Can I survive my own agony?
Can I survive my demons?
Can I survive myself?
Or is it not just me, and the demons are real?
I don’t know anymore
Its so confusing and I hate it

So sorry to read that you have to deal with people who don't credit your work. I can only imagine how complicated it must be beside all the things you have to deal with. I'm reassured to see that it doesn't stop you to keep going. I really hope things will get better for you. Yours songs are very calming, take care.

чекните песню легу на моем акке

Надеюсь я вернусь обратно...

im sorry for not being perfect                                 im sorry for not being strong                                    im sorry for not being cute........ im sorry ok??

150+ songs on my spotify ambient playlist (more than here) + new songs every week
my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

spotify playlist

my head is ambient (my head is empty's ambient songs)

free albums

life, on hold

music video: https://youtu.be/D682dSewGfA
thank you for the millions of streams on this song on spotify,
as well as the thousands of videos on tiktok using the audio.
seeing you all living your life to this song i just randomly made one day in my room after a good bike ride, i had no idea it would reach so many people. thank you all for listening and showing me your world on tiktok, and you all have in turn changed my world streaming this song so many times on Spotify. thank you all so much. i know soundcloud is a bit dead these days, but if you would like i can share music here too, and not just to spotify. let me know! big love
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy

as an update, i am writing this on 7/4/23 - i am currently writing more ambient music as well as nothing is real, part XIX (19). i am excited to share with you all this new music :) and again, thank you all so much for streaming the heck out of these songs on spotify. it truely means the world to me. thank you so much. it has made the situation with my health a million times easier. <3

ambient vol 3

numb

Spotify Link

visual : https://youtu.be/8lZ67DZMVzs
thank you guys for the continued support on spotify. i never would of thought to see these types of numbers. i am excited to announce two albums. ambient vol 5 will be releasing as a free download on my bandcamp soon, as well as comet, and album with my friend castle hearts. i hope you all will enjoy the new music. thank you for listening. a word about my health. i have been having alot of computer issues lately and its been very stressful. my computer is how i make money and when it wont turn on its very stressful for me, i probably should get in to get an MRI soon to check for more lesions, ive been having alot of anxiety attacks and stuff but i'm just too afraid they will find more MS activity. i need to get checked, i'm just too afraid of what they may find. :/

ambient vol 5

novocaine

spotify link

listen on spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/album/2TKG9JD20tOhTogNmSYZZd?si=9gKcxoeXTnW2CAqL7ZD1Qg

ambient vol. 5

i see dead people

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

i was only temporary

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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i was only temporary 2 u

my ambient playlist

another wistful night

Download / Stream:
https://lnk.to/idontbelong

Follow me:
@antent
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instagram.com/antentofficial/
youtube.com/user/AntentMusic
vk.com/antentmusic

Follow my head is empty:
open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
instagram.com/myhead_isempty
@tidecruz

i don't belong w/ my head is empty & miranda rain

🤍🤍🤍🤍
my head is an ambient playlist (more songs) _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

my head is empty

hell is other people

releasing this one independently, any support would be appreciated as it wont be playlisted in any way on spotify 
\\\\ all my ambient songs playlist - https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

my sign to retreat

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

all my ambient songs

i was only temporary (Super Slowed)

w/ @castle_hearts

my head is empty socials:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: https://www.instagram.com/myhead_isempty/
tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@myhead_isempty

castle hearts socials: 
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: https://www.instagram.com/castlehearts_/


my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
todays song is a collab with my good friend castle hearts, we hope you will like it <3
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ambient playlist

vanishing act w/ castle hearts

music video for this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9Kk2Y7k6vg
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

maybe im the problem

music video: https://youtu.be/Adb4uO8wTuo
i wrote this song about my recent relapse with my brain disease MS. lately so many people around the world have been stealing my music, and sharing it without crediting. its very sad to me because i am trying to provide a life for my girlfriend and i, both of us have disability. so its been very stressful seeing millions of people on tiktok/youtube listening to my hard work, but i get zero plays from it. its been so stressful that its made me begin to go blind in one eye. i had to take a super high dose of steroids to get my brain lesions under control. my eye sight is a little fuzzy but its stable-ish now. i wish people knew how badly they hurt me by doing this. i dont want to sound like im blaming other people, but the bottom line is, MS is fueled by stress, and yes i could just "not care". but i have to. i cannot work because of my condition. i go blind and cant use my limbs just from the most basic excercise like bringing in grocerys. making music is my only chance at giving my girl and i a life together, so when people steal my music, after i work so hard to make it, its stressful, and i feel as though its justified for me to feel upset about it. anyways, all those frustations are what this song is about. its about me trying to "survive myself". i doubt i can survive the bad people in this world, so the best i can hope for is to my body to randomly stop trying to hurt me. </3

this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

survive myself

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!

i dont feel anything anymore (super slowed)

Angels Up Above (Slowed + Reverb)

‎‎hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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