love, joshua w/ vedh

this song means a lot to me,  so hope yall enjoy<3
also last release for a while since ill be super busy
love yall<3

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty

lyrics:
i didnt care, you were showing off,
yea no wonder we never blasted off,
you went with him with no care in the world,
but didnt look back to see what had unfurled,
dont look at me with those eyes and those curls,
you were my world,
but now i sit back cause i know that its over,
and through it all, yea i kept my composure,
tried so hard just to work it out, yea,
but you didnt want that,
you needed a reason to leave cause i wasnt special to you, and you got that,
but now that you want that,
what others cant give you,
but hey i was on that,
i gave you the world when you would wake up, 
dont say you forgot that,

(vocalize)

i didnt care, you were showing off,
but now it has come back to haunt me,
wish i could sleep with the ceiling off,
instead the memories surround me,
make it so hard to breath,
my sweat is soaking my sleeve,
i wont lose the fight to my conscious,
the next time she ups and leaves,
beat myself up for no reason,
i know im worth something,
but when im misused i just cant see it,
think im worth nothing,
you used to say i was pure gold,
but now where are you that ive been told,
that you didnt care a bit,
so ill find somewhere my heart will fit

no wonder (prod. boyfifty)

goodbye (prod. boyfifty)

Things I Want

I'm Not Over You

Rest if you need to

Rest If You Need To (feat. Jomie)

etern

Why? (feat. Suji)

@akumuh - star (prod. ohmygon x jibaorockin)

white sheets

Lyrics…

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Sorry cause I know that I wasn’t the best 
I’m sick of this can’t get rid of what I feel in my chest
Doesn’t matter if I’m by myself or I’m talking with friends 
I know I wont get that text or maybe see you again

I know it’s tough and you had to leave
But just thinking about us it gets hard to breathe
So I’m going 30 over when I finally think
it’ll never go back to what it used to be

Hitting turbulence 
Beautiful ignorance
Is what I felt when I thought this was permanent 
Attachments a burden
I can’t find the words for it
Thanks for your time cause I swear that I learned from it
That’s what I think
At the very least
I’ll always be here if I’m someone you need 
I promise

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

I Don't Want Something Else (prod. autrioly)

love

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

[soku]
Yeah all in my home and all in my head
Said that she want me
But leave me for dead
In all of my thoughts and all of my dreams
Fuck girl, what you want from me
(Fuck girl, what you want from me)

You, said no you swore that you love
Now nothing I do is enough
Why, oh why, would you do this

Why would you do all this shit just to me
Tell me you love me but what does that mean
Tore out my spine, burned every page
Threw out the book, but it’s all the same
Honestly I’m breaking down in my car
Cause I’m searching for something that I’ll never change
Honestly I’m tearing out at my heart
Cause I’m bleeding from something that I can’t explain

You, said no you swore that you love
Now nothing I do is enough
Why, (oh why), oh why, (oh why), would you do this
You, said no you swore that you love
Now nothing I do is enough
Why,(oh why), oh why, (oh why), would you do this

[kid cole]

[soku]
You, said no you swore that you love
Now nothing I do is enough
Why,(oh why), oh why, (oh why), would you do this
(Do this)
(Hello?)

SWORE THAT U LUV W/ KID COLE (prod. autrioly)

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

I’m caught inside of a trap that I can’t go escape
Cause I swear that I’m outta my head
They got me running around
Yeah I’m running around
Cause they wanting me, wanting me dead
And I’ll try my best till end
Put that shit on my life
Said she my friend but she stab with a knife
(Fuck)
No I’m giving it up
I wearing down while you living it up
I’m taking notes while you out getting fucked
This generation is mentally stuck
This generation is fucking corrupt
Hating the way that they all getting drunk
Hating the way that they all smoking junk
Eventually they gonna end in a dump
Rhyme without reason when I’m in a slump
They killing they lungs for not caring enough

Haze, the color of purple
Stuck in a cycle that goes in a circle
Sit down record then I rinse and repeat
Let out emotions while rapping on beats
Till the next time that I do it again
Again and again and again
I don’t wanna fall, for your trap
I want my life back
Could you spare me that
Woah

I’m caught inside of a trap that I can’t go escape
Cause she doing it all once again
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do
So why’s it so hard getting over you
I’m building my walls yeah my fortitude
I’m living a life full of solitude
I got a pen and a journal, I’m jotting my thoughts
Got all the emotions but I’m still distraught
(Fuck)
I don’t wanna fall, for your trap
I want my life back

TRAP (prod. autrioly)

everybody's cool but me

everybody's cool but me (Kina remix)

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🎤Lyrics:
It’s not fair
Yeah I know 
I just wish I could be there with you 

It’s not fair 
Yeah I know 
I just wish I could be there with you
But I can’t 

I just wanna scream back at the world
I just wanna leave but it makes things worse
I just wanna hate you
But I can’t, no I can’t, no I can’t

I been going through this on my own
Did you even care when I was gone?
I just wanna hate you
But I can’t, no I can’t, no I can’t

Cause we got a lot of love but it don’t make sense cause we argue all the time 
Baby it’s about time that we go
And start over

Yeah we got a lot of love but it don’t make sense, it’s a pain in my chest 
I just wanna see you again 
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