so i am drunk and you are sleeping on your bed you are so far away from me and even though i feel you close i wish i could kiss your mind and tell you to have sweat dreams i wish i could lay down with you and touch your fears i wish i could swallow you whole and feel you deep inside of me and feel my fingers deep inside of you i wish i could be your breath just to know when you are upset and sad and happy too i am tired of being worthless i am so sick of being here and i am dying because i can't change anything /ijustcan't/ i guess i am alone i wish i could be your ghost i guess i want to know if you'll let my bad parts turn you on i think i can't live without you anymore i think i don't want to fall in love but it's hard to not smile when i hear you saying "hi" i guess i'll stay quiet now and try to sleep too but i can't stop thinking about you

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