What happens when you get everything you wanted and are too famous to enjoy it?

Lyrics
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Too much fame
Can’t enjoy my stacks of money
Didn’t think this’d be so funny

It’s a shame
People always gunnin’ for me
Thought it would be, so carefree

We've got everything we ever wanted
But now we simply can't enjoy it
We have everything we ever wanted
But now they won't leave us alone

Can you see that all this fame and fortune
Will make you the center of attention
Gotta hop aboard your million dollar jet
Then take a fully restored 1979 Chevette

Friends becoming the worst of all
Ask to borrow some cash (you know something small)
You will become nothing more than just a bank
Filled with all their crap just like a septic tank

Suffer for all
The grinding time that I have wasted
On my craft to become famous

I’m so great
Pride isn’t part of my language
This life creates so much anguish

We've got everything we ever wanted
But now we simply can't enjoy it
We have everything we ever wanted
But now they won't leave us alone

Can you see that all this fame and fortune
Will make you the center of attention
Gotta hop aboard your million dollar jet
Then take a fully restored 1979 Chevette

Too famous to even enjoy it
Armored fences gotta deploy it

People crowding me
I think I need to get a breath
Elevate above you all
With my sweat jet-pack

Have we sold out
Have we made it
I can’t tell
From the top floor
Downside to becoming famous

Can you see that all this fame and fortune
Will make you the center of attention
Gotta hop aboard your million dollar jet
Then take a fully restored 1979 Chevette

Too Famous

We made it
We took the test
We made the grade
We leveled up
We paid our dues
We got the pass
We got the call
We got hooked up
We took the chance
We look the part
We are the best
We got it all
Now we are no longer... mediocre

Can not believe
That we now have it all
Dreams do come true
When you play your cards right

Can not believe
That we now have it all
Dreams do come true
When you play your cards right

No more dumpster diving through the trash on Friday nights
Now it’s all silver platters with a festival of shining bright lights

No more riding in our van on nothing but old spare tires
Now we cruise the streets on gold rims fulfilling all our deepest desires

We made it
We took the test
We made the grade
We leveled up
We paid our dues
We got the pass
We got the call
We got hooked up
We took the chance
We look the part
We are the best
We got it all
Now we are no longer... mediocre

Can not believe
That we now have it all
Dreams do come true
When you play your cards right

Now that we made it
We can do anything
Do whatever we want
Without a consequence

Dark times are all over
Throw away your 7 leaf clover
Wallets so full we sit lopsided
We welcome you, your invited
Bask in the glow of our brightness
Warm yourself in our greatness
We’ve seen in all
Affliction
Bills late to be paid
Eviction
End all the nights
Hungry
Start all the days
Tired
Work all our jobs
Endless
Do it all again
The next day

But then...

We made it
We took the test
We made the grade
We leveled up
We paid our dues
We got the pass
We got the call
We got hooked up
We took the chance
We look the part
We are the best
We got it all
Now we are no longer... mediocre

Can not believe
That we now have it all
Dreams do come true
When you play your cards right

Now that we made it
We can do anything
Do whatever we want
Without a consequence

My Life in a Made Metal Band

We Made It

We pass you on the street and look down
See your face all mad and scrunched up
Bells are ringing in your fat head
As you realize we’re better than you

It’s been proven
We have moved in
The people have spoken
Records were broken

Can’t you see
That there’s no point to disagree
We are here
So give us everything that is dear

We’re just better than you
At just about everything
We’re just better than you
Just sit back and listen
We’re just better than you
We know this might come as shock
Just know that when it’s time to rock
We’ll be right here

Put you in your place
Take your cheap gear and beat it
We need your space
Your just a feeble counterfeit

End it all here
Hang your head low, you are defeated
Bow to your champ
Don’t make us have to repeat it

Time has spoken
You’re heartbroken
Our pocket books bursting
We are deserving of all this fame

Can't you see that we are deserving of all this fame that we have
Rolling around on stacks of money as tall as the highest ceiling

We’re just better than you
At just about everything
We’re just better than you
Just sit back and listen
We’re just better than you
We know this might come as shock
Just know that when it’s time to rock
We’ll be right here

