prod. M!CHAEL

RIP LEVEL$

Lyrics:

Lately I've been thinking bout some ways that I can change the world
I say I'm just a girl but I just turned 28
I fucking hate it
Life expectancy for dolls is 30
hanging over my head in perpetuity
What the fuck's it to ya lil bitch
I'm finally beautiful
My deadname wasn't Joe but baby I'm still feeling Viewtiful
That's a deep cut of a reference
That I must admit
I used to watch my dad play gamecube when I was a kid
I'm all grown up now
I went through it 
Now I barely game
I'm already feeling like I'm in hell and I can't be saved
I work on levels you can't comprehend
Rest in peace to LEVEL$ man I really miss my friend :(

It's almost been 4 years since he met his untimely end
I never recovered, it's left me fucked up in the head
I really miss that mf and his out of pocket tweets
I sometimes see him in my dreams when I sleep
Then I wake up in the morning and I wanna scream
Honestly, it's tragic
Why'd he leave me?

(I gotta pull myself together, put a pretty face on and then go on like it's whatever)

I'm never getting better
Pain just builds internally
I'm here nearing my limit
and I'm feeling like I'm boutta break
I can't go on forever
I don't know how much more that I can take
I gotta keep on pushing
What else is the alternate?
Honestly she fills my brain with hate
But I kinda miss my ex
What can I say? 
(oh my god)

I've been through trauma and I've seen shit
I've been broken over 52 miserable weeks
I mean it

What else can I say?
This some therapeutic shit
Cathartic to my brain
I'm barely holding it together
Been manic for days
I've been up since 6am and I'm gon be up late
I'm going clubbing later
Baby I'm gon serve some cunt
People think I'm hot
If you're transphobic
Bitch you better run

I don't really fuck with men
To be honest, with most of them
I would probably end up dead
Just another dead doll for the pile society is built on
Another statistic
If you blinked then you missed it
It'll be in the news for all of 2 seconds
You can check the 12th page under the 2nd header

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52 miserable weeks :( [p. m!chael]

prod. fantom

Lyrics:

The world's burning down around me
But I feel stable
For the first time in a while
I think I can handle it
Maybe I'll get through this
Maybe I can do this
NO I FUCKING CAN'T

WHAT'D YOU EVER EXPECT
I'VE BEEN MARKED FOR DEATH
I'M A BURNOUT
AND THAT'S JUST ME AT MY VERY BEST

Yeah I'm insecure
I'm the first to admit it
Ugh
My biggest enemy's myself
I've got a victim complex
Or so I've been told
That's what some people say about me
But honestly
Fuck em all
They can burn
I don't care

They say "catgirl catgirl whatcha gonna do?"
"whatcha gonna do when the fascists come for you?"
It's death before detransition
That's the rule
I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU CAN EXPECT ME TO DO
(FUCK)

I did my e shot the other day
that shit was easy (yeah?)
Nancy Mace is seething
so I'd say my day is breezy (fuck her though)

I'm looking gorgeous
I'm seeing Evol Intent tonight (oh yeah?)
I'm serving cunt cuz that's my universal given right

Of course I'm gorgeous baby
you know I'm a doll
Paparazzi's lucky
they could catch me at the mall (ok)

Who'm I kidding?
I ain't go no paparazzi 
I'm your favorite crashout's favorite crashout
Don't you try to copy me

catgirl! [p. fantom]

It's been like 7 years since I've made something like this lol

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This song took almost 3 months to complete lol

production/vocals/mixing/mastering - viv

Lyrics:
(What do you think Viv?)
Woke up this morning pissed the fuck off
feeling like I'll break shit
Societal collapse all around me
I can't take it
The government stripped me of my rights
Feels like I'm breaking
and these meds that I've been taking
ain't numb the worries anymore

I ain't slept well in 2 years and I can't fucking take it anymore
I used to think I missed my ex but I just hate being alone
You know what
come to think of it
I think it's time for me to leave my mark
I will not be ignored anymore!

I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T GET IT
I WILL NOT BE IGNORED ANYMORE

UH OH, VIV'S MANIC AGAIN
I'M FUCKING PANICKED IN THE HEAD
I CAN'T STAND THIS SHIT MAN

But it's whatever though
My life is not a show
I'm a pretty doll like Hunter Schafer
no Euphoria
(I'M NOT ONE TO BRAG THOUGH)

Something's gotta change
I wanna nuke my hometown
and mix the ashes in a joint and smoke on down a whole pound

I gotta get out of this place but I don't know how
Think I need to kiss a baddie
you know how it goes down

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