I played that sound to my grandmother’s funeral yesterday. it was amazing.

I'm sitting at the park alone listening to this it's amazing the time is 12:52 just sent someone a birthday message and damn I won't lie theday I heard this song I'll becer forget

when I wanted to die this song told me to live

I feel
Anguish 
Lonely
Despair
Sorrow 
Like I could curl up and die and never move again
Like I could let this flood drown me under a hundred tons of liquid pain
Like I could scream silently and still break all the windows
Yet I feel strange here
Everyone feels the intense love I do
And somehow it’s more unifying than blood, even if most here are of kin
I may be in terrible pain
But I’m not alone
And I can almost feel him here with us

until,

album on spotify

hold me w/ Miranda Rain

Spotify Link

let me go

i made a music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76lSeMc8QhE
if you guys use this song in your tiktoks id really appreciate that. thank you for the support.

the funeral

https://open.spotify.com/album/47r3322kHDasMS04TNX2N6

again,

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/6QbIZ0xnb5ESwZrV2ZF9Ih?si=_PWt_BdcRYizkezJ8b2xRg
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i'm working on nothing is real, part 19. 
its very far along and im excited to share.
its been relaxing releasing simple ambient, but i want it to be clear that my  "nothing is real" albums is always where my heart will truly lie, and the only thing that truly makes me feel accomplished. i hope all of those who are here just for ambient will also give this other sound a chance. it would mean a lot to me, thank you. to be honest, making ambient is really depressing to me. i know its more digestible and easy to listen to vs. something very complicated and technically dense, but it makes me feel like i am putting a hard limit on the things i am capable of. i feel myself becoming a bit crazy limiting myself so much with this genre and i will be taking a break to make the things i love to make. im sure it will hurt me in the long run, and i will lose all the new listeners from ambient, but in the end, i will probably die very pre-maturely from my brain disease, so id like to make what i want to make the most with the time i have instead of chasing numbers that mean nothing anyways. music is so important to me, and always has been. i really, really hope that after im gone, you guys will please listen to the nothing is real albums. if all my music was deleted except for those albums i would be fine with that, its what represents what i want to say in this life above all.

spotify link

she became my atlas

nothing is real, part xx on the way. for now heres an ambient song

click this

non feelings

nothing is real, part xx - on the way. for now here's an ambient song

waste away

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

spotify playlist

harrow

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3

lose yourself

A selection of piano pieces for concentration and peace of mind.

Keys to Concentration

Serenity Of The Night

‎‎hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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