bro I literally can't get enough of this good shit!!!🖤

rly old, but i'm glad it's finally up again <3

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with this shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
i dont have nothing going for me
maybe music, but thats not gonna heal me
im screaming out and i want someone to hear me
i think its impossible to find someone who feels me
i dont ask for much.
just to be hugged, just to be loved for once
i dont ask for much, just to be loved, fucked for once
i dont ask for much, just to feel someone touch on my skin
i dont ask for much, i just wanna experience love like everyone does
i dont ask for much, i just wanna feel safe in somebodys arms
someone to keep me outta dodge
someone who can keep me alive in the dark
someone i can rely on
someone who wont leave me for a boy thats -
wrong.
im only here cause i love you
i met you for a reason now i need you
i dont wanna get attached
but i love you

you said you didnt want no one
now youre boo'd up and im still fucking stuck alone
i said ill never talk to anyone again
but thats a lie and we both know what i meant
we both know what i meant, it was honorific 
we both know what you meant when you said that
im tired of dealing with your shit
i always fucking loved you even after every hit.
i was fucking bad, now im worse
atleast when i was bad i had someone to text first
i guess we had fun but thats it
i still have your note on my wall and it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah it hurts my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you hurt my heart
yeah you own my heart..

alive in the dark (afterlife x pekarot)

VERSE 1

(epitome)

i solidify the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that are telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you say to me
6 feet deep is where i’ll be
as the light from the tunnel grows darker and darker
my mind grows farther and farther away
please stay
stay with me
don’t leave my body alone to decay

VERSE 2

(paperthinwalls)

this is the last time i hope you see me 
(hope you see me)
6 feet underneath i’m not breathing 
it’s too late to go back
i cant run to the past
you left me shattered like glass
knew this would never last
it doesn’t matter i’ll be dead in the morning
body lined with chalk yeah i’m never returning 
i’m writing all these songs yeah this is my warning 
never had a place yeah this doesn’t concern me
oh oh oh
i’m burning it’s ok
i’m learning (i’m learning)
i’m so alone
got nobody i feel like a ghost

BRIDGE

(epitome)

i’m so alone 
i’m so close
to letting go
of the life i use to know

VERSE 3 (shared)

(epitome)

p-p-p-pain is never ending 
i cant find the beginning
my minds at war
don’t know what i’m searching for
a sense of hope maybe?
but i can’t find that lately (lately)

(paperthinwalls)

and lately i’ve been lost in this dream
and no hope of ever escaping
and oh god yeah look what you made me
i’m sorry it’s these feelings that change me

OUTRO

(epitome)

i’m so sorry
please for give me
i cant change
i know i’ll stay the same

spotify <3

longing for death w/ paperthinwalls (metlast x luffy)

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lyrics
guitar played by acey (  :

my hands are shaking my body's aching
my brain is tired, think ur amazing
don't seem to have control over my heart you know
i find it rlly hard just to not let you know
that i be doing better if you never left me bro

is it 2 late to ask how you doing there
we can can stay in the grass while you kiss my hair
we can stare at the sky till my stomach bare
bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share
bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share
bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share

i fidget im nervous i don't know what to say
i love you i told you that i needed you to stay
ur smile is perfect idc about what they say
if im wasting my time id rather do it bout ur face
the first time that you kissed me rlly put me in a state
i knew it wouldent be for long so i just gotta say
i really really loved you dear pls dont forget my face
couldn't you tell i was being sincere when i said that id change
embraced all the things you said so youd could feel okay
remember when i called you and you said it wouldn't be the same

bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share
bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share
bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share
bro your beautiful atleast we had some time to share

atleast we had some time to share

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

(verse)

and now my brains in conflict with itself
and you don’t know that you’re putting me through this hell
and every little thing you did was for yourself
but that’s okay 
i wouldn’t have it any other way
anything to just get you to stay
because don’t know if i can live life without you
and if i could i would but i don’t think i know how to

(bridge)

i don’t know how to live
i feel rigor Mortis setting in
in my cold dead lifeless limbs
 
(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

i’ve never felt so bitter, broken, and alone (discent x R3DQX)

@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy

(autumn)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

can't you feel the stress from the trees
see em bleeding?
trying less and less what is
left to believe in?

too much to express so i pent for a reason
go and be my guest
hunt me down; deer season
yeah, yeah

i need to breathe in, breathe out
breathe, please.
(please)

(casperrr)
i'm deep down in my head again
and i'm laying down in my bed again
i hate this stress, doesn't let me rest
baby lately I've been praying for the best

and i hate this life but i'm afraid of death
why is time going by so fast
and my head is turning to a fucking mess

i wanna go away and move out west
hate builds up and fills my soul
(fills my soul)
baby i've been trying to do this on my own
so~

(autumn & casperrr)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

autumndropsdead - Deer Season (ft. casperrr) [+ 2001]

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

torva
shes fucking my head up, im losing my mind
i would try and fix you but i dont have the time
im still so fed up with all of these lies

bad past i dont think i ever want to see you again
cause you talked about our love like your fucking a friend
2 nights i think that im just another means to an end
so if u call my phone dont think that ill respond to u
all these broken hearts were a game to you
biting souls like a shark with a worldwide view
and the games boutta start so i need you in my arms tonight

bad past w/ skele (jolst)

OUT NOW ON STREAMING 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/heart-of-stone-feat-autumndropsdead

FOLLOW AUTUMN AHHH 
https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead


lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

(prod. kais x sorrowbringer)
u all mean the world to me fr
enjoy :’)

lyrics:
don’t wanna let you down again
I know i’m nothing but a burden.
and when the tide goes down i’ll stand
up for myself again

I was never a part of it
nah I was never part of it, a part of anything or anyone

got me painting pictures of the future stressin bout my life
kais don’t stress bout stupid thought illusions cloudin’ up yo mind
just fkn stop this shit
get me out of it
just get me home, where I can grow, and heal my scars a bit

this is really up to me
I can’t rely on not any my friends, nah
I would love to be chillin at home makin beats every week
so I wont let this go to waste
wont let them see this smile fade away

“im lonely and hurting”
all these thoughts averted.
I kno y’all got my back
I can hear it from your wording
im sorry i called you
these things seem to fall through
pictures comin down I can tell the rain gon’ fall soon.

it's okay

stay away please

♤ 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 ♤ 
@northshoremusic
@emptychest
@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy
@user-411557229
@strivemusicau
@noxious-nights
@soulfadexo
@kuriositylol
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@shizukesaaa
@x1fern
@torvamia
@dylaanlotus

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