Rust and Bloom feelings

Pale Ontology

Dishwasher

The Only One by Chris Jane @chrisjanemusic

Chris Jane - The Only One (Caedmon Rigby Remix)

Ref: UDStAnStV1.1.2.2.2.1_remixV2.1.2.2.2.1_mastered_cut

We Struggle and We Strive

NickJC Remix Kibeatzer & Nick Ray - Quest for Peace

Thanks to my friend Annie for another cool collaboration.

Words and vocals: Annie Dieu-Le-Veut
Copyright © Annie Dieu-Le-Veut, November 2024



Words:
I always thought I wanted to be free.
I didn’t know then how wonderful it would be
To be held captive in the web of love.

I always thought that I should stand tall
I didn’t know then the ecstasy of the fall
Into the arms of the Earthly love

I always thought that I would learn the truth
Through reaching further and further into space
Until I found I was lost its vastness,
And felt like a speck of dust with no place.
Our forefathers’ science was more holographic,
They drew a picture that was just as true
But it was also one where each could find their nest,
Where no wren could fall un-noted
And no blade of grass would go un-blessed,
And in which it's easy to find the truth:
When we hear it, it rings like a bell.

I always thought that I wanted liberation
Until I realised that I took incarnation
To be rooted in the love of Earth.

I always thought I wanted to be free.
I didn’t know then how wonderful it would be
To be captured and enraptured in the love of Earth.

Release date:
7 November 2024

Captured - Annie Dieu-Le-Veut

MAD RELIGIOUS ft Lil GNAR

oh i need to know
are u feelin what i feel tonight?
can you read my soul
tell me what'll fix my mind
oh i don't know
why i'm even still alive
i need to know
are u feelin what i feel tonight?

barricade the doors n windows
brace the walls before ur widowed
this presense here will tear your eyes out
tell it lies to keep your mind sound
i'm barely real i live in shadows
in their minds is where i'll die out
i'm not around when i'm living life
yet i'm the only sound in the dead of night
i should've died from those pill
now i'm stuck n like nothins real

oh i need to know
are u feelin what i feel tonight?
can you read my soul
tell me what'll fix my mind
oh i don't know
why i'm even still alive
i need to know
are u feelin what i feel tonight?

need2know (NoPlanB)

Track twelve on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "Marilyn"

"Hollywood Idol" the album, out MARCH 7TH

Ben Mercedez's new project "Hollywood Idol" is a three part album that documents the rise and fall of an aspiring star trying to navigate their way through Hollywood. Through the perspective of alter ego Marilyn Mercedez, the album questions how far you will go to achieve what you truly desire.

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

I'm the LA hero, keep the weight zero
Epileptic always symmetric
I'm the primadonna, higher than life I'm the drama
Starlight I'm so electric
You're the obsessive, you get so aggressive
My life has become so hectic
You're the big spender, keep your veins tender
Hollywood's full of skeptics

Oh miss MARILYN
Hollywood priestess
Catch her on the billboards
Always being adored
Oh famed MARILYN
So addictive
America's new queen it's objective
It's a cruel world, not made for me or you
Some were born to be seen, enjoy piles of green
They say I've lost my soul
It's the price you pay for total control

I'm the diva front screen, had this dream since fifteen
Magazines I tore
We're the bourgeoisie, the elite and supreme
Oh boo you WHORE
Riddle me this, is ignorance bliss
Am I even human
VIVALDI plays, I live for your praise
California weather getting so humid

Oh miss MARILYN
Hollywood priestess
Catch her on the billboards
Always being adored
Oh famed MARILYN
So addictive
America's new queen it's objective
It's a cruel world, not made for me or you
Some were born to be seen, enjoy piles of green
They say I've lost my soul
It's the price you pay for total control

The orchestra plays, I'm in dismay
Contract with the devil gets you in trouble
The public turns affray, a star's final betray
We all started off as just another rebel
Will you watch as I spiral down under
Will you awe at the crowds deafening thunder
Am I just your commodity
I lost my own autonomy

Oh miss MARILYN
Hollywood priestess
Catch her on the billboards
Always being adored
Oh famed MARILYN
So addictive
America's new queen it's objective
It's a cruel world, not made for me or you
Some were born to be seen, enjoy piles of green
They say I've lost my soul
It's the price you pay for total control

Released: Nov 8 2024

Marilyn

It would have been a real marathon to get lyrics for the entirety of the original instrumental, CXLVII for which the link is below:

https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/i-understood-you-to-have-no-further-use-for-me

 ....so I came up with this ...rather different compromise.

