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Liebe ist Ein Wunder in der grauen Welt

I could feel that something wasn’t right
We weren’t as close as we used to be
Did something break while I wasn’t looking?
What did I miss? Was it something I did?

Your eyes, sharp like shattered glass
Every moment felt like the final drop
Like we were always close to breaking
Two meteors on a single crash course

I never wanted to collide with you
Never meant to hurt or tear you apart
I just need to understand how we got here
‘Cause I still don’t know where it all fell apart

The silences that used to bring peace
Now cut like glass, they cut, they bleed
And we’re fading into the emptiness
Through cracks in the silence

We’re getting lost in uneasy silence
It’s carving a canyon between you and me
I don’t know how to close this distance
I don’t know how to break the quiet

If it’s something I did, just tell me, I’ll make it right
But something’s pulling us down separate roads
And I don’t want to let this fall apart
But every step I take toward you
You take two more away from me

The silences that used to bring peace
Now cut like glass, they cut, they bleed
And we’re fading into the emptiness
Through cracks in the silence

Ah, ah, ahhhh
Cracks in the silence
Ah, ah, ahhhh
Cracks in the silence

Cracks in the Silence

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

In the classical margam of bharatanatyam, the varnam is the recital’s centerpiece, its longest and most emotionally charged performance. In “Tome of Stars“, the varnam appears as the twenty-nine-poem section “Senescence”. Following the exaltation of Anthesis, the beloved as a celestial goddess, love now descends from the stars into the gravity of human frailty. 

This sonnet marks the central collapse of the romantic and spiritual union chronicled throughout “Tome of Stars“. All mythologies and retrospections now converge on a single period of rupture: August 2011. Here, the entanglements of trauma, guilt, moral duty, and unmet emotional needs combust in a final reckoning. The tone is emotionally raw, accusatory. It records the dissolution of the poet’s shared world with the beloved, highlighting not only external pressures (marriage, children, societal norms) but also the deep failings in mutual support and moral verdicts. The breaking point is presented not merely as a tragedy, but as a crucible that exposes irreconcilable fault lines in their bond.

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Lyrics

And so, in August, twenty one and one,
What Fate had carved into my bones, so passed.
The shame, the lies, the poisons old, then won,
And proved a bond eternal could not last.

My heart I’d tear in two to love you whole,
Impale my core and wreck a family.
But wounding others—children—burnt my soul;
I sought your solace, begged on bended knee.

From Himalayan heights, my trust you’d fling;
Withdraw your arms when I most needed care.
This sin I’d suffer sole—you’d take no sting
Of judgment’s blade, that I alone would bear.

We shattered on that cataclysmic day,
With fiendish cries that tolled ardor’s decay.

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

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