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Шейкер: Рома Цигунщик
Джембе: Артём Банщик
Мужской вокал: Максим М
Женский вокал: Мама Медведица и Лила Соул
Гитара, фортепиано, электроника: Тим Болгов

Куст Калины

This was made when I didn't yet know what

[ruthrog, 2008] Connection

Live Jam at Mamochka Momo
mix by Tim Bolgov & Agyrss

Close Your Eyes

Jam Club retreat
ambience by Architect Fyodor
mix by Tim Bolgov

Белые Скалы

On this cover photo a monk is blowing a bubble with chewing gum.

When a guy with a Greek name "Cosmos" came to my house and told me that such a photo exists, I got inspired to use it as cover.

I even contacted the photo's author and got her permission to use it. A warm thank you to Люся Маратканова!

The bubble became letter "O" in the song's title: "Отпусти", which means "Let Go". The other parts of the design are just some secret society humor.

Sadly, this song was forbidden to publish in Russia because of the lyrics: "stop fighting yourself". That's considered inappropriate and can be read as a "calling for peace".

Lyrics in Russian, English translation below:

Не всё так плохо, как могло бы показаться
До самого дна - ещё падать и падать
Гравитации нельзя сопротивляться
Сил не хватит надолго. Держаться не надо.

Ты привык жить по строгим законам
Избегать нарушений и всё делать как скажут
В самом деле, тебе нельзя по-другому
Если будешь выделяться - тебя накажут

Отпусти себя на волю
И лети. И будь спокоен
Прекрати воевать сам с собою
Достаточно боли. Есть другие пути

Есть вариант, как всегда можно остаться собой
Даже если угрожает голод, холод и смерть
Среди всех голосов выбирать свой
А остальным говорить - спасибо, но нет

Даже в вечном хаосе, и в самой мрачной тьме
За железным занавесом не погаснет свет
И умирая от усталости лицом к стене
Ты не потеряешь шанс проснуться во сне

Verse 1:

Everything is not as bad as it may seem
Still a long way to fall before the rock bottom
It's useless to fight gravity - you won't last too long
So there's no point in trying to cling on

You're used to living under strict law
Avoiding offences and doing as you're told
Truly, you can't do it any other way
If you stand out, you'll be punished

Chorus:

Let it go, set yourself free
And fly. And stay calm
Stop fighting your own self
Enough pain, there are other paths

Verse 2:

There's a way how you can always stay true to yourself
Even under threat of cold, hunger and death
From all the voices that you hear choose to hear your own
To all the others say: "Thank you, but no"

Even in eternal chaos and in the darkest void
Behind the iron curtain the light will never dim
And dying of exhaustion with your face to the wall
You still don't miss a chance to wake up in a dream

Отпусти (Let Go)

Oceanic Ambient v.02

My background is oriental studies, psychology, physics and IT development. I enjoy trip hop, chill rave, warm glitch and piano neoclassics. My favourite instruments are guitar, hang drum, piano, cajon and jembe.

In 2016 I had decided to devote my life to music. At the time, it was a terrible career choice. I had much to give up, and since then I've been through some rough times. 

But it all plays out.

Tim Bolgov

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