It’s not all lost
You could try to take on the boss
Just know the cost
In the end you’re squished like apple sauce

If you think you can even make a dent
Try your best
We’ll prepare the crowd for a quick event

We’re just better than you
At just about everything
We’re just better than you
Just sit back and listen
We’re just better than you
We know this might come as shock
Just know that when it’s time to rock
We’ll be right here

We are so much better than you
So much better than you
We are so much better
Better than you
So much better than you

Better Than You

I am so lonely
Stand my balcony
No one understands me
As I overlook the sea
Dry my tears with my all money
I’m lonely

Lonely at the top
Just want it to stop

No one told me that getting everything
Would leave me so empty
Solid gold statues peer into my soul
Everyone tells me that fame and fortune should be my goal

The empty pit in my mind
This hollow tomb has made my eyes so blind
Cash comes out of every maw
Go to my chambers and withdraw

Ending every moment the same
By myself I’m getting tired of this game
People only want to get to know me
So I can give them everything for free

I am so lonely
It’s not like I’m unapproachable
I just feel invisible
You only need to kiss the ring on my toe
And put on an entertaining floor show

I’m not vain I’m just really choosy
You would be too in a gold jacuzzi
I’m actually quite very nice and super humble
Charitable, beautiful and good natured is where I struggle

The empty pit in my mind
This hollow tomb has made my eyes so blind
Cash comes out of every maw
Go to my chambers and withdraw

The pain of this isolation
Leads me to intense frustration

The last friend date I went on had them laughing at everything I said
Even though it wasn’t funny
I just want a genuine friend, someone I can tell my innermost secrets to
Like I’m just really awesome

The empty pit in my mind
This hollow tomb has made my eyes so blind
Cash comes out of every maw
Go to my chambers and withdraw

This must be what it’s like at the top
The flame rages in my million dollar fireplace
I guess there is no normal person who I can relate to
I’ve got all this fame and money so I guess I’ll make do

I’m lonely
I’m so lonely
I’m lonely
I’m so lonely
I’m lonely
I’m so lonely

Lonely

Sorry

Leave it there, leave it there, 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 
If you trust and never doubt, He will surely bring you out. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

If the world from you withhold of its silver and its gold, 
And you have to get along with meager fare, 
Just remember, in His Word, how He feeds the little bird; 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

Leave it there, leave it there, 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 
If you trust and never doubt, He will surely bring you out. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

If your body suffers pain and your health you can’t regain, 
And your soul is almost sinking in despair, 
Jesus knows the pain you feel, He can save and He can heal; 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

Leave it there, leave it there, 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 
If you trust and never doubt, He will surely bring you out. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

When your enemies assail and your heart begins to fail, 
Don’t forget that God in Heaven answers prayer; 
He will make a way for you and will lead you safely through. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

Leave it there, leave it there, 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 
If you trust and never doubt, He will surely bring you out. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

When your youthful days are gone and old age is stealing on, 
And your body bends beneath the weight of care; 
He will never leave you then, He’ll go with you to the end. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 

Leave it there, leave it there, 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there. 
If you trust and never doubt, He will surely bring you out. 
Take your burden to the Lord and leave it there.

Leave It There

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, 
That saved a wretch like me 
I once was lost but now am found, 
Was blind, but now, I see 

T'was Grace that taught 
my heart to fear 
And Grace, my fears relieved 
How precious did that Grace appear 
the hour I first believed 

Through many dangers, toils and snares 
we have already come 
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far 
and Grace will lead us home 

The Lord has promised good to me 
His word my hope secures 
He will my shield and portion be 
as long as life endures 

When we've been here ten thousand years 
bright shining as the sun 
We've no less days to sing God's praise 
then when we've first begun 

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, 
That saved a wretch like me 
I once was lost but now am found, 
Was blind, but now, I see

Amazing Grace

In Christ alone my hope is found 
He is my light, my strength, my song 
This Cornerstone, this solid ground 
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm 
What heights of love, what depths of peace 
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease 
My Comforter, my All in All 
Here in the love of Christ I stand 

