holding a mask 🎭 shouldn't be so easy💔

A phantom of who I was
Haunting the hallways
I’ve lost myself
Because I don’t know who I am without you
I’m a specter, seeking peace for my soul 
I’m your ghost
Because you were always a part of me
And without you I’m as good as dead

is that thumbnail her holding up the middle finger or a thumbs up

numb // 2023
stream / download: https://diedlonely.lnk.to/numb

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numb

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@willixbeats

stream / download: https://liminalyx.lnk.to/escapism

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escapism w/ Willix

the letter you sent // 2024

stream / download: kub0.lnk.to/theletteryousent

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the letter you sent

music video: https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE
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from the upcoming ' nothing is real, part XX '
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spotify playlist of 19 albums of music like this - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3

when you're not home

music video

when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xxi
so sorry for the delay. ive spent the last 7 months writing this album, in between all the ambient singles/albums. i hope for any listeners of the "nothing is real" albums, it is worth the wait. on a very personal note, these albums are the only thing that brings me self worth. i am deeply impacted and thankful some of my ambient songs have connected with you all, in particular "i was only temporary". however, despite their impact on social media, i personally do not feel any accomplishment when writing ambient. as many long time listeners of the "nothing is real" project have mentioned, the simple ambient songs are in essence, just an outro of a "nothing is real" song. i too share this sentiment. i think i am capable of making a lot more emotionally impactful music, not just for others, but as means of helping myself. i struggle with feeling adequate, and because of my events in my life it has become of my personality to want to prove to myself, before anyone else, that i can do something great, even if there is nobody around to see it. even for years and years before the viral song "i was only temporary", these "nothing is real" albums we're written and released one after another with little to no support, or viewership. i hope that, in my efforts to prove to myself that i can make something truly one-of-a-kind, and original, that it will inspire people to not copy others, and find their own sound. i think alot of people, with a platform have a similar message about wanting to "make the world a better place". i think this is a good message of course, i just would like for anyone reading this to know, that my message is a bit more specific. with the  "nothing is real" series, i want to share that, in this world today, i think there are so many fake things, people, friends, etc. i do not want to inspire people to copy what i do, or anyone else. i want to release these albums and hopefully make people say "wow, this is so much effort, and it does not sound like anything i have ever heard! maybe i should not try to keep up with trends, or other people, or let them make me feel inadequacy any longer. this music inspires me to do my own thing, and master it, and make something unique and original that can tell my own personal story". i think individualism is being lost today, in a world that prioritizes followers, and followings. i want to leave behind something that will inspire others to look within themselves, and find approval in their own ideas, instead of constantly looking to imitate what already exists. i think the next most wonderful and beautiful thing that will help a lot of people, is lying in wait inside one of you, and to find it, i hope whatever i have done may help people become introspective enough to dig it up, and share with all of us. anyways, thanks for listening and reading all this. <3 - mhie

nothing is real, part XXI

download

i'm ur ghost

ambient playlist

picture of you

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/3Pb21vmCyKEjjZAgfLLJ1l?si=JWLCktANRYuuFxWbf_g0gg

drowsiness

playlist

no one wants to be themselves

RulesDescribeTheShapeOfThings

empty words.m4a

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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