i dont actually drink or get high but anyway this song is about how i overthink myself into believing people talk shit about me when they don’t (or do idk) but also me wanting to become a better romantic for my gf lol!
simp behaviour but anyways…….
written and produced by yours truly!!!!!!

Lyrics:

[Intro: toshi]
These thoughts are tryna end me.
Every moving minute these bitches tryna test me, so
Stand up. Pour the cup.
Blurry vision all night, stumblin’ all the time.

[Verse I]
(Hey!)
Guess it feels alright. (Listen!)
If it’s ‘bout me keep it out of sight.
Move to the side.
Talkin’ shit, baller shit.
Pipe it down, I’m losing it.

[Pre-Chorus]
These thoughts are tryna end me.
Every moving minute these bitches tryna test me, so
Stand up. Pour the cup.
Blurry vision all night, stumblin’ all the time.

[Chorus]
Baby don’t cry,
All I ask for is some time
to find the words to tell you.
You make me feel alive,
and I won’t wanna say goodbye.
I can’t deny, I feel so high
when I see your smile.

[Verse II]
(Hey!)
Can you just? (Listen!)
My heart’s a puzzle 
and you’re the piece that I’m missing.
We’ll sit in the car but there won’t be blond
In this shiny golden hour
you’re the one that I want.

[Pre-Chorus]
These thoughts are tryna end me.
Every moving minute these bitches tryna test me, so
Stand up. Pour the cup.
Blurry vision all night, stumblin’ all the time.

[Chorus]
Baby don’t cry,
All I ask for is some time
to find the words to tell you.
You make me feel alive,
and I won’t wanna say goodbye.
I can’t deny, I feel so high
when I see your smile.

[Bridge]
Will I change for the better
If I don’t really try?
Can I really ever open
this heart of mine?
Is it so wrong for me to stay and hide?
So tell me are you lying?
If it’s me you confide in,
In case I keep trying, and finding
my way back to you.

[Chorus x2]
Baby don’t cry,
All I ask for is some time
to find the words to tell you.
You make me feel alive,
and I won’t wanna say goodbye.
I can’t deny, I feel so high
when I see your smile.

next 2 me

Lyrics:

It's been long since I've
Had you here next to me
3, 2, 5 
Any time is cool for me
It's been long since I've
Had you here next to me
3, 2, 5 
Any time is cool for me

Not that I'm up to something
But I might be on to something
all this talk just leads to nothing
so many words just to show you loving

I'm tryna catch the flow as it flies on the go
Now this river's too fast so I want you to know

I wanna take it slow
I wanna show you more
Got me running round town 
but don't know where to go

It's been long since I've
Had you here next to me
3, 2, 5
Any time is cool for me
Cause most the time
I just wanna find you
Next to me 

Hold up,
glad you showed up
Pretty looking face with the natural tone up
Hold up
Ima pull up
big baggy pants with crop had me choked up

Had me feeling like I'm mad in love
Don't stop now I haven't had enough
I tried my luck with this two-way trust
I know I'm scared now but I'll show you love

I'm tryna catch the flow as it flies on the go
Now this river's too fast so I want you to know

I wanna take it slow
I wanna show you more
Got me running round town 
But don't know where to go

It's been long since I've
Had you here next to me
3, 2, 5
Any time is cool for me
Cause most the time
I just wanna find you
Next to me

So many times I've tried to love
Too many times it was never enough
This time I be goin up
Hope this time I don't fuck it up

Uh-uh
I'm fallin now
I can hear it callin out
Too many times I've tried to drown
These feelings I've been having now
Uh-uh
I'm fallin now
I can hear it callin out
Too many times I've tried to drown
These feelings I've been having now

Uh-uh
I'm fallin now
I can hear it callin out
Uh-uh
I'm fallin now
I can hear it callin out
Uh-uh
I'm fallin now

Cause you're in my mind
Missing you is a part of me
You look so fine
I'd give you anything
But most the time I just wanna find you
Next to me
It's been long since I've
Had you here next to me
3, 2, 5
Any time is cool for me
Cause most the time
I just wanna find you
Next to me

Uh-uh
I'm fallin now

next 2 me

selflove

Lyrics:

(Intro: toshii)
Self love
Girl you need some

(Verse: toshii)
Jokin' about your problems like it's stand-up
Lovin' on new dudes with your hands off
Cause cautionary lovin' is just something that you do
Say that you ain't ready but you're chasing someone new

(Prechorus: toshii)
I don't need to talk 'bout your ex
Tell me why you're still glued to his text
You're cryin' it out on my shoulder
But I can't help you cause

(Chorus)
Girl you need some
Self love, self love
Drown in the liquor
Fuck up your liver
Say that you love it
But I know you hate it
Drown in the
Fuck up your (self love)
Say that you
I know you

(Verse: AMS)
I've been on the stage with my hands tied
Maybe I’m under control in a livin' lie 
But I know that I never grow 
But that was just a thing I chose 

(Prechorus: AMS)
I don't need to talk 'bout your ex
Tell me why you're still glued to his text
You're cryin' it out on my shoulder
But I can't really help you cause

(Chorus)
Girl you need some
Self love, self love
Drown in the liquor
Fuck up your liver
Say that you love it
But I know you hate it
Drown in the
Fuck up your (self love)
Say that you
I know you

(Bridge: toshii, AMS)
Some might say that you're far gone
This whole thing's been drawn on
End this whole charade
Everything ain't meant to hold on
So let go
Let go of those echoes
Let go, let's go
Don’t come my way yeah
You put urself in your chains 
Don’t make me spend all my time 
Putting myself on the line 
Don’t push away your mistakes 
You gotta change up your ways 
I don’t got nothing to say, cause

(Chorus)
Girl you need some
Self love, self love
Let go
Let go of your (self love)
Let go, let's go
Drown in the liquor
Fuck up your (self love)
Say that you love it
But I know you hate it
Drown in the
Fuck up your (self love)
Say that you
Girl you need some

selflove

Amateur musician from California!
My stuff is inspired from some of your favorite Asian-American artists like Keshi, Joji, Rich Brian, and others!

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