i just realized ty is on this wtf that is so cool

idek what this man is saying but it goes hard

fuck it im making this public i made this in 30 min

god im sad and pissed off and i feel like such a waste of space for not doing the open for https://soundcloud.com/okstarkie even though i tried for 8 hours straight

lyrics:
[prechorus]
 god im pissed off
tryna make it right
i cant really ever help it 
i cant get her off my mind (who lol what am i talking about )
its the hardest at the night time
eyeing up the razorblade
i got these thoughts up in my mind
that i cannot get away

[hook]
i put 20 on my soul
screaming out im getting old
i swear to god they do not like me
they just liking what i've shown

why the fuck im always wasting all my time
i got places i should go
i got methods i should try

but im stuck up in my ways
so ill vent inside this throwaway
i just wanna cry
but i cannot find the time
(cough)
cannot find the time
swear to god im never right
i just wanna go to sleep
swear to god i just wanna die

[verse]
i cant even keep the will enough that i can scream
baby i just wanna overdose and i just wanna sleep
tell me why im always so upset and why i feel these things
i just want to sit inside my room and cry at my tv
(yeahhh)
lately ive been feeling like im r4msey 
cus anxiety's my only friend 
i popped another ady
now im reeling off the chems

wishing it would end
lying on my bed
i feel horrible for ghosting hunter (and my friends)

[bridge]
yeah
im a worthless piece of shit
i pop another ady i dont ever wanna sleep
cus when i sleep i see the faces of the people that i hurt inside my dreams 
fuck
my
life
(crash!)

[prechorus]
 god im pissed off
tryna make it right
i cant really ever help it 
i cant get her off my mind (who lol what am i talking about )
its the hardest at the night time
eyeing up the razorblade
i got these thoughts up in my mind
that i cannot get away

[hook]
i put 20 on my soul
screaming out im getting old
i swear to god they do not like me
they just liking what i've shown

why the fuck im always wasting all my time
i got places i should go
i got methods i should try

but im stuck up in my ways
so ill vent inside this throwaway
i just wanna cry
but i cannot find the time
(cough)
cannot find the time
swear to god im never right
i just wanna go to sleep
swear to god i just wanna die

[bridge but outro]
lately ive been feeling like im r4msey 
cus anxiety's my only friend 
i popped another ady
now im reeling off the chems

wishing it would end
lying on my bed
i feel horrible for ghosting hunter (and my friends)

vent (ninewaters)

i sped this up ya

(prodbyIOF) and self prod for the other part thing stuff

spotify

bleeding

9.4.2021
im about as see through as plastic on a good day

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/tixwmmy
prod https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters

Lyrics:

[Intro]
i tried to write a song
tried to do the right thing tried to be the one that eveyrone wants

[Hook]
call me when you need me
only love me when your down 
when ur up i guess im nothing to you

every single waking second wanna kill myself
but i guess that im worthless to you

everytime that im feeling in the worst way
she dont wanna talk say
"right now im busy okay"

but when it rolls around to the next day
then she wanna cry away
i think that im going insane

[Verse]
if im being honest i think that i wanna die
i dont really have a single thing live for 
if im being honest then today i grabbed a knife
drew a line felt the best i ever have glad i sinned for 

sinned for the pain
swear agony it makes my day
watch the blood drip down on my hilt

i have lust for adrenaline
i dont wanna breathe
so ill pierce my lungs
snort an ady so ill get the job done

[Bridge]
call my line ask if im all right
got a blade in my thigh
and im thinking suicide
i dont wanna make you cry
so i guess i have to lie
gotta live another day
just to give you peace of mind

swear that every other day i have a crisis
"i dont let it on" so i put it in my songs then
why am i the one they always come to
"tix i wanna die"
ill pretend im not the same
ill just lie and im say im fine

[Hook]

Fin

agony (ninewaters)

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

18.5.2021

prod https://soundcloud.com/silokilledthis
w/ https://soundcloud.com/atn2k https://soundcloud.com/1polarity https://soundcloud.com/truesnoozer https://soundcloud.com/bugs https://soundcloud.com/okstarkie https://soundcloud.com/tycheung

Lyrics: 

[Hook]
I've been in a bad mood, tryna get it right
Shawty hit me tryna link, sorry you are not my type
When these people hit my phone, I can't find the words to say
Maybe if I close my eyes they'll all leave and go away

I don't really wanna do it but I do it anyways
Told her I've been on my grind even if I have a bad day

Gotta put the pen to the paper
Mask where the mouth is
Running round town, I wake up in different houses

[My Verse]
Every single day is just another day to blow up
Haters gonna hate they just wish that they were one of us
"I've been doing great I've been tryna get my funds up"
Money isn't everything you gotta learn to have fun

