Anxiety

Leave Me The Fuck Alone

To Be Continued...

This was supposed to be a split but the dude I was doing it with had his Instagram deleted :(

Lyrics:
I don't wanna be
Another Failure
But Life is making it
Hard not to be one
everything I do
Doesn't entice you
so I gotta throw away
my life and hope for better
everything's a joke
everyday I choke
On my breath
trying to find the right words
You already left
No matter what I do
Will ever bring me back to you

Back To You

my shitty music makes more money then your shitty amateur porn will ever make

This song is very important to me because of a decently recent relationship I had. the first part of the song gets me in my feels every time because it is almost exactly how I felt with that relationship. Obviously I can't relate to the second half because I'm not 23, but you get it. Enjoy the cover:)

If You Can't Hang (Sleeping With Sirens Cover)

I really wanted to go for a screamo vibe with this why to an extent, so I came up with this simple two chord pattern and had the song in 3/4 time. I feel it worked out greatly. Once again though another song about my ex lmao (infinite writing material glitch? 100% real)

Right Beside Me, Always Beside You (Would You Die With Me?)

My Shitty Music Makes More Money Then Your Shitty Amateur Porn Will Ever Make (TBC Mix)

Lyrics:
I feel so numb (I'm trying to get through to you)
I'm done (You neglected everything)
I feel so numb (I'm trying to get through to you)
I'm done (You Neglected everything)

I sit alone waiting for you
Analyze every move you do
Before I take my final breath
It'd be best you know that
You broke my trust
You thought I'd give up
But I'd never leave the life
Because of you

No

Fuck you

No 

Fuck you


I feel so numb (I'm trying to get through to you)
I'm done (You neglected everything)
I feel so numb (I'm trying to get through to you)
I'm done (You Neglected everything)

Numb

Lyrics:
(Please tell me why)
You're falling away from me
(Please Tell me Why)
Its getting hard to breathe
(Please Tell me Why)
You had to leave
(Please Tell Me Why)

You
Gave
Up on Me
I
Hate
The air I breathe

I can't tell you
this will be fine
the clawing, the gnawing
the thorns in my side
torn us apart
and we're born to be blind

(Please tell me why)
You seem to hate me
(Please Tell me Why)
You wanted to change me
(Please Tell me Why)
I fell for your love
(Please Tell Me Why)

You
Gave
Up on Me
I
Hate
The air I breathe

I can't tell you
this will be fine
the clawing, the gnawing
the thorns in my side
torn us apart
and we're born to be blind

Drop down
kneel kiss
in moments like this we can hold onto bliss
breaking apart just to bleed from the start
numb and alone while we fend for our own

as i lay here alone
thinking to myself
as i take my final breath
i still wish you were here

face
the gallows
reach
(It's the only time I'll feel you again)
face
the gallows
reach
(It's the only time I'll feel you again)

I can't tell you
this will be fine
the clawing, the gnawing
the thorns in my side
torn us apart
and we're born to be blind

A Love Letter to Someone Who Doesn't Care (feat. Sinco from Constrain)

Lyrics:
I still see you in my dreams
Everything perfect when i sleep
I wish it could be real
But I just want you to heal

I made a single promise
On that fateful day
Ill wait here for you
I still hope youd come back

I fucking miss you
I wish i could revert back time
I'm so fucking sorry
For all the mistakes that ive made

Its so hard to move on
When you were my true love
I don't think I can
Love anyone else the way i love you

Please come back to me
Im in shambles without you (x2)

I made a promise to you
I'll never break that promise
I'll wait for you
I just want you to be happy

The Promise

Happy Halloween :3

Lyrics:
1:22am
Laying on the edge of my bed
Everything i see reminds me
Of how things used to be

Tears streaming down my face
Pillow is soaking wet
Puddle forming on the ground beside me
Snot falls from nose

I hold back my screams as not to wake anyone else
It hurts to think, it hurts to breath
Simply scrolling through my phone is grueling task

My lungs are filled with empty hope
And my mind dead set on a future that will not be
The news got broken that you moved on
I'm glad you found happiness

Everything
That i wanted
Is now gone
Forever
Every little thing
Reminds me of her
I give up
I fucking give up

And now i still think
What if things were different
Could i have been the one
Was it the wrong time
Was it the wrong place
Its hard to come to the conclusion that, thats just life
I've been dealt a shit hand
I think i'll fold

All i think are nasty thoughts
About how i should kill myself
I am sorry for what i will do
I hope that you'll forgive me

I Give Up

Happy Halloween :3

Lyrics:
All i ever wanted
Was to hold someone close
Show them my true affection
Just hope to feel a real connection
I hate being by myself
All alone with my thoughts
Deafening silence is all i hear
I think my end is drawing near

I
Don't
Want
No more pain
I
Can't 
Stand
It much Longer (x2)

Oh

Yeah

I
Love
The way she speaks to me
It makes me so happy


But
Thats 
No more
Nothing
More
Then
Fiction (x2)

Hey! 2008 Called, They Want Their Pants Back

Go! Go! Go! Go! (x4)

Living is what scares me
Dying is so easy (x2)

Believe me if I started
murdering people
there'd be none of you left
there'd be none of you left

If you look down at me, you will see a fool
If you look up at me, you will see a god
If you look straight at me, you will see yourself

Charlie

I can't seem too knock this feeling

I feel so fucking lonely
Even with people near me

I hate how i feel and i wish

I could just change it all
Be happy with myself

Would it be better if i just

Fucking kill myself
Act like i was never there

I don't have the motivation

To keep going now
Is there even a point

Is This Heavy Enough?

I can't feel
Your touch
I can't see
Your love

Every fucking thought i have
Reminds me of how you treated me
I just wish
I didn't feel so fucking hollow

Breathe

In for me

Bleed

Out for me

Lets just act like
We never met
Maybe by then
It will all feel better (x2)

Your words cut like a knife
I can feel as my blood runs cold
You think i never cared
That thought really hurt me the most

It certainly wasn't the first
And definitely won't be the last
My heart sinks lower
Nothing even feels real


Dancing in a Warzone Called Love

I can't see
I can't breathe
I can't

Go On
I won't be
Not with me
All by my

Self

I can't take it
The thought of being
Alone kills me on the inside
No matter what i do
It feels destined
Am I being tested

I
Hate
This
I
Can't
Change

Fuck this life
Such a waste of space
You only live once
Thank fucking god (x2)

Jeff the Killer is My Comfort Character

TBC

EUGHHHHHH

I miss the way
That things used to be
Wish that i could just hold you
But those feelings
Fell through

I can't seem
To get over
All the bullshit
That you gave me
Even with that
I still love you
And i hate that
I can't 

CHANGE!!!!

To be Continued...

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