This line I'm crossing seems to get thinner the closer i get to you
I'm dangerously close to crashing down, baby i need you to reach out
A little more

Every step I make is a chance to make things better or worse
Now it all depends on where the sun will cast my shadow
If at all

If I look to the right, everything is far away and it feels so wrong
If I look to the left, look to the left, everything is worse

But if I look at you...

(August, 2016)


Haven (Original Song)

I used to find love in white walls
Which I can paint in red
Love at the bottom of a bottle
I could nurse until the end
In a box of cigarettes
See love float in the air
Up high on the clouds
Slamming those shadows to the ground
I used to find love in places
Where they don't wanna be found

I used to find love in scratches
In bruises that would bleed
In bloodshot markings on my skin
I wish I could unsee
In nails dug in too deep
In voices I couldn't scream
Loud enough to make a sound
If I wasn't held and bound
But I found love in these places
I don't wanna be found

Then I found love in the beauty
When the sunlight hit your skin
In the words that echo in my head
When you said to look within
The "One Day" promises
The nights of no regrets
Finding love right in your arms
In hoping I could keep you warm
I used to find love in places
I'm glad I'm still around

I used to find love in places
And you're the one I found

(December, 2016)

In Places (Original Song)

Maybe I was looking,
Searching for something,
That just isn't there.

Maybe I was feeling,
And hoping to believe in,
But it just isn't there.

I wish you could tell me, show me,
Let me know everything's fine.
I wish you could hold me, console me,
Let me know everything's fine.

Cause I'm done trying
To hold on to what is gone.

Cause I'm done missing
A heart that has gone cold.

Still I'm holding on, 
Yeah I'm holding on.

(June, 2012)

Everything's Fine (Original Song)

Here I am again,
at the bottom of a bottle
Trying to get your face out of my head
yet again

Here I am again,
I'm all alone, dear
I'm unclear on where to begin

I know we both fell short
on how things could've gone
no no no

I know one thing's for sure
you're not here anymore
oh

I'm alright, I'm doing just fine
I just hide behind my sins every night
And waste my time 
than fight all the demons in my mind

Here I am again,
I'm all alone, dear
I'm unclear on where to begin.

(November, 2019)

Havent written/recorded anything in a long time, so thought I'd put this here. Not a clean recording but it'll do. The title was given by, asightofsilhouettes (here on soundcloud).

How I Am (Original Song)

it’s been "525 thousand 600 minutes"
that’s 3 hundred 65 days and nights
but i’m alright

cause the more i drink, it’s the less i think
and i didnt wanna think of you
the more i smoke, it’s the less i choke
on the words i couldn’t say to you

3 hundred 65 days and nights
but who’s counting on the passage of time?

and i, didn’t really think i could be without you
my, my im alright
and i maybe drowning myself in booze
but i, i am fine

It’s been "525 thousand 600 minutes"
that’s 3 hundred 65 days and nights
but i’m still  fine

the more i sleep, the less i dream
i no longer dream of you
the more i try, the less i lie
that i’m doing fine without you

i didn’t think i could stay away from you
i, i’m alright
and i no longer have to drink about you
cause i’m doing fine
(April, 2020)

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Drew inspiration from rent's season of love.
im scared to see if i did the math right lets not double check

365 (Original Song)

I am flat, I know.
Lyrics can be found in song's info/details.
Volume of each song may vary, because im bad at remembering info and things.
:)))

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