimes, the things that break your heart end up fixing your vision. Sometimes you don’t get what you want because you deserve better.

Motivation

(Verse 1)
Nobody Has played me more
more than i have played myself.
I be knowing shit and still be trying
to see the good in everyone else

(Chorus)
I'm the therapist friend because
I don't want them to feel the way I've felt at times.
they know you'll always come back
they know they've never really lost you, and they abuse it.

(Verse 2)
When the traumatic bond finally dissipates,
And you realize that a person has a huge ego,
And will never learn to communicate and will always be evasive
She'll turn into a victim.

She'll turn, She'll turn into a victim

(Chorus)
but the real victim is us, the people who have been abused.
by a toxic relationship
we are the people who have given so much and tried so hard,
just to hope that they want to receive love from our partner.

(Bridge)
We broke up, but only one of us went through
a breakup,breakup,breakup

(Chorus)
the disrespect that some people can take
In a relationship because they're afraid of being alone
we are the people who have given so much and tried so hard

(Post-Chorus) In the quiet aftermath, I still hear echoes, Fragments of love that turned into shadows. They took pieces of me I can never retrieve, And left behind a silence I struggle to believe.

(Verse 3) Late at night, the thoughts always come back, Tracing steps along a path that’s faded black. I question myself, was it me all along? Was my love too strong, or simply wrong?

(Pre-Chorus) Every tear has a lesson hidden within, Every loss pushes me to try again.

(Chorus) The disrespect that some people can take In a relationship because they're afraid of being alone, We are the people who have given so much and tried so hard, Only to find ourselves broken by love.

Therapist

(Verse 1)
Under a heavy sky where thunder rumbles
days melt into endless nights
You painted me weak, a ghost in the night
You thought I’d stay quiet, just fade away,
But now I’m the storm, ready to fight

(Chorus)
Thunder in my heart, hear it roar
You pulled me apart, but I’m wanting more.
With every flash, I will rise from the ground,
Your laughter will echo, but I’ll stand my ground.

(Verse 2)
Thinking of you used to chase away my worst ideas,
But now it brings me chaos.
Your name that was so warm in my ears,
Is now like a nail in my eardrum
The two black birds are now back on me

On me, On me

(Chorus)
On me the two black birds are now back, mind and spirit.
Or huginn and munnin these are their names
The two messengers whispering in my ear like odin

(Bridge)
Every day they fly
Above the immense ground
I worry that Huginn Won't come back
However, I'm most anxious about Muninn.

(Chorus)
The crow's many qualities
wisdom, pragmatism, adaptability, foresight, loyalty, courage
i'd like to be a black bird too

Huginn & Munnin

[Verse 1] Draw me the end of a love story without crossing out the person Destroying your mental state, who could be the love of your life, But can also be your worst enemy if you’re not careful enough. Even though we’ve separated, the pain still lingers, it’s tough.

If one day we meet in the street, We’ll be strangers with common memories, bittersweet. I’ve suffered often; I’ve been wrong sometimes, But I loved you through it all, through every climb.

[Pre-Chorus] I’m lost in a maze, twisting paths I can’t retrace, I was lost, so lost, trying to find some grace.

[Chorus] Lost in my love story, freezing with every step I take, I leave the past behind, though my heart still breaks. You gave me opportunities, carved deep into my soul, With your love in my heart, I’m ready to feel whole.

[Post-Chorus] From hurt to hope, your words still guide my way, Even through heartbreak, I won’t fade, I’ll stay.

[Verse 2] My fear of love burns, yet I fall so tenderly, Chasing echoes of what can no longer be. I leave behind the past; I try not to look back, Yet your love’s mark is a permanent track.

[Bridge] Each step forward feels heavier than the last, Haunted by whispers of our entwined past. I won’t fade, even as the pain runs deep, The lessons we shared are the ones I keep.

[Chorus] Lost in my love story, freezing with every step I take, I leave the past behind, though my heart still breaks. You gave me opportunities, carved deep into my soul, With your love in my heart, I’m ready to feel whole.

[Post-Chorus] From hurt to hope, your words still guide my way, Even through heartbreak, I won’t fade, I’ll stay.

[Outro] If we meet again, will we know who we are? Or pass by as strangers, hiding invisible scars? Love stories don’t vanish; they linger and transform, Etched in our hearts, through every break and storm.

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