Whimsy #2's (Track XIV) instrumental gives the intro some help between :09 and :14...

Lyrics follow below:

I understood you to have no further use for me
But a day'll soon come when I cease to be

And in the vastness, the echolalia of my mind
Conjures your image, yet I'm resigned

Something tells me chimeric love
Would have fit us like a mismatched glove

Leaving me to suck hind tit
A terminal case of staircase wit
Let's put the shallow shit by the wayside shall we
This love, an ephemeral reverie
A quixotic panoply  

I understood you to have no further use for me
An evanescent spree, 
A serpentine bond, so lacunae

In life's fervid, threnody
To wander, an ephemeral ghost, in this quantum sea
Where once was you, now just me

And in the vastness, the melancholia of my soul
Reminds me of what's now beyond my control

Fate whispers to me, an oneiric love
Would have been a paradox, not a glove

354 : I Understood You To Have No Further Use For Me (Alternate, Lyrical) released November 7, 2024

Feature.fm link to this track:
https://ffm.to/no-further-use-lyrical

SoundCloud for this track:
https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/i-understood-you-to-have-no-further-use-for-me-alternate-lyrical

Spotify for this track:
https://open.spotify.com/album/546YONFluURDjfv9XKX0Fq

Bandcamp for this track:
https://dougstoothoff.bandcamp.com/track/i-understood-you-to-have-no-further-use-for-me-alternate-lyrical

Douglas P Stoothoff main site:
https://exedexes1.com/
https://exedexes1.godaddysites.com/

Youtube subscribe:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4WSgBZCySWQ-wAQ0GMtXag?sub_confirmation=1
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCL0BaYj4gcMibSa0gVS8WeQ?sub_confirmation=1

itch.io profile link:
https://exedexes1.itch.io/

Feature.fm overall Artist Bio link:
https://ffm.bio/douglas-p-stoothoff

Master Track List on SC:
https://soundcloud.com/doug-stoothoff/tracks

Artist page on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7EuvIQRQESX9WFtwI6GqWB

Artist page on Apple:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/doug-stoothoff/1687430940

Artist page on Amazon:
https://music.amazon.com/artists/B0C4YK678Y/douglas-p-stoothoff

Youtube Artist Topic Channel (autogenerated):
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4WSgBZCySWQ-wAQ0GMtXag

Artist page on Bandcamp:
https://dougstoothoff.bandcamp.com/

Artist page on Tidal:
https://tidal.com/browse/artist/39485859

Artist page on Beatport:
https://www.beatport.com/artist/douglas-p-stoothoff/1155579

Artist page on Boomplay:
https://www.boomplay.com/artists/70114948

Artist page on Pandora:
https://www.pandora.com/artist/douglas-p-stoothoff/ARjZ7nth7x9xvpg

Artist page on Qobuz:
https://www.qobuz.com/us-en/interpreter/douglas-p-stoothoff/18758728

Artist page on iHeart Radio:
https://www.iheart.com/artist/douglas-p-stoothoff-40424070/

ŠalāšEšrā

I Understood You To Have No Further Use For Me (Alternate, Lyrical)

Buy on Bandcamp

2024 10 21 Song 1006

Voice
Michelle (Vocaloid)

Lyrics
Lyrics created in collaboration with an AI assistant

RepostExchange Pop / Rock Charts highest position #18 (2024 11 11)

Shades of humanity (feat. Michelle)

NickJC Never Cared Ft Michael Mayo

This is my latest pop song with male AI vocals. Lyrics are taken from a poem by William Shakespeare. Listen with headphones...

Out now on all streaming platforms and distribution sites.

https://open.spotify.com/track/49YgDOnXjzHD4Id0OGWDqQ?si=noxqCHu2SRCjIiNd6ybIsw

"William Shakespeare -  "To me, fair friend..." (sonnet 104)

To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold
Have from the forests shook three summers’ pride,
Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turned
In process of the seasons have I seen,
Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burned,
Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green.
Ah, yet doth beauty, like a dial-hand,
Steal from his figure, and no pace perceived;
So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived:
For fear of which, hear this, thou age unbred:
Ere you were born was beauty’s summer dead."

