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after her untimely departure, the bedhead estate wishes to bring you her final words on her behalf. with some help from longtime friend and collaborator lil wet wet, and some blatant my chemical romance influence on full display, "sleep song" is a last will and testament that will serve as the beginning of a new era for bedhead. she is survived by her estate manager who may be reached on socials @fallgirlxx and will take on the task of releasing brand new recorded music through bedhead's channels in the next year! as we celebrate her life and the time we had together these last months of her 7th year in action, we will be compiling other works of hers from various points in time to continue to deliver her songs to you in her name just as she would have wanted. stay tuned, stay pretty, stay sad, and stay loved. <3
~ fallgirlxx

i'm gonna hit it til i like myself
i'm trynna hit it til i like myself again
i blur my vision when i'm by myself
i think i might just go and blind myself to them
my baby thinks i need to get some help
but i can't help myself around her or our friends
i let them hit til i dont like myself
i never liked myself enough no helping it
no fun if you won't stomach
when i go numb under the fist you love me with
i got a gun i don't take out in public
take it in your jaw i'll shoot whatevers left from it
i got a different way i'll tell it to you now
i'd never say it to your face no way no how
but you did everything that i was worried about
said what you thought i'd wanna hear didn't hear me out
no tunnel vision when you cut me out
still nothing draws my heart back like your mouth
you wanna talk about me when i'm not around
i only know because my ears are burning out
you're no god you're just another puppet
in somebody's crusade someday you won't fuck with
and i would have stuck with you if we were something
i just can't keep coming up and feeling nothing
i feel nothing
i feel nothing
she said i feel nothing
(don't feel bad about it)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said nothing
(just close your eyes)
she said nothing
(kiss me goodbye)
she said i feel nothing
(and sleep)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said
(and through it all)
i wore the jeans and you walked away
(how could you cry)
i fought the feeling you fought today
(for me)
[REDACTED]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
my fall was fleeting i saw the flames
(and through it all)
my heart was beating you missed a vein
(how could you cry)
we walked the waters up to this deep
(for me)
my shining treasure was washed away
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
i'm losing things that i wanna keep
(just close your eyes)
off to the side to watch the parade
(kiss me goodbye)
wait til the nights over to sleep
(and sleep)
[REDACTED]
(don't feel bad about it)
[REDACTED]
(just close your eyes)
[and through it all]
(kiss me goodbye)
[how could you cry]
(and sleep)
[for me]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)

made 2 b

bedtime

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