Produced by FACESOUL

Spoke word lyrics:

I’ve awoken, young spirit and i’m golden-with the rays of the sun on my face i know that im chosen. That time I cut my hair off I was broken, and then hid the insecurity in the depths of the ocean. Away from the naked eye. My afro an imitation of dark clouds in the sky. My confidence was only a disguise. I get socially anxious sometimes. So I become Chris and perform. They love the act until I “break a leg” then they scorn. I wish I could remember my thoughts on the day I was born. The roots of my tree before I started growing thorns. I don’t aim to cause pain. But whenever people get too close I start pushing them away. Issues of commitment I don’t think I want to share my life. I fell for that trap then I realised that they weren’t mine. Sometimes I like to pretend I don’t know what’s right. The lies I tell myself to help me sleep at night. Cos i know that i’m not perfect at all. Perfection a place that don’t exist. But everyday I travel to one day reach the bliss. I found Tian the day I said No to Chris. Wisdom made it that there was no more bones to pick. 

I look at them and they look at me. In the eye contact, they saw floors collapse still walk on track no walking back. Tell me that you got life intact. I’ll tell you who made a lie from facts. Cos everytime i understand the plan. Life humbles me. Thanking God for blessings he didn’t even want for me, to claim. I know he’s got something massive coming on the way. Something that will make my blessings look never ending like a waterfall. And somehow i’ll find a way to ask for more. I don’t know why i’m like this. Feels like i’m never content. Felt like I found problems where there was no problem. I said to myself i’m not doing that again. The man I become needs to impress the me from the past. The man I will become is somewhere in the stars. That’s why i’m aiming higher than the tallest ceiling. In the history you might see me before you see kings. Cos respect isn’t inherited. I know i’m special with the way I think. Just need to work on the frequency. Had to learn to be confident just being me. So you can make your jokes you think I care now. No longer in the box i’m out here now. Other than God I don’t think theres anything that I fear now. So I reclaimed the right to regrow my hair now.

Grow - Spoken Word Remix Ft FACESOUL

TIAN CHRIS