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3NIGHTS (feat. guardin) [Remix]

someday i'll be walking out of here uh
someday i won't be somewhere that you fear uh
someday i wont be someone to laugh at
someday i won't be living out my backpack
never found a person that could treat me like i treat them
i think i need some evidence they're real i only see them
yeah uh
i cannot feel them
yeah uh
i cannot feel them

only so much i can say
when i'm talking to a wall
i never get the time of day
maybe i'm just too involved
never have a wide array
of options lead to problem solved
i'm sinking slowly into nothing
i know you don't care at all 
these bus stops get familiar
i'm a bigger person i'll be gone before the winter 
i'll be gone before the winter
don't know your intentions so i guess that you're the winner

someday i'll be walking out of here uh
someday i won't be somewhere that you fear uh
someday i wont be someone to laugh at
someday i won't be living out my backpack
never found a person that could treat me like i treat them
i think i need some evidence they're real i only see them
yeah uh
i cannot feel them
yeah uh
i cannot feel them

barmecide (prod. towser)

ny2la w/ kennedyxoxo (jolst x remghost)

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @farhantnvr
Art by 
https://www.facebook.com/raivien.vill

Available on the following and more!
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Lyrics -
Tell me whatchu want
Baby, we can spice it up
(Spice it up)
Type of body, 
make ya shawty wanna act up
(Act up)

I got a taste of you
And here's what we gon do,
Make a movie mess around
And call it part two 

Well now you know
I wanna

Do this 
(Do this)
with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(set the mood)
Start to give
(ohh)
Into you
(Into you)
Undressin slow 
Like the way you move
(The way you move)
I wanna do this with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(We set the mood)
Now I give, My all to you 
Set the stage and we start to move like

Oh we can move
(We can move)
Just me and you yea
To wherever baby
We'll make it through yea
In the dark
Tell me the truth
(The truth)
What you know about me and you

Yea
Then we fall asleep to Coldplay
Listening to fix you on your planar RP
I swear I miss you even when you're kissin me babe
Like a movie, everyday wanna replay


Do this 
(Do this)
with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(set the mood)
Start to give
(ohh)
Into you
(Into you)
Undressin slow 
Like the way you move
(The way you move)
I wanna do this with you
(With you)
Light some candles
And we set the mood
(We set the mood)
Now I give, My all to you 
Set the stage and we start to move like

Spotify

Mood w/ Cøzybøy (Prod. I'm Geist)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

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lyrics:
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night

Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up

And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right

Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am,
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Walking out and
I feel like everybody is staring at me
Reminiscence bout the days
When I felt ok

Maybe I need meds
To numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up

Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing

I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel
x2

3 am

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lyrics:

i'm sorry baby
i got it wrong
we're moving way too fast
i just ain't this strong
i lost my heart
stood at the edge
and i can't bear to wish away my happiness
a thousand stars
ignite my heart
i wanna feel like no one else before you
oh take ur time
i'm sorry if i crossed the line

a tear in time
no peace of mind
staring out into endless seas of nothing
i'll find
no stars for me
no holding me down

are we gonna work things out?
are we gonna work things through?
i don't wanna tell you that i love you
if you don't love me too
if you need to cry all night
imma come and hold you tight
it don't matter what you've done girl
as long as you're in my life

i've become attached to your bedroom
girl i've become attached to you
anything we do is a daydream
as long as i'm next to you (x4)

a tear in time (feat. yung van)

Do You Want me

Do You Want Me (feat. nick szpara) [p. siemspark x ninewaters]

this song was written/recorded in early 2020

mastering by Brian Sheil

SPOTIFY + APPLE

youth

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prod me
nv

lyrics:
how are u so lovely?
u dont even love me
feel like i dont know u 
but u fuck me up
anonymous

how are u so lovely?
i dont even love me
feel like i dont know u 
but u fuck me up
so ominous

baby
all my life ive been a maybe
but a sure thing is im faded
and a young pop star sensation

dance with me
take a deep breath and a drag with me
im tired of the bus and the lag lately
shaken not stirred, relax, baby

this a bond for a night like casino royale
all my cards in one place i go all in or bail
as long as im there
ill go all the way, anyway anywhere

im the entertainment
best listen close if u wanna pay it attention
just say what ur thinkin and leave me to question
whats fake 
and whats real in the center of tension

if u ask me thats better than pretending
its a bad thing to hold it any less then
i still wish u the best, never less than
might miss all the ways that ur back bent
but ill keep it in mind with the next one
and i know that ur far from the best one
theres a hole in my soul and its extra
and the world is at peace when its all undone

