This is an interview with Brent Shrine Spears. 

Interview With @Shrineon for @Fest300 and @kulturehaus


Some how I was trying to say Happy Turkey day with out saying Thanksgiving



The inevitable is what will seem to happen to you purely by chance;
The real is what will strike you as really absurd;
Unless you are certain you are dreaming, it is certainly a dream of your own
Unless you explain –“there must be some mistake”- you must be mistaken. 
Harper’s Press
Author, can’t quite remember

Pilgrim- (pil-grim) n.
 a person who travels to a sacred or revered place as an act of religious devotion

Some of you have asked me
 “what do you do?”
And my reply is that I am creating something that I can’t yet explain
Delusions of grandeur I some times wonder if that is the life I live.
I do,
 what ever the hell it is I do.
 Fact is I don’t know what I do
But I do know what I am doing,
If one can say such a thing.
Recording that dream, this dream, capturing the moment, 
Being the moment
While attempting to create a De JA Vu.
 This waking living dream that I am walking through 
 so it seems 
so surreal
But that is just Tyler’s view
MY respective perspective’s 
And I have a few
I don’t know what anybody else sees, 
But I do Know what I pretend to see
So every night I Try to go to bed before the sun comes up, and promise myself that I won’t sleep in
And every day I Try to get up before most get back from lunch, 
Sleep being the only retreat from conscious- So Freud says  
Try to remember to eat something before 2:00pm
Call so and so about this and that
Write and write
Check the E’s
Send the E’s
Kill the To do list, which sometimes says, 
“write tomorrows to-do-list today”
Pace around the house
Post notes in the kitchen and bath room 
To remind me to read the to do list
Look for attention from my plants 
Fabricate another dream
Come up with another idea
Try not to think about…
But then ponder about…
If we will ever know who the president is.
Then wonder if it matters who the president is.
If either a Gore or a Bush is on CNN for the next 4 years
Will somebody please tell me, how my daily manic panic rambling will Change
BTW- I am a dimpled “Chad”
Then the phone rings
And every thing changes
 forget to breath
Then inhale reality
Go off on another thought 
pay the power bill so the computer has juice to think,
and therefore I keep my connection to you who are reading this.
 Don’t forget to NOT think about what she said 2 years ago. 
Try not to flash back to one of those countless days from the past
When I was in love
Life was easy
 when I was in love
With her
Life is better now that It is just me
Time to make a flyer
Edit a song
Create a video clip
Read about another dot com
That has disappeared before they never ever began 
Check the clock 4:54pm
 wonder where the day went
As there goes the sun
Try and find who is in charge of day light savings time
Scream Productivity to the workers in my head
What do I need for me to be
Then off to somewhere
Away from my Home 
There I go again
Driving;
To one of the 5 Chris’s or 1 Chrisopher Blue (that is how he spells his name) that I know, a grocery store, Office Depot or was it Office Max, east side, west side or over to James, Mike, Aron, Gary’s office of giantradio that is really just a house (notice there are no girls names here- no time I lie to myself) Over to a video store, over to a bar, over to the printing press to Pick up then drop off the Tablet on a street called Broadway, to a video store, to a members house to pick up a CD of another bands recorded dream, over to the letter box, Then a deal, my smile, Talk, meet, write, think, listen 
with one ear to NPR while I drive back home.
While the other listens to the logged events of the day  
Wish I could just drive for the rest of my life
Away away
The road being the future
The road being the past
Green light means go 
Honk your horn all you want at me
I was just trying to Remember though
don’t forget 
where I came from and where I went 
Right now there is no place of origin for Tielure
The fact that I am not form here is a given 
And who ever brought me her will surely have to take me home
Guess that is why I am filming my house for 30 days Str8, 
5 minutes a day, 
Guess that is why I am trying to write all of this down. 
So that I know that I feel
 I felt something today,
Yesterday
And hopefully tomorrow
Where do I go from here
Where are we all going
Separate ways I suppose
Separate paths, roads, dreams, 
can’t use the word dreams in this ramble anymore
Where are all of you people who I love.
Not here.
Your over there
Somewhere logged in the memory
Which I lost today
Virtual memory that is
1 and 0’s 
The SCSI Hard drive died, geeked, fried, 
Game over.
I feel like I lost my wallet, or a journal, or a friend
And I can’t remember what was recorded there
 besides
Bitter sweet memories
Of Blue Black Hours
But I know that I will never know now. 
And Somewhere far away
Mayhap on another plane- the other side if you will
Another ME got a plus 1 for the day,
While I was minus 2 
Try
Try again tomorrow 
and again the next day
And again the next day
To get what ever it is that is right Or was it left
Maybe if I believe in myself just a little bit more 
I will believe in myself a little bit more




Sometimes you come home and you don’t want anybody to be there, and they are.

Other times you come home and want somebody  to be there, and nobodies home. 


In the end there is not anything to grab on to.

In  a pop culture with no central government .
 And what is pop culture
Some how you need to be reinvent yourself all the time
With out paying the price of being a soul less corporate soul
Help us help save us soul
No question
Maybe if I believe in myself just a little bit more then that empty stage state of mind will be mind

Process 


pop3 (pp) Informal 
adj. 
1.	Of or for the general public; popular or popularized: pop culture; pop psychology. 
2.	Of, relating to, or specializing in popular music: a pop singer. 
3.	Of or suggestive of pop art: a pop style. 
n. 
1.	Popular music. 
2.	Pop art. 

I am a self motivated human attempting to create new realities for other peoples respective perspectives. In the process I am attempting to study the social phenomenon of dating services. I run my own consulting firm for various companies on the West coast on how to improve their relationship and understanding of their clients. I create guerilla art installations set in urban areas. And i am attempting to create an online artist community for all creators of art, with the goal of allowing everyone to be their own entity, and independent artist Does this sound interesting? Or is it just manic ramble to random folks trying to connect with someone in cyber.


tielure

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