i been taking smthn special from the drug store

Consider This A Lesson 🕊️

miles room (feat. sewerperson)

9tails - any better (without feature + extended)

lyrics:

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

While I wait for her in near sundown
No one knows the subjects I been thinking bout
So no one knows the people imma air out
But Im not blind im aware ya somehow
Should I wait now for someone that never cared
Cause when the times out I know u wont be here
But With the lights out I really could be anywhere
So still I lay down and fall in love again

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

Im throwing up inside this uber truck damn
Im usually ok when im not drinking to forget
But I miss the way that her body
Lays on me while she kisses me softly yea
This bottle make my mind so foggy
And I love it cause it help me when my eyes turn soggy yea
I guess this is growing up huh
But if it is im staying young huh

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

FINDERS KEEPERS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN X MARTENSITE)

sewerperson - another day

[Intro: Sewerperson]
(branwen)
I can fling it
I feel it, I guess it's our turn
Oh, all this armour

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
This love you feel is fake, they just tryna get on

[Verse 1: Sewerperson]
I'm about to give up, they don't even know
I've thrown up every meal, I'm just tryna take it slow
Of course I knew that I would have these dark days
But dear God, just give me some of the light, please
I forget what had hurt me in defense
I regret every minute we have been friends 
Deep in thought, I reflect
But I'm brought back to reason by these scars on my neck
I'm not tryna pretend, I'm just geeking
Even if I was dead, you would knock the bleeding
And I know I made my bed and I'm sleepy
This bitch tryna kill me, made me happy

[Verse 2: guardin]
Been ignorin' all the signs, I'm not doin' fine
Lost another friend and I was sure that we'd survive
In the midst of all this shit, I put my life in an archive
Next to everything I loved and hoped eventually would thrive
But the truth is hard to swallow after everything has died
In the process, hard to grieve in tears, I wanna compromise
So you better try to settle for your comfort in the words exchanged from you to I
Move across the Eastern Coast and commit social suicide

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate, baby, they just tryna get it all

sewerperson - another day (ft. guardin)

lost again
baby i dont have a single friend

9tails - i hate the snow

No Convincing Needed

PRO TIP (V1.5)

lyrics:

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

night i take my medication
fits my body to my placement
my minds full of broken places
take the drug fill the spaces
it just put me in my placement
it just made me feel amazing
i dont need any assistance
i dont need any vacation

i dont need any vacation

audio through my head make it pound
seeing sounds u should be glad u aint me ya
long nights blowing smoke into the street
through my teeth blurry sleeps every night of the week now
focused up having visions in my dreams now

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

reality (prod. 4or3ver)

lyrics:

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

long hair blow back everytime i fucking come thru
feeling like a throw back everytime i miss you
thinking all the right things when i kiss you
saying all the wrong words into tissues

breaking down to the ground, but my heart still beating
done grieving but im still bleeding
shes so far from a heathen
keep me sane and it keep my breathing

round after round downing shots of bacardi
im still home while she fienin at the party
1am downin water with the molly
lied to my face when she say she just like me

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

high school (prod. ftbondatrack)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

9tails - My Car Got Stuck On A Hill In The Snow (prod. AMNYST)

lyrics:

war
i feel so fucked up
i go to touch base with the brick tile floor
sore
i couldnt wake up for 70 days
after could you tell me bout before
i lift my face up from rubble and soot
and im now 10 foot 4
im breaking down doors
i try to wake up but when i rub my eyes i can feel em get 
sore
she take off her make up n i like her even more
but im on grind
id shit and piss inside the studio if it could save time
man i really dont mind
i cough up my energy and water my eyes
only time that i cry
its raining in my brain but my pen is so right
i could take my time

uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh
i could try put it in words
but you dont know how this feels
i have not lived this life
ion know how to pop the seals
i had spent three whole nights
fighting this thru my will
i will not pour that drink
it might suppress these pills
and i can not afford that hurt
so i dont recognize its real
ion know how to just chill
i dont have that skill
baby can u hold my heart
people done broke it apart
passed out dead in the park
still i come alive in the art
if i fail i get left
i cant deal with regret
i got air in my chest
i got pain in my breath
i got fire in my lungs
i got red on my thumbs
i got snot in my nose
and i got flesh on my tongue
i got three types of tooth
i got scales but its smooth
still you hide in my speech
you cant handle the truth

war / homecoming (eric godlow)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i dont think that talking is gonna help
they say no one really know u like u know urself
i go hard but i go harder when im by myself
empty bottles in my closet on the upper shelf
i need to learn to let go
november snow hits my windows as it covers roads
cold as ice yea but im colder tho
i need to learn to keep a promise ah
dont pour another itll damage ya
the devil talk to me
what he got to offer me honestly
lately feel my spirit like commodity
could u talk to me and pick me up
its been a while since i gave a fuck
time moves forward it doesnt care
dont get caught in a couldve been
broke hearts sell so we embellish sin
when i love you imma love u till the very end

are we ok is it something i said
imma lay down and pretend i am dead
what the heart wants never works in the end
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends
i might have doubts but its all in my head
what she mad bout something i cant detect
i knew what it said at the sound of the text
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends

and it all breaks down to the simplest level
i can see thru her smile its too late now
i am way too disheveled to try and climb out

are we ok is it something i said
imma lay down and pretend i am dead
what the heart wants never works in the end
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends
i might have doubts but its all in my head
what she mad bout something i cant detect
i knew what it said at the sound of the text
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends

r we ok (glasear x outby16)

lyrics:

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

Memory inflicted scars 
U should go home before we get too close
and Every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what u think of most and I hate it here
blood in the sink I could barely think
spent a rack last night
blood in the sink i could barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money all i see is red
you could take what you want cause im almost dead
you could tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

coma (eric godlow)

Spent my work on a shirt
 and a pair of Nike Airs 🎵

9tails - any better (without feature + extended)

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