beat by mulak
written by cal meloblu
vocal prod by prodkeech

lyrics:

Got a collection
Of some shitty thoughts
Now in possession
Of my soul I have so 
Many questions
You ask me why I’ve got 
No expression
From you I hide my

Depression
That way we’re not feeling
Any tension 
It’s just another day 
At my discretion 
Because I’m in a sense
Of no direction 
I feel rejected I hate it 

I hate it and now
You wondering how
How I push it aside
Few thousand fucking times 

I’m figuring out
How I’m not crumbling down
I need me some time
To get my thoughts all aligned

All the clouds are so gray ay ay ay
Heavy anxiety what’s the weight eight eight eight
Overthinking every day ay ay ay 
Just the way I am

Got a collection
Of some shitty thoughts
Now in possession
Of my soul I have so 
Many questions
You ask me why I’ve got 
No expression
From you I hide my

Depression
That way we’re not feeling
Any tension 
It’s just another day 
At my discretion 
Because I’m in a sense
Of no direction 
I feel rejected I hate it 

And now you fucking it up for me
Went behind my back so dishonestly
Flooded with trust issues probably
And is filled up to the top constantly

And now you fucking it up for me
Went behind my back so dishonestly
Flooded with trust issues probably
And is filled up to the top

Got a collection
Of some shitty thoughts
Now in possession
Of my soul I have so 
Many questions
You ask me why I’ve got 
No expression
From you I hide my

Depression
That way we’re not feeling
Any tension 
It’s just another day 
At my discretion 
Because I’m in a sense
Of no direction 
I feel rejected I hate it

No Expression

tHrEEaToNeTiME!

Track 4 from "Iridescent Peasant"
Download here:
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Not Safe For Work

CANNIBAL (feat. GRAFEZZY)

Dirt

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Just You & Me

I’m tired of my failures with love and trying out with relationships with people that claim to love me and I’m happy with always falls apart like what’s the point of even trying anymore?

Beat Credited: Faided (from the app rap fame) that’s where I found it lol

The Trying

Peep A Mind

Run it again
You think this is how you win?
But you didn't pay attention the last time it happened
Didn't learn the lesson -
We paid twice for the twins
and when it was all done, buildings weren't all that's fallen
Trust in the region lost and we birthed a demon
Set forth with war and washed out our reasoning
What's this about?
This IS-IS is the clue
The group never would have risen without our coup
Put a man in a gallow
Only to see our noose tightening
It was never the right thing, for them or for you
But yeah the fire rained down and the screams were loud,
Drowned out the sound of reason and we put up a flag, proud
Ran up a war on fear, through the year 02, civilians the next year too, maybe more than I knew.

But this time the boss should have known the outcome
Raise people in violence and you just radicalize 'em
When kids are born in dust what's to fear isn't here till they old enough to flex
Hurt people hurt, and don't ever forget, it was a mistake back then
But now your error's next, it's all for retribution but the hatred a vex
Mass murder a problem, but go ahead with destruction
Last time it was probably all for the oil production
What has your eye now?
Warm sunny beaches or the total annihilation of a whole damn people
See what you lost? 
Can't you see this shit disgusting, you can't reach that conclusion with your eyes all rusted shut
Wake up! 
Or it's back to the rust.

Back To The Rust

9PM On Lomb Memorial Dr

A freestyle I recorded while driving so the quality isn't good.

Nobody

FUCK THE HATERS
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