from time to time

mixed by plugp

lyrics:
Would u lie to me if I’m the worst u had 
Would you try to say it just to make me mad
Don’t say a word cause I lose everything
Its not a win or win we shouldn’t play this game. 
Saying hurtful things just to hurt my pride
Been acting stupid when I know they’re lies. 
Been cautious cause they been misguiding u
All alone , the mental breaks are coming through
In a mental state where its all on me
If I ever mess up then its all on me 
I could probably blame it on astrology
Guess im the problem

I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on
I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on

You tell me I’ve been selfish
I don’t know who you are
You don’t show common decency
Acting like im the demon
Screaming out Im the reason
Punching and tossing and turning
Hope they’re not catching on
They’ll see the mask along

I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on
I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on

U Make It Hard 2 Move On (plugp + Tennis Player)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/1glaive/detest-me

glaive:

Soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.com/1glaive

Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/1glaive/

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4cJKDGSv4Dz9QycXYmo565?si=Dgic4hhcTbScwLhBGQLYaw&nd=1

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Lyrics:

I can't deny that you look better by my side
And you know I can't reply
Because it proves that you tried
And I can't get that through my thick head, baby
I know I've been a dickhead lately
And I know you think my new friends changed me
But I know the way that you would

Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me
If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me
You wanna put all of your shots into a chest piece
Defend me
Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me
If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me
You wanna put all of your shots into a chest piece
Defend me

And issues, they don't fade as we've been growin' up
Mama said it don't change me when I'm throwin' up
My pa said it don't break me when I'm sowin' up
My friends said it might change 'cause I've been growin' up
I guess that it's hard to digest
Dissect the people in my head
My bad if my friends on fire again
Only sixteen, surprised I ain't die yet

Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me
If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me
You wanna put all of your shots into a chest piece
Defend me
Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me
If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me
You wanna put all of your shots into a chest piece
Defend me
Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me
If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me
You wanna put all of your shots into a chest piece
Defend me
Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me
If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me
You wanna put all of your shots into a chest piece
Defend me

glaive - detest me [TOKKYU edit]

prod plxce
https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

taskforce (plxce)

https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth
produced by aspect, mixed/mastered by me

And it's been a couple of years since I
Felt at home here
And there's no one near
And I've been tryna find a way to make it disappear

And I won't lie
I've been feeling this way for a long time
I can't ever look on the Brightside
Inside, cutting ties just to waste time
Tell me all your problems
I can't even fucking face mine

We get high not to feel low 
Cause I've been looking back 
Like "where the fuck did the time go?"
Lately, feel like everybody hate me
I've been feeling fucking gone
Fucking eighteen

And I won't lie
I've been feeling this way for a long time
I can't ever look on the Brightside
inside, cutting ties just to waste time
Tell me all your problems
I can't even fucking face mine

pre-save

eighteen w/ dylan longworth (aspect)

huge thank you again to @backlightorg for putting this album together with me, it came out beautifully <3