If you enjoy what you hear hit the like and repost button.

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@constellation-lyra

www.facebook.com/pages/Constellat…/377825935649048

Constellation Lyra - To Me, Fair Friend [out now on Spotify]

Impossible Lover (Her Theme)

Torture me

Guitars: Jerry Matheny
Drums: Josh Rodgers
Bass: Pete Miller
Vocal: Will Montgomery
Backup Vocals: Spencer Brochard & Julie Laverty
Engineering: Paul Osborn @ Audio Dallas

Written, Produced & Mixed by Will Montgomery
(C) 2024 Will Montgomery

This song is a reflection on the lingering impact of a lost love, capturing the emotions of yearning, nostalgia, and an unshakable connection to someone who is no longer present. The lyrics weave imagery of cherished memories and the haunting presence of the loved one. 

The song portrays love as something eternal within the heart, even when it is physically lost, and frames the narrator's emotional state as one of longing and resilience, sustained by the echoes of the past.

Lost In The Echo

Where iron once carved its frozen claim,
we scatter seeds in silenced veins.
A breath reclaims what steel denied,
soft roots emerge, the ground untied.

This land forgets the taste of steel,
the lines that bound, the blades that sealed.
Now quiet fills with woven threads—
we rise where rusted memory bled.

We cast flowers across fields of dust, where walls erode, where greed’s encrust.
In every stem, a pulse revived—
through soil once scorched, now roots survive.
Each bloom unbarred, a vow reborn—
the ground made whole, the armor worn.

Where famine etched the earth in lines,
we plant what lives through buried signs.
Soft tendrils trace what scars betray—
an unseen thread, a breath, a sway.

No hands define this endless sprawl,
no map, no mark, no claim at all.
Where silence pooled, new voices breathe,
one vital crust, in strands we weave.

We cast flowers across fields of dust, where walls erode, where greed’s encrust.
In every stem, a pulse revived—
through soil once scorched, now roots survive.
Each bloom unbarred, a vow reborn—
the ground made whole, the armor worn.

From rusted veins, soft shoots arise,
old chains dissolve, beneath wide skies.
Through fractured stone, new fibers speak—
a language formed, both fierce and meek.

We cast flowers upon hushed remains, where loss unwinds, where breath sustains.
Each scar, a mark of shared release—
bare earth, bare soul, our quiet peace.
In common ground, we come anew—
each step, a world reformed as true.

Rust and Bloom

EastBoar - Us2

hocus pocus into a joke

Hocus Pocus Into A Joke

Jesienne Refleksje

It’s not needed
To say goodbye
Please leave me now forever

You go your own way
Maybe I come about it 

It’s not needed
To say goodbye
Please leave me now forever

You go your own way
Maybe I come about it 

To forget
To forget
To forget
It’s not needed
To regret it

I forgive you forever
To forget
It’s not needed
To regret

Forever
Forever
Forever 
It’s not needed
To regret it

I still love you
Forever
I still love you
Still love you
Still love you

I would die for you
If I must
If I must
If I must

It’s not needed
To say goodbye
Please leave me now forever

You go your own way
Maybe I come about it 
To forget
To forget
To forget
It’s not needed
To regret it

I forgive you forever
To forget
It’s not needed
To regret

Please Leave Me

Just a Latin American cisgender man on a journey that disolves cultural and intellectual borders. Inspired by Critical Theory and guied by Musical Theory, I strive to transform social experiences and reflections into compositions that go beneath the surface, instigating creative and individual metaphorical abstraction. My music is fueled by a desire to understand the complexities of the power networkies, identity, and cultural context—themes that always resonate in my lyrics and melodies. Rooted in Latin America with a view towards the world, each song invites listeners to explore stories, question certainties, and find, in art, a form of dialogue with our time.
My affinity for linguistics manifested itself from an early age through poetry, but it was only in my late teens that it merged with the principles of musical theory, bringing musicality to my writings. This process gave rise to my first melodies, which were shaped through multi-instrumental experimentation and the first virtual technologies, incipient at this time. For 20 years, composing has been a recurring element in my life, often left aside by academic and professional commitments. Now, I have decided to make this creative practice an integral part of my daily routine.

Rust and Bloom feelings

Tiago Oliveira