In Christ alone, who took on flesh 
Fullness of God in helpless babe 
This gift of love and righteousness 
Scorned by the ones He came to save 
'Til on that cross as Jesus died 
The wrath of God was satisfied 
For every sin on Him was laid 
Here in the death of Christ I live, I live 

There in the ground His body lay 
Light of the world by darkness slain 
Then bursting forth in glorious Day 
Up from the grave He rose again 
And as He stands in victory 
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me 
For I am His and He is mine 
Bought with the precious blood of Christ 

No guilt in life, no fear in death 
This is the power of Christ in me 
From life's first cry to final breath 
Jesus commands my destiny 
No power of hell, no scheme of man 
Can ever pluck me from His hand 
Till He returns or calls me home 
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand 

I will stand 
I will stand, all other ground is sinking sand 
All other ground, all other ground 
Is sinking sand, is sinking sand 
So I'll stand

In Christ Alone

REVERENTIA is a worship album that takes a different approach to most albums in the view by adding rich, deep guitar drones and doom metal undertones to envelope the listener in the warmth of worship with God.

Communion: The Cup

Communion: The Bread

We must not cling to a symbol
Our hope can not rest in steel or wood
We cling to the One who made us
Having faith, trusting in His truth and mercy

We don't need these "Christian" symbols
To help us worship and pray 
We just look inside to see 
What is truly there upon the throne of our hearts 

Our crosses and our jewelry 
With our Christian flags 
They're only reminders of who we 
Truly praise and worship in His glory up on high 

We look at where our hope lies 
It's not with something in our hands 
Or something that we place around our necks 
We don't show our faith through trinkets 

We focus on You
We live for You

We must not cling to a symbol
Our hope can not rest in steel or wood
We cling to the One who made us
Having faith, trusting in his truth and mercy

We focus on You
We live for You

We must not cling to a symbol
Our hope can not rest in steel or wood
We cling to the One who made us
Having faith, trusting in his truth and mercy

Mere Symbols

The cancer of this world 
Transgresses against the one true God 
The eyes are growing dim 
As we watch our own hearts sin 
But the true fountain of life is found 
In Your grace and Your abounding love Lord 
You shared Your love with us

You make the crooked path straight 
Your Son sent to bare our burdens
We lift up Your Holy name Lord 
You make these torn, dry, bones new 

The weight of this cruel world breaks our spines in two 
with a mighty crack
We cry and beg for You great Lord to just
please take it all back 

You make the crooked path straight 
Your Son sent to bare our burdens
We lift up your Holy name Lord 
You make these torn, dry, bones new 

The chaos of this world 
Blasphemies against the one true God 
The souls are wearing thin
As we feel our own minds bend 
But the true love of eternity
Is In Your word forever clear 
Through Your great love we will follow You
Because You shared Your light with us 

You make the crooked path straight 
Your Son sent to bare our burdens
We lift up your Holy name Lord 
You make these torn, dry, bones new

Weight Of The World

This is a EP that is part of a split from Christian Metal Underground Records.

Growing old
Still afraid
Yet, I fall
Waste away
Choking back
The bitter pill
To haste the day
You see me lying here
Won't do anything at all to get my fill
Can't seem to move my limbs
My eyes just seem to dim
Fixed upon a gazing prize
Can't do
Won't do
Anything
At all

Sloth

This is a story of a man named Kefla Selaro living during the time of the Black Plague. His tale of loss and rejuvenation of purpose and ultimately death, but not without living a life of charity and help. 

This album is a collection of previous EPs (Black, Death, Doom & Grind), rerecorded, rewritten, remixed and remastered with 3 new additional "Intermission" tracks linking the genres together (Black Metal to Death Metal, Death Metal to Doom Metal and Doom Metal to Grindcore).