Let loose
Sippin' on this grey goose
Every now and then I still think about you

And I pray you're doing better
Thankful for the kindness
If you ever need me then you got me put the time in

[Atone]
I put the time in
Yeah, I would do it all for you

Like where the time went
Cus I had so much fun with you

Hope it's not one way, I hope you're having fun with me
And when we're seperate, I don't know what to do

Cus when I get a text, want it to be from you
And every time we talk, I feel my face go blue
Sing like a melody, hope you'll remember me
Cus for as long as I live I'll remember you

[Polarity]
You don't remember me anymore
And I guess knowing me was a chore to you
And now you're falling straight to the floor
Begging me to make life not a bore for you

But I can't do that
I don't know you
Thought I used to
But it's not true

Every single thing I ever did was always for you
And everything you did before was what made me adore you
But lately I just wish my life would go back to before you
Can't say sorry

[Ruins]
How you really gonna leave me like this?
Say that you love me, you don't even know what that means
You know what, forget it
I'm not even gonna question it
Just carry on doing me and I'll forget it

L-Left it, hate the way you spent it
S-Said it, you never left me credit
How do you still think that it's my fault?
I never wanted this at all

Bugs!!! https://soundcloud.com/bugs

[OKSTARKIE]
Sittin' here getting power from the plugin
She pulled it from my heart and then my heart turned into nothing ayy
Now you know, to never trust a hoe, so skrrt up on a bitch and get the fuck up out the door ayy

Get a flip, yuh
G-G-Get a grip
Shawty ass fat and she talking mad shit, yuh
F-Fuck this
I never win
There never been a time where I only felt bliss yuh

[Ty]
I don't wanna waste my time
I need to learn what to do
I'm still tryna find the words to get it through to you

[Hook]

Fin

fun w/ atone, polarity, ruins, bugs, OKSTARKIE & ty (silo)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

featuring @llostvision & @xona (check them out)
produced by me & @xandror2
expect more music from me from now on :)

lyrics
seph 
treat me like a butterfly
i can't make amends while i'm falling down
you got me fucking switching sides
i thought that we were friends
it goes all around

this shit been going on 
i don't think that i can take it
leave me in the dark 
got me feeling so sedated
tearing me apart
you don't think bout what you saying
stab me in the heart
swear my body been decaying

ellvee 
i can feel the bugs crawling under my skin 
i’m lost in the void I don’t know where I’ve been 
no point in fighting back you already win 
god there’s something evil the way that she grins

i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 
i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 


xona
you decide what i'll do, i shot a text and i didn't answer too
(don't)
you don't need the help and my truth
i can't even stick to one of my attributes
i sit aside with just me, issues are involved with you it seems
never tend to end and I want it to be
burning through the pages that i write and read, it's on me

treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides
treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides

butterfly w/ ellvee & xona (seph & xandror2)

prod me
master @redhxrse

you told me every little thing
you never wanted it to change
you just want your control of me
dont like when you tell me those things (those things)

ive been
around the block and no one likes you
its hard to talk when no one wants to hear
just speak your mind dont let it stop you
youre worth so much more then what they choose to hear

around the block and no one likes you
its hard to talk when no one wants to hear
just speak your mind dont let it stop you
youre worth so much more then what they choose to hear

they say to look down
cause when i dont feel right
they love to put down
and i dont feel alright
they say youve got a million people that are on your side
but i cant feel them i cant see them with my own 2 eyes
maybe i love frowns
youll always see one on my face
i got no love now
when im smokin ivory i write all my woes down
i can never sleep now
no i didnt sleep last night
i just laid back on my pillow hoping im alright
everybody got a story i just told you mine

ivory

Carry On + pdktp (drma)

@trenchbabyeli

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https://soundcloud.com/clearv1s
https://soundcloud.com/mutkidjosh
prod by https://soundcloud.com/theozimmusic

lyrics!!

im not doin ok
thot u should kno dat!
ive been patiently waiting 
4 u to call back
pain is all i feel
i got no fall back
ok im fuckin leaving now
u cannot crawl back

call me on my ce-e-e-e-ell
imma do it by myse-e-e-e-ellf 

burberry on my jeans (belt lol)
aint no fallin down
imma smoke sum fuggin weed 
aint no come down
goonboyz juss walked in 
make heads turn around >:)
i-i-i aint gunna listen 2 u 
cuz u a fuggin clown

leather jeans 
backseats
glocc 9s 
green beams (pew)

all da shit u need 2 be
all da shit u dreamed to be :D

fun w/ atone, polarity, ruins, bugs, OKSTARKIE & ty (silo)

Tixwmmy

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