I want to see this performed in person sooo bad😭

:/ ive fucked my whole life my so badly mane if only i had a time machine lmfao

lyrics:
Such a beautiful masterpiece
With a semi-charmed brain that needs
A perfect ending to it all
You were falling apart again
Said that you want a friend
But darling you pushed me away
In the end

I hope when you go to bed
That feeling is inside your head
Goes away and takes you

In your memories
Are you done with me
Or do I make you smile
Do you think of me
When you’re not okay
Do you think of days gone bye
Hope you smile today
Smile today
Smile today
In your memories
Are you done with me
Or do I make you smile

Had me stuck in the in between
With nothing but misery
A heart cold and hollow
What did I do
There’s a lot of things going on
I’m collateral taken on
In this madness for two
Did your red turn blue

I hope when you go to bed
That feeling is inside your head
Goes away and takes you

In your memories
Are you done with me
Or do I make you smile
Do you think of me
When you’re not okay
Do you think of days gone bye
Hope you smile today
Smile today
Smile today
In your memories
Are you done with me
Or do I make you smile

Smile

[prod. grayskies] 
[@dievanse]

[Tsuki]
i cant even go to bed at night
with all these negative thoughts running in my mind

i get panic attacks when im not around her
im just waiting for someone, to give me some closure
(just some closure)

but all the voices in my head, telling me that i fucked it up
and all the voices in my head, telling me to just give it up

[Dievanse]
i keep on seeing it play out
over and over again
i swear im chalk full of regrets
im missing you and your friends

missin the point,
I’m sorry that i was such a disappointment 
id make amends, apologize
but that shit wont stop the voices
that broken record in my head that 
keeps on judging my choices
calling me stupid and saying
i wont have a girl like you again

its never ending
a girl like you ain’t so easy to find
and now I’m spending
all my time just thinking bout her eyes (2x)

[Tsuki]
but all the voices in my head, telling me that i fucked it up
and all the voices in my head, telling me to just give it up (x2)

voices [ft. dievanse]

dark out

Waste My Mind

You always complain
About the things you hate
Baby tell me now
Why was it all fake
And you claim to hate me now
But I need you stay away
I need you to stay away

I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
CI cant stand this anymore
I'm not where am supposed to be
And I'm sorry mama
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different place
And how it hurts to the core
How I miss you now

But I barely care anymore
I lost all feeling inside
Inside this heart of mine
You claim that's mine
This hearts made out of gold
And how they left it rotten and cold
But I barely care anymore

I just need you to stay away
I need you stay away
I need you to stay away
Away from me
I don't got time for symphony's
All these god damn melodies
How they fill my brain
I'm not where am supposed
I'm sorry mama now
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different placea

DECENCY? @prodsaintmike

fly away

runner up to you

im not changing the song back, bre is lying to you.

NO OTHER SIDE!

You made me realize,
That the drugs are not on my side,
How did our love get compromised?

How it made me feel alive,
6 pills just to feel alright,
But I’m sober for the night,
I feel so dead inside,
How I just want to feel alive,
How I just want to feel alive,
How I just want to feel alive,


I don’t got nowhere else to go,
I hate knowing I’m not in control,
I feel like I’m losing my soul,
With every single cigarette that I smoke,
And I’ve been getting high to ease the way of life,
And my whole life i always felt denied,
And sometimes i look into my eyes,
And I still see that I’m dead inside.

Ohhhh,
How I feel so dead inside,
How I feel so dead inside,
Its a suicidal lucid dream that I get a couple times a week,
Tell me what it’s supposed to mean,
Tell me what it's supposed to mean.

What I’m sayings true but I swear that I’m,
I’m praying to the lord that he come and save me,
And I’ve been lying to myself,
And these drugs they never helped at all,
And I feel like I’m someone else,
And you can hear them cries all between them walls.

Who knew life would be like this,
Three lines I swear that’s it,
Who knew life would be like this,
Six lines yeah against my wrist.

Oh I feel so dead inside,
Ohhhh,
Its a suicidal lucid dream that I get a couple times a week,
Tell me what it's supposed to mean.
Tell me what it's supposed to mean.

Lay my head oh as I rest,
Shut me up I’m out of breath, 
Who knew you were like the rest, 
Bury me with all my regrets,
3 pills down, 
Oh I tried my best. 
Oh I tried my best. 
Oh I tried my best. 
Oh I tried my best. 

Ohhhh ahhhhaahhhh

Ohhhaahhh 

Who knew life would be like this?
Who knew life would be like this?
Who knew life would be like this?
Ohaaahhh

Who knew life would be like this?

Fuck

SARM? & bre - DEAD INSIDE?

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