Endless thanks to my friends and collaborators, Faint Louis, Marsy, Philomachis, Xavier, Annika, Lizzie and Caitlin, Jasmine, Liam, Rosie, Emily, Eleanor, Amelia, Galen, Holly Frances, Quay and Serena, Rebecca, Sega Bodega for the tips and Zebra Katz for your help.
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thankyouthankyouthankyou
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Thank you to Diane and Paul, to Betty, to Barbara, to Brian and Margaret, to Amber, Rachel, Janine, to Rick and Mere, to my tutors, especially Ben and Damian. To Jax, Zen, Lydia, Jayke, Matai and the rest of my class. To Trin and Sio. To Amanda and Janey. To jhl, Baby Zionov, DeLaye and the rest of AU/NZ Underground Artists Discord (rip), and to Scarlett, Bridge and the rest of the folks down at 95bFM, Friendly Potential and RadioActive.FM for your support.
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It means the world to me.
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Creative Direction by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis

Art by TOČKA, with additions by Xavier Farrow-Francis, Holly Frances and Marsy

Photography by TOČKA, Xavier Farrow-Francis, Rebecca Altenkrüger and Liam Stevens

Layout by TOČKA


Featuring vocals by Xavier Farrow-Francis, Bridge, Jasmine Deans, Annika Rübenacke, Liam Stevens, roop, emilk, furbyhasteeth, Caitlin MacTavish, Marsy, Amelia Sherman and loz

All tracks written by TOČKA, except ‘Orchids / Agitator’ written by TOČKA and Mars Rodriguez, ‘Fürchterlich’ written by Charlotte Perkins Gilman and TOČKA, ‘Cephalate’ written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis, ‘Hedonism (feat. Faint Louis)’ written by TOČKA and Faint Louis, ‘Intravenous’ written by TOČKA, Xavier Farrow-Francis and Philomachis, ‘Say No More (feat. Marsy)’, written by TOČKA, Mars Rodriguez & Annika Rübenacke, ‘Dishonesty’ written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis, ‘Armor Knot’, written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis, ‘Circumspect’ written by TOČKA, Xavier Farrow-Francis & Liam Stevens, ‘Orchids’ written by TOČKA and Mars Rodriguez

All tracks produced by TOČKA, except ‘Hedonism (feat. Faint Louis)’ produced by TOČKA & Faint Louis, ‘Say No More (feat. Marsy)’ produced by TOČKA & Marsy

Additional production by Xavier Farrow-Francis on ‘Intravenous’

Vocal production by Marsy on ‘Say No More (feat. Marsy)’

All tracks mixed and mastered by TOČKA

Additional mixing by Xavier Farrow-Francis on ‘Girlsblouse’, ‘Intravenous’, ‘Circumspect’ and ‘Orchids’

‘Orchids / Agitator’ and ‘Orchids’ contain a sample from ‘Cherry’, written and performed by Mars

‘Fürchterlich’ interpolates a passage from the novella ‘The Yellow Wallpaper’, written by Charlotte Perkins Gilman

‘Intravenous’ contains a sample from ‘Derealization’, written and performed by Philomachis

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Orchids / Agitator

1334 : 060416

Armor Knot (CrackWhore74 Remix)

Dishonesty (Baby Zionov Remix)

Cephalate (DJ SWEAT Remix)

Hedonism (feat. Faint Louis) (DeLaye Remix)

Girlsblouse (galen tipton Remix)

Wench (feat. Amelia Sherman) (C.Bias Remix)

say no more (feat. Marsy) [hasji's 9th ascent]

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Even if, I would never

✨🤎 !! hello !! 🤎✨
much softer and calmer sound than (Soliloquy) hahah - I know that was a lot for some people 🤣
this time I’ve gone with more classic instrumentation, very piano/strings/taonga pūoro/plus *of course* my weird experimental electronic stuff haha 🎼
🤎 I hope you enjoy it as much as I do 🤎

big thank you to everyone who has helped me on this project, x
xavier as per usual, lmao
so many songs here wouldn't be out at all.. or not for a very long time if it wasn't for you resurrecting them lol

✨ huge thank you to marsy, jax, zen, pare and rae 🤎 thank you all for your little additions..
it absolutely wouldn't be the same without any of you

✨ bridge, joost, delaye, ce, dessy, lydia, amelia, lesli thank you all for your continuous support ✨

to everyone who has supported or been intrigued by my weird songs thank you 🤎 i am very grateful !!!! ✨ bridge, joost, delaye, ce, dessy, lydia, amelia, dawn, shevitta, lesli thank you all for your continuous support and double checking lol ✨

credits

Sarcologue
released 23 January 2024

Creative Direction by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis

Art by TOČKA

Additional art by Pare Marks

Photography by Rae Lance

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All tracks written by TOČKA, except ‘Fenestella’, co-written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis.

All tracks produced by TOČKA, except ‘Fenestella’, co-produced by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis.

Additional production by CrackWhore74 on ‘Miasma’.

All tracks performed by TOČKA.

Taonga pūoro performed by Jackie Hiraka and I Am Zen on ‘Clasps’.

Additional vocals by Marsy on ‘Uterus’.

Co-arrangement by Xavier Farrow-Francis on ‘Uterus’.

Additional arrangement by Xavier Farrow-Francis on ‘Cygnet’, ‘Rêverie’, and ‘Clasps’.

All tracks mixed and mastered by TOČKA.

Cygnet

hi .

i made this mixtape in dribs & drabs across a few
cities , houses , periods , bedrooms , years .
most of it is from 2025 ,
but some parts are older ; tracks left on the depths of my hard drive .
tracks i loved making but forgot about .
tracks i have held onto for dear life hoping i would one day find a home for .

the title - " Sala samobójców " is stolen from a 2011 Polish film that changed my life when i was 14 .
it ’ s about emo boys and avatars and hurting each other / our selves on purpose .
this mixtape it is an ode to talking to weird strangers on the other side of the world on tumblr at ungodly hours . it ‘ s a tribute piece to all the dyed hair freaks , myself included .
all the track titles are direct quotes from the film :
this is a mixtape , but maybe perhaps also scrapbook 
some tracks are silly , some are lewd , some are afraid ,
but they are all mine and they ' re all special to me x
i am so happy to share them with u .

stitched together from fragments of bits i love , bits i fear , bits i needed to say for myself but didn’t quite have the words for or the courage to write myself

thank u to the artists i sampled . . . pls don’t sue me i have no money x

vibes :
* trap + bassy + deconstructed club
* sampling as a coping mechanism + femme energy + blow your ears & speakers out type shit likeeeeeee
turn it up

..........................................................................louder

~ ~ ~ and it ’ s free <3 ~ ~ ~


download from bandcamp !!! if you ’ re hot / sexy / wretched / femme / cunty generally 
or if you just wanna be friends
i think we should be friends
thank u for listening

you need to listen to this as loud as possible
and please
dance

TOČKA x 

TOČKA

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