Emo Rap 20

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Mqx - Next to Me (Sickkunt Sounds Release)

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Mqx - Next to Me

I wrote this song about my addiction to drugs which led to deep depression and suicidal thoughts. Creating my art helped me to get thru it. I'm now 7 months sober.

LYRICS

Verse 1

On the roof getting high
I got diesel in my veins
Thinkin’ bout suicide
There’s no Jesus in LA

But i still see him sometimes
Sittin’ on the Walk of Fame
Next to Jekkyl and Hyde
The voices saying…

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Verse 2

My phone’s bout to die
I only got 1 call
I almost slipped off the side
‘Til an angel broke my fall

Then we drove through the night
And we talked about it all
I thank God I survived
The voices saying…
BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook 2

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Guitar Solo

Hook 3

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
But wait just kidding
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

SINS!

SINS

Like I'm British (feat. Yxng LJ) [Prod. Slntrx]

HOW YOU ALWAYS LOOK SO GOOD? [Prod. henrythealchemist]

Mistakes “lyrics”

You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes

Don’t look down and
Don’t look back
You’ve got one last chance
Don’t fade to black
You’ve made your crown of thorns
From a wilted rose
You smile as the blood
Soaks your clothes
You say you can’t go on
But you can’t go back
You think you’ve lost
But you don’t know that
I wish I could take it away
The pain you feel and
The thoughts that say to you

Lay down
Go home
Don’t leave the lights on
Let go
Say goodnight
So long and goodbye

You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes
I swear I will
Stay with you right here
I’ll take care of you
My dear
What comes around
Goes around
And what’s lost can be found
You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes

I should be the one to say that
Each step counts
Don’t lose you’re way
That’s 3 years gone and
3 steps back
From the outside in
Your windows cracked
You’ve had hell to pay
Even your thoughts are gray
You know I
Wish I could take it away
The hurt you feel and
The thoughts that say to you

Lay down
Go home
Don’t leave the lights on
Let go
Say goodnight
Goodbye my sunshine

You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes
I swear I will
Stay with you right here
I’ll take care of you
My dear
What comes around
Goes around
And what’s lost can be found
You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes

You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes
I swear I’ll
Stay with you right here
I’ll take care of you
My

You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes
I swear I will
Stay with you right here
I’ll take care of you
My dear
What comes around
Goes around
And what’s lost can be found
You’re alright
You’re okay
We all make
Mistakes

Mistakes

MISTAKES

I hope this song blows up!
OUT ON YOUTUBE - https://youtu.be/1H5JxIejK0Y

#rock #indie #alternative

let’s be lover’s

ｍｅｎｔａｌｉｔｙ　ｓｈｒｏｕｄｅｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ　ｉ　ｃｒｅａｔｅｄ

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LAOMT9HChE
i hope you're able to find any sort of comfort, relation, enjoyment, or anything you may need within this

thank you so much for listening
working on a lot
thank you for being here <3 it means the world to me, seriously
prod. @blvnkface x @slayingibis x @jetpackjuulz
cover art done by @kkarm.en on ig

pour salt on my tongue
(i'll shrivel up, it won't take very long)
an idle body encapsulated
by the dirt that held on to his lungs
i made a promise; a promise to make it
i'm crossing my fingers in hopes i don't break it
mentality shrouded the world i created
but it wasn't enough; i can tell that you faking
greed; shatter my eyelids
as i befriend this comforting silence
don't act like you're psychic
you're nothing but a sidekick

and if wrath is allowed
then i'll be speaking out loud
cause it's not easy to change
the seasons feel all the same
i wish i wasn't so honest
and kept every promise
then maybe i'll leave this grave one day

when you're filled with such heavy doubt
(come around)
rely on me, we can talk it out
decisions built on guilt, or trust?
i'm not resistant to lust
but there has to be another way out

you don't really want me around, i can tell
a bland, dry outer shell; paving paths to myself
and you don't know me that well, so why you want validation?
blow a kiss, leave me sick, then erase it

the mist rolled in right after the rain
so this poor mortal soul cannot use their wings
what a shame, that you don't look at me the same way
love isn't a lion to tame

so i patch up the past with a somber descend
and dispel how i felt; ending all that i am
and the future would laugh, said i'd, "do it again"
but i knew that, yet i still cling onto the frame
looking through pages that i should've tore out
but i'm stuck on the words that i had once put down
when the options falter, who am i to call on?
cause the wounds dig deep,
but you don't know it hurts me, right?

sorry that i don't love like they do
that i don't think like they do
that i just wanna save you
but i'll break too

and if wrath is allowed
then i'll be speaking out loud
cause it's not easy to change
the seasons feel all the same
i wish i wasn't so honest
and kept every promise
then maybe i'll leave this grave one day

consolate this impurity i preserved
was it worth all the weight that made me fall through the earth?
mannerism; reserved
near gone, but i'm hoping
her arms are open
but i'm so cold
why am i so cold
(break the mold)
i'm so cold

TAMING GRAVES [prod. blvnkface]

CAROLINE

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we’re standing here like here we go again unbalanced 
this body is a prison u can have it i don’t want it
feather dusting my remains cuz i been gone for so long 
this mural of agony has always felt so wrong 

were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 

wiped the tears for so long the bags start to hurt 
lacerations on my body it’s over 
don’t worry bout me baby but i cannot promise clousure 
appraisal in a locket so come here and hold me closer 

ur still here for so long 
my remains are so gone

goodbye, and so long

#rock #indie #alternative #alt-rock 


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CAROLINE

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