A meditative experience through the jewel of the Lotus flower: Thich Nhat Hahn's

Thich Nhat Hanh

A song I've been working on for over 5 years when I was going through a divorce and this song was my closure. The ghost represents my idea of who I thought my ex-wife was and that I needed to say goodbye to that "idea" as if it were a "ghost". The "road" was the journey within my mind that kept arriving to the idea of her.

Lyrics:
When I,

looked down that road

I saw a ghost

Reminded me of you.

When I,

Looked down that road

I saw your ghost

of what used to be you. .


Ghost, go away. Never to return. Ghost, I got nothing left to say, so go away...


And I

Remembered that road

With that ghost

It was never you.

And I

realized

that the ghost

was just my idea of you.


Ghost, go away. Never to return. Ghost, I got nothing left to say, so go away...
credits
released June 25, 2020 

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Undecided

Ghost(That Road)

Then Goodbye(trying something different)

Lyrics

Here I am. Trying to collect my thoughts.
Here I go. Once again, Bleeding in the Dark. 

Feeding, nothing but the pain.
Feeling nothing but the rain.
Seeing nothing but the train. 
Learning nothing 'bout the game. 

Here I go once again, riding in the rain.
Here I say something, but it's not the same. 

Bleeding but not feeling the pain.
Thinking nothing will ever change.
Keeping this in the vain.
Leaving nothing out of the flame. 

Here I go once again, in the rain.
Here I say something, but it's never the same.  

Bleeding nothing but the pain.
Thinking nothing will ever change.
Keeping nothing in this vain.
That will never leave the flame.

Bleeding In The Dark (acoustic and vocals)

Darker and grungier approach to my music. This song is about putting up a fight and the willingness to die for what you believe in. Some choose to fight against injustices and others fight to protect what's familiar, and others fight for power. But in the end, once blood is drawn we are reminded of our savagery and then become truly alive.

Blood in the streets and I feel so alive. 
Searching for violence, and I can't say... I'm ready to die. 

Goin', so far away.

Goin' to my place, in the grave.

Blood in the streets and I feel so alive. 
Searching for violence, and I can't say...I'm ready to die.  

Goin', so far away.

Goin' to my place, in the grave.

Red blood runs through the streets.
Black blood run through the streets.
Blue blood runs through the streets.
Corporate blood runs through the streets.

Red Black Blue

Red Black Blue Instrumental

Hallucinogenics(cover) Max Beard

Landslide(Max Beard cover)

The guitar part is sloppy. Learned it about an hour ago.

The Weary Kind(Max Beard cover)

You bring me happiness, something I've never felt.

You brought me quietness, when all I heard was sound.

You brought me back to life, when I was buried in the ground...


If only I had a Kristel ball when I was younger...

I would have felt as if things belonged...

I wish I had Kristel vision so my tears fell on soft ground...


Thinking back to when my heart ached...

Thinking back to when I was alone...

I remember my heart beat slow, when

nothing seemed to go right.

But I'm feeling pretty alright,

as if the angels opened up the window ,


No longer alone because the universe 

brought me you...


If only I had a Kristel ball when I was younger...

I would have felt as if things belonged...

I wish I had Kristel vision so my tears fell on soft ground...


You bring me happiness, something I've never found.

You brought me quietness, when all I heard was sound.

You brought me back to life, when all I was buried in the ground...

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