prod. blvnkface 
LAST PART DONE BY @moodyriley

lyrics (me)
one last word 
its breaking 
my damn heart
Invading
why do you
fking love me still 
just tell me
what's the fking deal

rileys :
dont you tell me that it worked out
dont you tell me that you learned now
dont you tell me that its fucked up
cause i already know that
you keep fucking and fucking it up
i keep trying its never enough
im trying, im stuck in the mud
youll cry and say “i love you the most”
was it just to much to ask
to get you out my head
and i remember when you told me you wished i was dead

i burned everything you gave me
you could never face me, 
funny how you tried to play me
i fucking heard it on the daily 
you got a gun to my head, i know your trigger fingers aching and you wishing me dead
i wanna act like it aint happen but its stuck in my head
i wanna act like i aint care but your still in my bed
its so fucked up how its all in a mess
its so fucked up how you think im better dead, oh

im so lost, without this
its messed up, i hate it
theres too much lust right now, my heads been in the clouds

LASTWORD ft. moodyriley prod. blvnkface

paris (the 1975 cover)

prod.drmabeats

(verse one)
wonder if u really know what you did to me,
u were my everything but now thats history,
And i dont really even pitty you,
Gave you my time when i should have got rid of you,
To be honest i didn't even wanna fall in love,
And you keep making excuses girl you should shut the fuck up,
I like to be the bad guy this time,
and i'd like to see you break down and cry,

(chorus)
I loved you more then life,
dont deserve me yeah you're right,
My feelings made me blind,
think about it every night,
And i dont fall for just anybody,
Really thought that you'd stay and you really loved me,

(bridge)
Its the ones that say i love you first that will leave you behind,
And the part that really hurts the most is you're still in my mind

(verse)
"And i remember thinking"
I no longer want to wait for love to find me,
"and this is what you did"
Came along and broke my heart oh girl thats perfect timing,
Waiting here just staring at the ceiling,
Got a cavern in my chest is how im feeling,
Yeah ive been so stressed brains pealin,
And i hope my mess is healin,

(chorus)
I loved you more then life,
dont deserve me yeah you're right,
My feelings made me blind,
think about it every night,
And i dont fall for just anybody,
Really thought that you'd stay and you really loved me,

Bad Guy (drma)

Prod. by me :)

Lyrics:
(TjsGhost)
Two trains are about to collide now
With you and me there's nothin' to cry about
Why do people give up tryna ride around
These circles in life, yeah they'll find out

Yeah they'll find out
How to live life the right way
Their is no one who feels the same
As us in the moments we take
Listening while they rate


(WhosLeroy)
I am imperfect but I don't deserve this
The way you don't love me
Our bridge, I done burnt it but
I see them working through problems and burdens
And I get reminded how we didn't work at all

You'd say I'm toxic baby, but
You never gave a fuck at all.
Cut my heart, gave you half my soul.
Now I can't bring myself to fall.

(TjsGhost)
Tag a person while closin' the curtains

(WhosLeroy)
Blind to me, cant see I am hurting

(TjsGhost)
In my eyes you'll see I'll never lie

(WhosLeroy)
Cross my heart, I swear I wanna die.

(TjsGhost)
So why cant you see that you're killing my soul

(WhosLeroy)
Iced my emotions, don't feel them at all

(TjsGhost)
One doesn't just have a knife that they stole

(WhosLeroy)
you're just a memory, I cant let go

(tjsGhost)
Two trains are about to collide now
With you and me there's nothin' to cry about
Why do people give up tryna ride around
These circles in life, yeah they'll find out

Yeah they'll find out
How to live life the right way
Their is no one who feels the same
As us in the moments we take
Listening while they rate

(WhosLeroy)
You'd say I'm toxic baby, but
You never gave a fuck at all.
Cut my heart, gave you half my soul.
Now I can't bring myself to fall.

collide w/WhosLeroy

prod. + written by thms.
---------------------------------
If I decide my fate
Then where do I go from here
(Cause I don't know)

The things you wouldn't believe
I've seen them they're all right here

You hide your tail 
And turn to leave 
Like you always do

Trust me I don't know what you're thinking 
so read between these lines yeah im not faking

and you'll find what I mean
Yeah you'll find you're in between
And I just wanna be here for you

Step in my shoes
Feel how I feel and tell me
What to do and choose

You simply know best
That's what you tell the rest
Now we're fucking like it never really mattered in the end

If I decide my fate
(The fuck should I choose to please you?)

Then where do I go from here
(Cause I don't know)

The things you wouldn't believe
I've seen them they're all right here
(I've seen them, I dont know how you're right here!~)

You hide your tail 
And turn to leave 
Like you always do

pastels

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern
@1anesthesia
soundcloud exclusive

hit the killswitch.

lyrics:
(dth)
ride around the city
with a bad bitch
bands stacked to the sky
but i'll never switch
the world is pretty shitty
hit the killswitch
pussy actin tough
better save it

ride around the city
with a bad bitch
if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it
sick of all these bitches
kinda average
yeah if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it

i'm in my bag
with all my friends
yeah we takin over
all that we had
take it all back
then i was never sober

