The Rememberer
I recently spent 3 months doing ayahuasca ceremony every 2 weeks. The theme of a few of the ceremonies had to do with past life integration. I say "past" life lightly, as none of it has really passed, it is all happening right now in one simultaneous moment. Over the course of a few ceremonies, I was made aware of about 11 different lifetimes. In many of them I was given my name, my date and time of death, details of my life and how I died. This was just suddenly downloaded... like recalling a memory that you had forgotten.
For instance, I was spontaneously immersed in the overwhelming sensation of being in World War 2. I then remembered that my name was John Peterson. I was an American fighter Pilot. I was shot down in my plane on Feb. 22nd 1945 at 8:23 am. My wife Claire Peterson who is now Cassie, was left pregnant. I saw my death happen, felt it, and later saw military officials going to my wife's house and informing her that I was dead. Strangely, the day I had this memory, Cassie was dressed very much like a 1940s housewife.
I know nothing about World War 2. I have never watched any documentaries or studied it at all. I looked up the date Feb. 22 1945 and there was a major air operation on that day called Operation Clarion. This was very specific. I can not find the name John Peterson as someone who died, and I am not sure exactly how, but whether that was my actual name or not, I am quite convinced I had a lifetime in World War 2.
There were many others that came to me in those ceremonies that I will have to make a video about. Some that extend far back into history and pre history, and some that were simultaneous to the life I am living now. It is pretty extensive and detailed and too much to write here.
Anyway, this song was downloaded into my brain shortly after those ceremonies. I wrote it quite quickly over the course of a couple days, which is pretty fast for me. It is about the remembering of your entire self: the integration of every level of your oversoul into one whole being. Your oversoul is every life you have ever lived or will live throughout all time and parallel timelines. It is the entirety of your self. I experienced it almost exactly as the Alex Grey Painting which I think is called Transfiguration. All of my lifetimes lit up like an interconnected crystalline grid, a crown in which all of my lives were jewels, simultaneously awakening into the healing of the present moment. It was amazing.
This isnt the ideal performance of this song, but its pretty good. It is a distillation of that experience in a way that can be absorbed by anyone willing to listen.
The Rememberer
All this life
These lives I've lived
I live this life to
Live alive
To be
Time all rhymes
In line
in alignment
Guiding ever higher
I can see
Sew these seeds
I breath
I bleed
I seed this sound
this om
my home
I'll be
Laughing all the while
I'm sleeping
Dream this dream
awake
until I see
It's all me
And when the moment comes I'll do
That which I knew
Would lead me to the path of you
The highest truth
I remember
And when the moment comes I'll do
That which I knew
Would lead me to the path of you
The highest truth
Time
Rhymes
In a line
In the eternal now
In the eternal
Now

The Rememberer (Live in Sedona)

Prodigal Son

As the wind blows
Out here by the boundary
One more song sung
Now alone and empty
When the sun falls
Dream of my redemption
When the sun rose
Left on my adventure
Prodigal Son
Will I be redeemed?
Went too far
Shan't return again
Prodigal Son
Haunted by the memory
Once at one
Now severing every reverie
When the winter falls
I will not be frozen
Flowing where the river flows
Droplet in the ocean
Prodigal Son
I must be redeemed
Went too far
Must return within
Prodigal Son
I must be redeemed
Went too far
But I'll return again

Prodigal Son

With this sacred vine
From this forest born
In this ancient rite
We seek to weep and mourn

In our awakened sight
We awaken in form
Once we face this night
We will fear no more

Your will and mine
Now in alignment
With the divine
Our will is one

Your will and mine
Now in alignment
With the divine
Thy will be done

Our Will is One
Thy Will be Done

This is our ancient right
In this space and storm
In our awakened sight
We will cease to mourn

One day we'll say goodnight
To this fleeting form
Once we face this light
We will fear no more

Your will and mine
Now in alignment
With the divine
Our will is one

Your will and mine
Now in alignment
With the divine
Thy will be done

Our will is one
We will never die
The living never die
I would never lie

Your will and mine
Now in alignment
With the divine
Our will is one

Your will and mine
Now in alignment
With the divine
Thy will be done

Our Will is One
Thy Will be Done

One Will

The Myth Of Death (Live)

Idling
Cycling
I begin feen for this dopamine

I can see
I can't be
Until i can fill this hole inside of me

When will I cease this denial?
Will i ever be who I want to be?
Will I retreat into the night?
Will I ever feel how I want to feel
Without the need?

Oh on and on
Feeding until I'm done

Suppressing
Repressing
Regressing into 
What I don't want to be

Excitedly
Destroy me
So I may receive 
my dose of 
dopamine

Will I ever sleep through the night?
Will I ever feel how I want to feel?
Will I defeat this denial?
Will I ever be who i want to be
Without the need?

Oh on and on
Feeding until im none

Am I but a fiend
Feeding on a need?
Oh will life ever be done? 
Am I just a fiend
Chasing dopamine?
Oh will I ever be Loved?

Oh on and on
Feeding until im done
Lo, now its dawn
But the feeding must go on

Am I but a fiend
Chasing dopamine?
Oh will I ever be done? 
Am I just a fiend
Feeding on a need?
Oh will I ever be one?


The Need (Live)

Soon a time will come
For us to know
The signs we read will guide us to our home
now
The light we see is ours and we are so
Deserving of this life and love so know
Its time
The time for casting stones has past
We are infinite
Slowly
Im finding
My re  
flection
I designed these signs to find my
Divinity 
Infinitely
As i lift the veil
Light reveals a promise 
I swear i will prevail
Till then i will remain. 
Here i stand
At the precipice of all
Tome in hand
And the wind in my shawl
With the prayers Ive sent
For my failures and flaws 
Ill endure till the end
Of the rise and the fall 
Perdurabo 
This heartbeat of time
Echoes through ancient halls
To the rhythm of the eternal infinite one
I Deliver my self
I surrender my song
To the will of the highest power of all
Perdurabo


Infinite (Live)

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