The Great Mortality

Deathbed

Just turn on the screen 

Melt to your seat 
Let your hand wander 
Checking the door 
Give me your lust 
Leave me alone 
Don't move your gaze 
Click of the heart 
Eyes back and forth 
Scanning the next thrill 
Making you shutter 
Brain erased 
Can't hold on 
Anymore 
To what’s normal 

Who am I 
Who are you 
What am I 
What are you 

Why do I look to you 
What have you ever done for me 
You make me feel so incomplete 

I hate you, I will destroy you 
You are dead to me 

Come on 
Look at me 
Work it up 
Play me a song 
I can make you feel good 
I can make you tingle 
Just look at my eyes 
Lose yourself in my glare 

No one's around 
You can choke me 
You can rape me 
You can do what you would want to me 
Touch me 
Love me 
Hate me 

Come now 
Why wait 
Just recline yourself 
I would never lie to you 
Why would I deceive 
With something that feels so good 
I am here for you 
I'll make anxiety cease 
I'll help you sleep 
I'll give you what you want 
You can't deny 
What's inside of you 

Search and enter 
Type and click 
I've got so many categories 
Something for everyone 
Direct your lust here 

No, This is all hollow 
You’re just a fake 
You have no warmth 
All you do is take 
You are not close 
You can't compare 
To the love set out by my Father 

Screen Attack

For We Are Not Beasts [EP]

Screen Attack

In a world of endless sparks and whirs 
I see the head of it’s entrance 

In this world the pleasures never cease 
I feel the warmth around me 

It's legs neatly folded 
It's arms cleanly tucked 
It's eyes ever opened 
It's mind never shut 
It's fingers at constant reach 
It's chest always out 
It's lips eager to teach 
It's sex never in doubt

The World...

Can you find my spot 
Can you make me smile 
Can you rip apart my flesh with your acrid bile 

The ever changing part of me 
This ever changing pit 
Can it truly set me free 
Or am I just stuck with it 

You scar me with an invisible mark 
I’m nothing but a slave to you 
I’ve been here before, I’ve seen this arc 
Yearning for something more to be true 

I was made for more than this 
For more than just this shallow bliss 
I pray, please God, help me overcome 
This putrid, aching, vile, scum 

This dark man made machine 
With it’s ceaseless gaping hole 
Feeding me endless dopamine 
Does nothing but poison my very soul 

The feeling of pain from crashing down 
Looking around gropping the air 
Can’t keep together this cracked, warped crown 
Trying to mutter a broken Lord’s Prayer 

Nothing’s working 
Why must you make me feel so small 
Nothing’s right 
How’d you attack what was so tall 

The naked soul 
Quivering 
The empty mind 
Hollowing 
The hateful heart 
Seething 
The broken bulge 
Withering 

In this world of pleasures and lies 
I know the way that I need to go, His truth 
It’s heart always gazing 
It’s life never much 
It’s often misleading 
It’s design, a soft touch 

I was made for more than this 
For more than just this shallow bliss 
I pray, please God, help me overcome 
This putrid, aching, vile, scum

...and the Addiction Machine

You can see through me 
You’re always with me 
You just flow right through me 

When you look at me 
Hiding beneath my skin 
Wrecking me within 
Is it beauty, normal, delusion, moral? 

I’m so confined I have to get out of the here 
I need to have some space on my own again 
Her company is wonderful and I love her 
But I need a chance to be myself again 

Christ centered marriage 
Means Christ, you, then me 
This is the model of true love for eternity 
Two hearts learn to live as one 
Praise to God for my love 
Joyfulness within 
This is righteous, pure, blissful, secure 

I’m suffering from irritation 
He isn’t here when I want him to be 
I deserve his complete undivided eye 
So tell me why is he somewhere else 
When I’m home by myself 

You make me see 
The one I need to be 

Married life is so amazing 
My spouse is so charming and beautiful 
Everyday is just paradise with them 
Every moment could to be like this 

I will always be in love with you 
You will always be with me 
I will let you down in so many ways 
But my love isn’t far away 

Let me stay true to you forever [may God bless us] 
I know this promise is hard to keep [we are only human] 
I always choose you [I treasure you] 

Now two flesh become one

Two Flesh (Become One)

Best Show is a single off the upcoming album, My Life In A Mediocre Metal Band.

Coming soon Summer 2020.

