best ride (prod.wess)

Cross + Walk (Prod.dontcrysloan)

Pockets Super Thick

prod.typhoon

Bitch is a lie
I don’t know if I have time
Throwing the dice
Walking that line
Knowing that fallings sublime
don’t wanna die
I want to survive
I wanna be right

don’t know how, you could mind
Looking at me, like I am a mime
Silent as fuck, stuck in a box
Down in a rut, just tryna get up

Knowing that loves not enough
Know that drugs are pushin my luck
Know hating on myself is wrong
Knowing is half the of battle I lost

Losing to demons 
I wanna feel loved
Latching to feelings
rides always rough
Knowing the reasons
Is half of what's wrong
Fixing the problems
For more to build up

Tell me what's wrong
Ringing my phone
Tell me why you, always cry so
Lonely I am, down in myself
Lower I’ve been, I’m lit more myself
More I ascend, Floating I must admit I'm nauseous 
I think I’ve lost it

goin thru my mind.
I hate it,
I hate it every time.
Make it 
so hard to just survive
I hate it
Faded in my mind

My Mind (prod.typhoon)

ZOMBIEFACE (prod mfblisco)

Bleachers

GTG (Prod. Chiron)

Hop up in my spaceship see Martians 
While I fly around

Whatever happens happens Spike, (spite)
Crashing to the ground

Ima seagull
See the sea outside 

Right below me
I land on down

It’s an endless ocean 
She won’t like it 
But I leave for now

When your soul is shot
And your will is lost

Will you find the way
Or have memories fade

Gamble love today 

Tho she might be gone
So is what you lost

All the pain you had
Wash it from your hands
A vicious final stand

ABop

Let loose when I fall, 
give in to withdrawal

My wings help me fly
ease pain of the ride

Icarus dive i'll be dead by sunrise

Rest in my casket but floating outside

Too many questions from answers inside
Not enough drugs to keep high thru the night

Fortune is told 
it favors the old
My time still ticking but slows as it goes

Change in direction don’t pay for your call
Out at the booth but on hold for my soul

Spent the whole night praying god to make gold
Repent for my actions that bound me till fold

Look at the reasons I straddle the line
Purpose or not comes meaning with time

Realities mine take hold of my life
Never let go till you can know your own 

Numb all the problems that burry you whole
Forget all those people you voyage alone


Wade in the waters that drown you so
know all the ways that she’ll harm you bro

Late night lay wake in your drugs 
Half of a bottle 

You’ve thrown up to much, 
why you need a drink just to have fun

Withdrawal

prod.yungtogepi

Wanna hold up for I die I gotta come to
Wanna blow up my tracks they bounce you

Suicidal ideation got me drowned
I don’t really wanna hate myself

Everytime im up just fall back down
Hit the water hard but feel left out

Outta left field but no home to run 
Left my mom just to have fun
Drugs all night my heads all spun
Drink got me dizzy bouta throw up

Holdup

(A)ffective Death (prod.don'tcrysloan)

Beat prod. Freenel Beats 
https://soundcloud.com/freenel-beats


Let a Lighter 
hit the Blunt

Float away
I always fade

Burn my saving 
just for fun

Cheif the bone 
under a Sun

Excavate me
In the mud

Always drowning
In my pain

What I know is
What I ain’t

What I hope is
What'll stay



I don’t wanna leave the house
I stay silent as a mouse
I’ve been chained up to myself
by callin my personal cell
(I call it my personal cell)

what I know is what I ain't

"RETRO-BOOM"

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