I love all your songs, they're always so calming and fitting. Thank you man, we all love you ❤

This song is literally the embodiment of SoundCloud as a whole. No one wants to be themselves. They all want to listen to Phonk and act like “sigmas”.
Can’t people just be themselves?

No one wants to be themselves
I know I don’t
Everyone puts up a facade
Everyone pretends to be someone or something they’re not 
Everyone tries to show their best selves
Because they don’t want people to see them at their worst
I know that’s how I feel
But in a place like this
Where nobody really knows me
Where nobody has met me or spoke with me
I can open myself up 
Without being afraid of what people think of me
Because it doesn’t matter as much here
Nobody wants to be themselves
But when you hide behind a mask of anonymity 
That’s when you can let yourself free

Hey man I just wanted to let you know that I’m making a playlist of all of your songs, but with a twist: the songs are in color order of the covers. (I used to play blendoku when it was a thing I hope I can do it)

i wish that your day to leave isn't soon, although i can't feel your pain i can understand what it's like to feel that you want to make something beautiful for people before you leave them, and i wanted to let you know that i'm grateful for your gifts, and that you're worth something to all of us

my dad committed suicide when I told him I was gay :)

neglected.

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Thank you guys so much for the support <3 you guys are amazing <3

BUY ME A COFFEE 💙

ghxsted. - neglected.

Another ambient track to add to the collection

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John 15:13 - Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.

arise

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i don't belong

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without many words

TV noise

mental health

is this it?

playlist

no one wants to be themselves

loss of self

this song was written during treatment in a particularly bad time. right now things are worse, but this was different. whenever i get new lesions in my brain, they attempt to close them using a powerful steroid called "prednisone". no, not like steroids body builders use, these target cuts in my brain that form and essentially singe them closed. after 30+ lesions i stopped counting them and stopped asking. i don't even want to know how trashed my brain is at this point. but anyways, they give me a very high dose of this. usually 1250mg. all i can really say is, it feels like you just drank 10 cups and coffee and a couple redbulls in one sitting. it feels like your blood is made of battery acid. its pretty much impossible to sleep, and i have to take these dosages for several days. sometimes for 25 days straight, at 25 pills a day gradually reducing the dosage by 1 pill a day. anyways. in these times, my insomnia becomes much worse. i already cannot sleep, but during these treatments sleep is out of the question. ill go a bit insane from sleep deprivation. in these times im looking so desperately for a sense of calm. a sense of peace or serenity. all i could really do is try to make a calm or beautiful sounding song to give myself something. not something id already made, but just exactly what i needed to hear at that time, and i guess this was that song. i never released this one, but things have been especially bad lately again, and i heard this track again and realized it helps me just as much now as it did then. maybe its time to share it, and maybe someone out there will feel the peace i do, when listening <3 big love to you all. thank you for reading, and listening .

nothing is real, part XVI

album

prednisone song

im still dreaming

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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no one wants to be themselves

my head is empty

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