Just outside my thoughts
A mindscape of expanse and ambiguity 
Unable to see through the cloud
Reaching, and touching, but never grasping
Searching desperately for those thoughts and feelings
But I have yet to find them still
And while I’m glad
That I don’t know everything my mind does
That my inner demons, whatever form they take
Remain hidden wherever I can keep them hidden
I’m still lost
And I wish I could find a way out 
Out of this fog, and overwhelming stress
Just outside, never inside
Of my thoughts

nothing is real

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the albatross consumes

just outside my thoughts

from the upcoming album "nothing is real, part 20".
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nothing is real, part XX

music video

you're a bad person (music video)

music video: https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE
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when you're not home

when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain

make believe

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days gone (slowed + reverb)

wanna forget

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

when you hurt me like this

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
its harder than you seem to see
just how it feels to become me
i'm burned alive i should of died
i lost you once wont lose you twice
i fall apart into the pile
and all my life was it worth while
eat from what i leave behind
ill close my eyes i've had enough
its harder than you seem to see

i fall apart,

music video: https://youtu.be/HiY0D4Kp1jw
album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
missing all the yellow sun
not missing what i had done
i wanna have this feeling back
from this there is no coming back

second chaces yesterday
it always feel so far away

until i'm back in my old ways
i'll bring about the end of days

i'll wish apon a dying star
i hadn't taken it so far
every night in my old room
i see your face
i see the face of my old friends
i see the places i had been
i feel the pain from way back then 
like it's happening, right now

but it's just me
here on the floor

i want the love i used to know
but this pain is unbearable
how am i suppose to go... on like this?
how there can be something more?
this is all there is.
this is all there is.
i swear to god, this is all there is.

right now (w/music video)

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leapyear // our love in june — slowed version by weareflorence.

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our love in june by leapyear — but it's a + slowed version.

an older song from like a year ago i never released
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losing control

名曲"Children"をGarageっぽくRemixしてみました

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Children (wrashi Garage bootleg)

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clouds

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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just outside my thoughts

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