KILLVONGARD- .ducks (prod. stale brick)

Lyrics:

The jig is up, nobody knows shit
Not a know it all, just tryna find hope to cope with 
Coasting on a crumbling surface 
Time is currency, accrue worth from your purchase 
I persevere, knowing that nothing here is permanent 
Whether clear blue sky or tryna fly in turbulence 
Couldn't be bought, even when I bathed in worthlessness 
Now it's up front, ya gotta pay to get my services 
Uncertain in the real world 
But on the microphone, he's got an ocean of concealed pearls 
That he keeps with em on a regular basis 
On the hunt for truth, it's not just paper he chases 
And I've traded in my purpose for a paycheck 
But all I got was nervous that I made the choice to waste breath 
I inhale and exhale to find the oxygen in smog
In my search for the sun to clear a psyche full of fog 

I see it clear when I'm by myself 
Gotta keep the fire burning til the icebergs melt 
I spent downtime in a personal Hell 
And lost everything, but that's what made the verses excel

I'm seeing so many sell themselves short
Settling for mediocrity without remorse 
I'm always wanting more, maybe I'm the one that's wrong?
Got a right to be it though, so I'ma do this til I'm gone 

It's really all I got, so I got amazing at it 
Never had a hit, still somehow became an addict 
I get agitated if I'm taking a break from it
Cold sweats, chest tight, getting the shakes and shit 
I get lost in it, forgetting what day it is 
For the greatness, fuck those tryna make it big 
I've been bench pressing questions laying on my chest 
Hoping that it works before the day I see my death 
They say I need to rest, I don't really disagree
Every time I lay down, I can't get a wink of sleep 
So I look up, channeling the energy in star shine  
Knowing that it's temporary gets me through the hard times 
Doing this is really all that's been consistent 
Can't say the same for relationships and friendships 
Or anything for that matter that involves communication 
I'm not against going out, but I prefer stay in 

I see it clear when I'm by myself 
Gotta keep the fire burning til the icebergs melt
I spent downtime in a personal Hell
And lost everything, but that's what made the verses excel 

I'm seeing so many sell themselves short 
Settling for mediocrity without remorse 
I'm always wanting more, maybe I'm the one that's wrong 
Got a right to be it though, so I'ma do this til I'm gone 

I never had a choice really, I was really chosen 
No one let is in, so we picked the lock and broke in 
Now I got my own corner that I'm tryna expand 
What they got a strangle hold on needs to switch hands 
Let me hold it for a minute just to keep my interest
I don't need much, just the whole world, some big checks 
And a private island that that I'd never have to leave 
As long as books and beats, I can receive with ease 
I need to ease the tension of all these man made inventions 
Consider yourself luck if you do not fit in...

Down Time (prod. Nick Arcade)

WILDE LANDS:take a trip..
prod by. KILLVONGARD
ARTWORK BY KILLVONGARD
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FALLOUT(prod by. KILLVONGARD)

143- R.A.P. Ferreira (FKA milo).  While Rory (R.A.P.) is in Cincinnati on tour, he stops by Yoni’s house for a convo.  They talk about social media privacy for children, the rap hustle, Rory changing names from milo to R.A.P. Ferreira and why, production value in concerts vs. making a proper living, Rory’s writing process,  being a rapper vs. a different kind of songwriter, Rory running racists out of his record store, spirituality, offspring, and whimsy.

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Good Talk

143- R.A.P. Ferreira (FKA milo)

mixed by abu
mastered by nova blu
executive prod mavi

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