Watch the lyric video here: youtu.be/HGUgHaTZLwM

Best show
I can’t believe we’re all here at our best show
Making all your dreams come true at our best show
You could win one million dollars at our best show
People bring their kids to be blessed at our best show
The audience was all high fiving at our best show
The music made the flowers bloom at our best show
Cowabunga pizza party at our best show

Up Up Down Down Left Right Left Right B A Start
That is the code for the best show in the world
Up Up Down Down Left Right Left Right B A Start
That is the code for the best show in the world

Put your left hand
Up in the air
Now do your right
Clap along with this rad beat with all of your might
Then you will see
You’ve created the very best show with just you and me

Yeah, I don’t know about you, but I think we’re ready to get back to our
Best show
Teachers bring their kids on field trips to our best show
You can have ice cream for breakfast at our best show
Your dad comes home from getting smokes at our best show
Promises never break at our best show
Lovers never quarrel at our best show
All your student loans are paid at our best show
Coke and Pepsi pale to RC at our best show
No one harshes your mellow at our best show

Dude that hat is sick
Come on everybody, let’s see some movement
Heh, hahaha, you know it is

But, wait
Can this really be
The best show it can be
Doubt sets in deeply
Palms begin to sweat
Butterflies fight in my belly
Yeah, it’s pretty much a knockout

No, everybody in the crowd
Seems to be having the best time of their lives
Must
Not
Forget
Why this is the best show ever in the world (in the world)

Now you will see
What you can be
If you just follow these steps and mimic me
Jumping in place
Getting exercise
We will all be so super ripped together

Oh yeah, what was this, yeah it was our
Best Show
The bassist actually matters at our best show
Shades inside are always cool at our best show
Everyone was hearing color at our best show
Your Tomagotchi still lives on at our best show
Lisa Frank is still so rad at our best show
We’re always 4K Hi-Res at our best show
We all do the robo boogie at our best show
Contra’s always easy at our best show
Our pants stay dry at horror movies at our best show
We all read Nintendo Power at our best show
Everyone can stay up late at our best show
You can help us write the song at our best show

My Life In A Mediocre Metal Band

Best Show

Are We There Yet? is a single off the upcoming album, My Life In A Mediocre Metal Band.

Coming soon Summer 2020.

Watch the lyric video here: youtu.be/ro9sWMAn56A

Are we there yet
Cause my butt is starting to fall asleep
Are we there yet
This van is a loud broken down junk heap
Are we there yet
Somebody really needs to take a shower
Are we there yet
This cramped can is starting to smell really sour

That's just the metal band life on the road
Travel from one place to another zip code
Going from one gig to another show
Just to become a metal commando

Are we there yet
Cause my butt is starting to fall asleep
Are we there yet
This van is a loud broken down junk heap
Are we there yet
Somebody really needs to take a shower
Are we there yet
This cramped can is starting to smell really sour

Rolling down the road with nothing in our guts
Would give anything for some sweet donuts
We guess it’s more fasting for our trim figures
Stomach just gurgles like we are all killers

Are we there yet
Cause my butt is starting to fall asleep
Are we there yet
This van is a loud broken down junk heap
Are we there yet
Somebody really needs to take a shower
Are we there yet
This cramped can is starting to smell really sour

We made enough to rent a motel room
Morning arrives, we all wake up and put on our perfume
Who’s got the keys, we need to get a move on
The horror sets in as we stair inside of the van

Panic sets in
What are we gonna do now

Guess we need
To find some way to break on in now

Are we there yet
Cause my butt is starting to fall asleep
Are we there yet
This van is a loud broken down junk heap
Are we there yet
Somebody really needs to take a shower
Are we there yet
This cramped can is starting to smell really sour

Drool drips down the face of that one band member
Snoring so loud is it sounds like the chainsaw from that one December
All you can do is crank up your headphones
Blast into your skull your ambient song drones

After drifting off you feel the need to pee
Shouldn’t have had that really big cup of calming hot tea
The van comes to a stop on the side of the highway
You rush out, relieve yourself and do a wondrous pee ballet

Back on road
Almost there
I can see the lights
Our name on the marquee
People lined up at the door

We wouldn’t trade it for anything in this world
You are the reason we all do it

We are here now
Load in the gear from outta the back
We are here now
Time to stretch, warm up our fingers and toes
We are here now
Hopefully none of us have heart attacks
We are here now
Now we’re on stage we’ll see how it goes

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