(1fern)
i was never sober then you know i dont fuck with that
you wanna act like a goofy? well good luck with that
icy on my wrist & on my feet i'm slipping
i got so much money, when she sees she's dripping
got the wok & I'm sipping
got a glock on my hip & 
i'm fucked so I found out
i'm stuck in the mud now
i put holes in my opps
see the blood in the snow
turning corners from cops
keep my hood up head low

(anesthesia)
you're the pit in my stomach
i don't like to think about
i fiend for your touch
n i'm trying to wait it out
i'm just like you
you just like me
i love you and you despise me

hi tech from the cvs
necklace drippin vvs
walk in saks n blow a check
u at ross u dress for less
i'm off 5 grams of kratom baby
ask me if i give a fuck
i ran outta wifi
u know i had to hit the plug

(dth)
ride around the city
with a bad bitch
bands stacked to the sky
but i'll never switch
the world is pretty shitty
hit the killswitch
pussy actin tough
better save it

ride around the city
with a bad bitch
if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it
sick of all these bitches
kinda average
yeah if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it

save it w/ 1fern and anesthesia (kyoa + warheart)

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

----------------------------------------

sonder

@55depths

a new era rising...

from the second album:
"and at last..."
on all platforms.
video: https://youtu.be/J3arqq90Lps
prod. me

lyrics:
well i've lost my way 1000 times before
i woke up fully clothed still on the floor
you've taken everything and even more
and living life has become such a chore
a bore to me now

so face it things aren't like the way they were
thinking back to it things were all such a blur
i'll face these demons one by one by one
and live forever under my own sun
be one with the cold

let it die (let it bleed)
overnight (all from me)
see the love gone from your eyes
out of touch
out of line
out of your fucking mind

well i've lost my way 1000 times before
and never ended up like this before
oh, you've taken everything there is to take
but i keep coming back
it's my mistake to make
oh, to make

so face it things aren't like the way they were
thinking back to it things were all such a blur
i'll face these demons one by one by one
and live forever under my own sun
be one with the cold

and at last...

1000 times before

spotify

ft. @itshydn

[lyrics]

i dont really know who i am anymore
lifting the weight of the world
has left me so sore
and i wish i could apologize
for the things i've said
i left u on read again and i
wish i was separate from the person i was
cause when things get hard
i just bottle it up
i dont want to be the one to cause issues
but damn near every problem
has stemmed straight from u
and i thought that it was over
the hardest part was bein
my whole life sober
cus now that i dont
have u in my arms
there's an empty whole
taken up my heart

no, i dont wanna do this
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME LOSE IT
SUICIDAL LOSIN
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S CHOSIN
I FELT SO CONTROLLING
NOW IM BACK TO SCROLLING
SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE CRYING
WISHIN I WAS DYING

but i've already lost it
dig 6 feet deep to spit on my coffin
like werent u watching
said u'd be there
now look what it costed
then u rip me apart
and then u tear me to shreds
--
dont have to run back
no u livin inside my head
-
watchin all the tapes in my shed
but the tvs connect
and my world's consumed by black
hearin cold things u said
-
yeah i'm thinkin i might throw up
goin back yeah u know her
-
yeah, it's all a waste
all the problems u create
all the nights that i over stayed
on the next --
on the next over stay
all this, right now i'm okay
that's what u do to me
things that u do to me
things that u do to me

lose it (ft. itshydn) (wayziss)

performed by: @decayinganyways @iissaa-hi @777evil @ily_turo @nokerbforever @soliooooo
produced by: fantom
https://open.spotify.com/track/1on5vNyrc3oZz6rqcn95BJ?si=2ce8894f71e64fe6
lyrics:
(Decay&iissaa)
800 miles per hour but we’re barley at the start line 
Cause i've been in the sky, feel alive on the airline
And damn we got a feeling that we gonna hit it big time 
And you can say what u want about mine
And we know in film roll , we will have an archive of good times 
And tell me what you want but i'm doing fine
I'm wishing you well, but if you couldn't tell

(Lxve Turo)
You can be, anything that you wanna be and its okay.
and try to be, somebody better but it wont last forever but if you're clever

(Decay & Miku)
We will never die young, going supersonic till it’s all done 
Hitting outer space a supernova
Oh no one ever wants to be a no one 
No one

and i don’t wanna waste my time today 
i don’t ever wanna throw my heart away i just wanna be someone today

(Lxve Turo)
I'm tryna be the very best me 
they say I'm out my mind 
I'm tryna be the real me 
and now were running outta time 
I'm tryna fix thing 
but I don't know if I can do it 
forever but I'm tryna be better 
than me

(Nokerb)
Feeling fu*ked up, i don't want you anymore
Saw you walk right out that door
And i could just swear u've sworen
Feels like i've been waiting for this all my life long
Told you now it's time to score
Blue lock, we make the board

(Solio)
I tried so hard to humble myself but every other night we grow in the distance, I had to manifest the world for myself

(Decay & Miku)
We will never die young, going supersonic till it’s all done 
Hitting outer space a supernova
Oh no one ever wants to be a no one 
No one

and i don’t wanna waste my time today 
i don’t ever wanna throw my heart away i just wanna be someone today..

STARTLINE

STARTLINE - DECAYINGANYWAYS, IISSAA, LXVE TURO, EVILMIKU, NOKERB, SOLIO

Combining an old text (c) 1998 CLH
with an old MIDI playground (c) 2019 CLH
https://soundcloud.com/clhmusic/tina

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