and to @wishlane,
i adore you, you mean the world to me, it was a bucket list thing for me to get my favorite artist to produce a song of mine, and you helped that come true. ily buddy thank you so much for creating this with me <3

~~~~

i am terrified of all that lies ahead of me 
will anyone remember me 
the sky 
doesn't seem to shine, i try to find a melody 
but i'm out of touch, out of key 
is it over?
do i have more to write? oh am i at my height?
feeling sober
i don't seem like the type to just say that i'm fine 
getting colder
and i keep losing sleep, keep my grief underneath
everybody around me is showing teeth
lately i cannot find any time for me 

do i even have to keep putting on a front 
do i even care if my brain gets corrupt 
i could just play pretend and brush it all under the rug
wont answer questions and give the people the hurt that they want
could i ever find a way to get out of my head 
i'm interviewed by these strangers, don't hear a word that they said 
the first impression of me is something that i always dread 
wont answer questions, keep the pain to myself instead

can i ask u some questions?

questions (prod. wishlane)

questions

produced by yungspoiler
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

here I sit and I wait for change again
how did I end up this way?
I ponder relationships, can't stand
ruin it all inside my head
another step forward sends me plummeting back
I thought I could trust them
kick me down in a ditch
when will it end, I'm engulfed in the sadness
You played me a fool I....

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
Why was I so damn naïve
The jokes on me
No one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open muffled by the breeze

I plea
the jokes on me

I got this feeling I might just lose it all
I waste my fucking time I constantly spend sighing
evidence is in my view, I just don't want that truth
no one around, the eyes on you
please god...
again I'm a fool, I let you fuck me up

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
why was I so damn naïve
the jokes on me
no one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open, muffled by the breeze
popularity contest
fake real at best
thought you were my friends
guess it will not mend the holes that you shot through my chest

lumina

eyes on you, jokes on me

Stream

eyes on you, jokes on me (yungspoiler)

with https://soundcloud.com/lolydkm and https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce  . have a happy song for once

Wake up, feeling dead to my core
I wana look up at the sky, don’t wana do it no more
I’m like, “hold up”
Feeling kinda dead for a moment
But I’m fine again

Think it’s time again
That I finally win
Think I’ll finally live forever, never die again
Mind racing back and forth, think I’m cycling 
And every time I fucking talk, i know it don’t make sense

Like, hold up
Pull up to the spot with a bag, and roll up
If he runs away, I break him down like crowbar
Playing with the strings like guitar
Never playing with my heart again

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down
I don’t really wanna talk to you now

Why you always gotta make things so complicated
Why you hitting my line, why you gotta be faded
No I don’t wanna tell myself that it’s ok
Yeah, it’s not okay

Pull up to the party, yeah I say “what’s up”
Why you talking to me, don’t push your luck
You better sit down
Why you always fighting, put your fists down

i think i'm fine again w/ ydkm (plxce)

I've been struggling with the image of myself. How people perceive me, the way I look, the way I act. I'm a self conscious person.

Lyrics:

please don't look at me
don't come here I'm hiding
just don't look at me
I hate when they're eyeing

Please don't look at me
you're so
{your so god d*mn ugly)
ugly
why bother even loving
you're just oh so disgusting

I'm trapped in my thoughts 
and the words that I make up
Tumbling over and over again

I've never been friends 
with the man in my head
I needed escape
but he wanted me dead

please don't look at me
don't come here I'm hiding
just don't look at me
I hate when they're eyeing

Prod. Guda

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor

I Wish Things Were More In My Favor (guda)

wooooooo


Ive heard it said
Time and again
Youre not my friend
Dont you pretend


Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?


In autumn i learned that im not the one you want
When winter came crawling i found out who i was
Now springs here theres no fear and i finally moved past you
In 2 months ill be healed lying with my tears cleared

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

I know its all too much, bloody wrists, torn lips, i sit waiting
On you to fall in line, waiting, hatred growing i cant

Find the right way to you
Are you lost too?

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

(shoutout bella for this part)

Im falling to pieces x2

(kindof)

ruin ur stay

atlas is counting on you to deliver the message

LIIGHTWORK TRACK 1
PRODUCED, MIXED & MASTERED BY MAXIIM

[Intro]
One step forward gun jumped, but fuck it
Got so far I got no one but fuck it
Mistook me for someone to fuck with
Mistakes made me either way its fuck it

[Verse]
I can stay afloat
Away from trouble to come my way
I'm in a much better place
So believe me when I say that I don't want your negativity
And I know, it's not just my problem to solve
And I know if I keep on, i'll get to the top

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't talk
Silence is the best remedy
You did so much damage it's my turn to speak
Ill move on with my time
Move on into the light

[Chorus x2]
One step forward gun jumped, but fuck it
Got so far I had no one but fuck it
Mistook me for someone to fuck with
Mistakes made me either way its fuck it

glaive - detest me [TOKKYU edit]

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