MUSIC VIDEO

OMINOUS

wayside remix!
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @nevrfall :)
cover art by @ejcarrmusic lmfao
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

i dont wanna lose u now
i feel so safe in your arms when the moon is out
i lose it when you’re not around
im glad im something special to u

[verse - oni boy]
i feel so dead when you’re not around me
just tell me you love me and touch on my body
cause once i start loving you know there’s no stopping
and inside my head girl you’re the only topic

suffocate me
i wanna fucking choke
consuming all your love
it’s not enough to know
i wanna feel you now
but i can’t replicate
cause all this other love
is feeling fucking fake

cause every day i wake up without you
it’s just not enough to pray to be with you
i’ll hop in the whip and drive past the bay view
the dreams become real it’ll be just us two

i don’t wanna waste my time
i gotta be by your side
and make you mine
but the timings never fucking right
drowning deep inside the tides
lost in the lines 

[pre-chorus]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight

[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

[decks & oni boy]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

wayside

wayside w/ oni boy [nevrfall]

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

it's just me vs myself
I can't fight the feeling that this going south
gotta leave for my health
gotta venture out of comfort leave the pictures on the shelf
~
entering a dream state
I am who I be ayy
fuck what all ya'll think about me
wish for my defeat; fake friends
waste time with these plans
build up to no end
anger build inside of me but I can play pretend
~
whats the end goal?
we rushing to the end zone?
or chasing fleeting feelings, pound some liquor; in the friend zone
i'm lost now
frost mouth
bite down on my neck now
fangs deep in my arteries
drift right to sleep 
lay cross down
~
heavy eyelids
fear arises
everybody judge your actions
passing
can't neglect your single passion
traction
building up
anxiety taking the wheel
quietly spoken; conceal
I sit and I wait for the right-time
I cope when I smoke in the night-time
  ~
entering a dream state
I am who I be ayy
fuck what all ya'll think about me
wish for my defeat; fake friends
waste time with these plans
build up to no end
anger build inside of me but I can play pretend
~
shivers running down my spine
where my time at?
skeletons up in my closet rotting 
I don't like that
I can't face myself
but ill face the blunt
my perception melts as I start to run

DREAM-STATE [prod. brevanti]

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

[+] look at my face girl just know that im trying
*produced by *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
Why can't you just, love me?
Why can't you just, hold me?
I don't think you, know me
I said that I'm, sorry (2x)

[verse:]
You think that you know me,
You don't know a thing
I just popped a pill, that help my suffering
Cuz I just lay in bed and I can't help but think
I just miss the days you were my everything
I aint even OD but it feel like I'm already dying
Look at my face girl just know that I'm trying
I see your pain I ain't going silent
Pop a xan and it feel like I'm flying
I want a Benz for my mom to drive it
I want it all but I don't wanna ball without you
I wanna call, but I don't wanna bother you

why can't you just love me

https://soundcloud.com/idletears
https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

lyrics:
until my heart stops beating 
and when my lungs stop breathing 
i thought i cared 
it’s losing all its meaning 
i’m unprepared 
i f*ck it for no reason 

i took the blame to say 
how you couldn’t try this
i’m living every day 
and i know i f*cked it up 

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know, you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo, i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on, to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone, i’m alone 

no reason to believe me
im so f*cked up, im so crazy
and the thought of you leavin
makes me wanna keep drinkin
in my past life 
bet i knew u so well
will you keep me held down?
i dont see the sun now
cuz u never come around

im too far gone
and done grievin
no more sad songs
im done dreamin
all my vices
comsume me
i keep racin
wont stop movin

you mightve bit off more than you can chew
its so wrong how you dont think about me whenever you move
thought we were past this
youre made of plastic
i know that lovin me's a lot
never worth more than a thought, no

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know 
you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo 
i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on 
to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone 
i’m alone

alone

idle tears - alone (ft. yesterday)

Since U Been Gone

Since U Been Gone (Cover)

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

The Upload

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