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falling back to my old habits again
why do i do this to myself
i can't self-reflect on choices i have made
cause then i get inside my head my brain 
i hate this place
played pretend all my life but i still hate this game
can't even show myself no more i might just change my name
yea i hate the way i look i had to change my face
even now i struggle with that shit today
sometimes i'm scared of being alone
i see you disappear in my eyes
and i still wonder if she's by my side
she could but she's not there she leaves me to die
she's what i feel and together we bloom
that's when i wake up i'm just in my room

together we bloom (khozy)

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2/14/25 <3    @@neofantasia

i'm living only
i'm still so lonely 
i got some thoughts i can't let that shit control me
i cannot go back to the start
i cannot break that shit apart 
everything i left for you had to leave it in the dark 
i cannot love you damn it's so hard
if i tear out my heart promise would you hold it 
i got some love but the problem is i can't show it
cause when i sense your touch my chest exploding 
everytime i think i go back to you
tired of holding back i can't hold this truth
and i gotta keep fighting cause i know that i can't lose 
i don't know what i am gonna do
yea i don't know 
i don't know what to choose
if i tear out my heart promise would you hold it 
i got some love but the problem is i can't show it
cause when i sense your touch my chest exploding 
everytime i think i go back to you
tired of holding back i can't hold this truth
and i gotta keep fighting cause i know that i can't lose 
i don't know what i am gonna do
yea i don't know 
i don't know what to choose
i don't know what i am gonna do
yea i don't know
i don't know what to choose

i don't know what to choose (neofantasia)

i just really wanna hold you
everything that you hear you're supposed to
ima die before i lie ima hold to
remember when i found you in the cold i was cold too
cause i don't wanna cry no more
so much my tears are sore
overthinking everytime i'm alone 
and assume when i don't even know proof
ima lose all my sanity might go coop 
cause i lose in the end ima go poof
why do i feel this inside
can someone tell me why i can't just live my life
cause i know that you can't live twice
i was tryna get a hold of you
tryna get by in this world but it's so rude
and it's sad cause i don't gotta show you 
cause i know and i know that you know too 
you seeing what people show you 
then seeing all the colors that show through
and i don't wanna think too much cause i know that it be hurting me
i don't wanna think that none of this is working for me 
cause i don't wanna cry no more
i don't wanna cry no more

cry no more (kiba)

@@m0ru

living where there is silence
i know i can't hear a thing
just tryna feel on my mind 
but i cannot go insane
i just wanna leave it in the dark
and i'm sorry to paint all my full scars
sometimes it kills me inside 
cause i know that i can't accept change
the more i'm going through it 
got me seeing life in a different way
a life i can't explain
it kills me when i don't have company up at night
maybe i'll just close my eyes cause shit don't feel right
tryna break all my bad habits tryna turn a light 
i had to look on the otherside
can't think about it for far too long 
cause i'm starting to lose my sight
and i'm tired of going back and forth
i'm tired of the fight
i'm tired
i'm waiting
i sit here suffocating 
i'm so sick and tired of the medication
stop the faking
and it might sound cliche 
but i'm numb from the pain
and i just try to do right 
but shit still don't go my way
and i just fly like a kite yea just to get away
why 
i don't know
i swear my room is the only place i know
i don't even have anyone to call my own
unfortunately everything falls around with every second
till it's gone
it kills me when i don't have company up at night
maybe i'll just close my eyes cause shit don't feel right
tryna break all my bad habits tryna turn a light 
i had to look on the otherside
can't think about it for far too long 
cause i'm starting to lose my sight
and i'm tired of going back and forth
i'm tired of the fight
it kills me when i don't have company up at night
maybe i'll just close my eyes cause shit don't feel right
tryna break all my bad habits tryna turn a light 
i had to look on the otherside
can't think about it for far too long 
cause i'm starting to lose my sight
and i'm tired of going back and forth
i'm tired of the fight

night_terrors

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