I was in a really bad place when I made this, but I realized that I'm not the only one in the same mind state I was in. it helped to know I wasn't alone. I want you to know ur not alone.

likeme

i dont know what to do

mix by https://soundcloud.com/justnopoint 

lyrics
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ash on the table pills by the sink
mixin up the poison i dont even think

mirror shows cracks my reflection wont stay
hate in my chest i just push it away

numb in my veins let the static take hold
cold in my skin i wont ever grow old

drugs in my lungs all the pain i inhale
Hating myself is a story i tell

eyes roll back when the needle slides in
every highs hell but ill call it a win

scars on my arms spell a song i cant sing
empty inside i cant feel anything.

engraving sorrow in my skin til i drift away into eternal sleep.

Oh 12 months of you 5x

Its to the point where im so numb
And its to the point when I play with my thumbs
Get out my head its to the point where I wanna be dead
Get out my head its to the point where im better off dead

Oh 12 months of you x4

12 Months Of You

prod beige 
i didnt know this beat was already used prior to makin this but ill still post it

i would love to just talk,
baby im not tryna fuck you nah nah,
baby i been tryna love on you yah yah,
but you dont let me so its okay
move on to the very next girl
but you'll hit me the very next day
i hate how it work that way
if i do sum its not okay
baby tell me yo secrets 
everything you do i wanna understand the meaning
to you i might be nothing, 
and to me your always fronting
but i could care less cause its not something to address
skin to skin & flesh to flesh, 
you keep actin like the best
green out all up on the couch, 
everything went right then it went south
yeah i meant left but you really gotta pout, 
did me so bad ion wanna hear em out
if you needed me you wouldn't have done me so bad
i don't wanna talk because this shit is a drag
i've been gettin money so im smokin on a pack
sorry baby i've been hella high so i lag
damn, shouldn't have ignored the red flags
damn, always shoulda looked at the past
damn, told me that she love me but its cap
damn, obsessed over women and the rap
maybe its my fault because i didnt look deeper
obsessed with the clout lil baby yea she a dreamer
hype, dont stop what you ever gon do 
but dont try to act like i ever rushed you
bad lil bitch got a damn attitude 
ion wanna talk cause im so mad at you
dont stop cryin but you gotta stop trippin
focus on the work and dont focus on women
scheming to take me down you was just playin round :*(

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