dont go and be the person i was waiting for
i hide behind my smile and behind closed doors

your misbehaving hands you can't keep to your sides
when i get you talking you never seem to shy

there is still something pulling me down to you
if there is one thing to get me closer i do

you could try breaking open my safe
inside you will find a copious amount of space

blue in my eyes i stand in broken armour
eventually learn that i could never rely on her

there is still something pulling me down to you
if there is one thing to get me closer i do

like i've seen a ghost i'll hit the road running
that's not where i need to go so go on and catch me
catch me

there is still something pulling me down to you
if there is one thing to get me closer i do

Pulling Me Down

Mixed/Mastered by the legendary Trai Wells.

Lyrics:

I want to breathe it in
And I don't care if it's the reason I'm hurtin'  
I'm not leaving the room
I've got demon eyes 
And the world will never hear my cries

I should have let you go a long time ago, oh
I should have let you go a long time ago, oh

I've lost some memories
It feels like I'm piecing them together endlessly
I've lost my appetite, I just eat to stay alive
In the pouring rain, move through this subtle pain

I should have let you go a long time ago, oh
I should have let you go a long time ago, oh

There's nothing here in the clouds
Just noise getting loud
I had been warned, but I ignored. mmm I ignored..

When I should have let you go a long time ago, oh
I should have let you go a long time ago, oh
I should have let you go a long time ago, oh
I should have let you go a long time ago, oh

Let You Go

This my cover of a Melissa Polinar song... she has such a sweet voice and creaties incredibly structured tunes that are to pleasing to the ear!
Her song, "This Road" really gets me in the feels haha

This Road - Melissa Polinar (Cover)

Listen to my marvellous concoction of life, love and music!
This is my first demo, I hope you will enjoy it :)

All songs written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Tom Claringbold

Lyrics:

Just like a dream
I'm walking through another flower field
Of emerald green and baby blue
This is how I'm feeling cause of you

She'll be gone like the wind
I'll be thrown in the bin
Torn to pieces again
A predictable end

I'll be chasing her ghost
Not at all getting close
Until I am low
Until I don't know

Let me be free
Which has a different meaning to me
Like holding you
Like having you
To have my world revolving around you

She'll be gone like the wind
I'll be thrown in the bin
Torn to pieces again
A predictable end

I'll be chasing her ghost
Not at all getting close
Until I am low
Until I don't know

As she finds her way back to him
Ahh,
I lost control, control, control

She'll be gone like the wind
I'll be thrown in the bin
Torn to pieces again
A predictable end

I'll be chasing her ghost
Not at all getting close
Until I am low
Until I don't know

She'll be gone like the wind
Torn to pieces again
I'll be thrown in the bin
A predictable spin

She'll be out like the fire
Is out in my heart
Where there's nothing to start
Nothing but dark..

Gone Like The Wind

I know if I seek, I will find
That people are actually kind
I get told, I get told all the time
I better keep an open mind

Only give me what I can handle
Try me a sample

Quiet, I don't wanna choose
I like it when I don't have to
There's this pressure closing in on me
How's your lecture gonna help me?

Only ask of me what I can offer you
If nothings stopping you then go

It's about remembering
I'm not out of my depth
No I'm not
It's in my head

I don't need another poor excuse
It drive me crazy what my ears go through
You set these boundaries
And you build these walls
Right where I'm standing
But I'll break them all

Yeah you can have some
Just give it back when you're done
That's how it works around here

It's about remembering
I'm not out of my depth
No I'm not
It's in my head

And the sky sees best
We're not that different
Little wars in my head
These battles were for nothing,
for nothing

And space sees more
Like how we're eventually done for
Like a rush to the dark
To leave a temporary mark,
a temporary mark

It's about remembering
I'm not out of my depth
It's about remembering
I'm not out of my depth
No I'm not
It's in my head

Out Of My Depth

Regret can be a tough thing to handle...

Lyrics:
We weren’t made to be together
They say "birds of a feather"
But I can’t stop dreaming about you
Can’t stop dreaming about you..

Why did it have to be her with that ex-boy still on messenger
No you’re not ready to be with me or anybody

'Cause you’re truly trapped in a twisted love and I can’t keep you away
and I’m still in the darkness you left me in where I was hoping to stay

You can’t break through,
I know you want to,
Baby try to,
I know you need to,
Promise to save you,
Wanna be here for you..

I don’t want to lose this
Can’t have expected to choose this
But I can feel the heat of this flame
Not that it matters anyway

'Cause you’re truly trapped in a twisted love and I can’t keep you away
Is it wiser for me to run and break free than subject myself to your pain?

You can’t break through,
I know you want to,
Baby try to,
I know you need to,
Promise to save you,
Just know i’ll be here for you..

You can’t break through,
I know you want to,
Please baby try to,
I know you need to,
Promise to save you,
Just know i’ll be here for you..

I’d never hurt you,
I won’t desert you,
Unless you say to,
Do what we want to,
Nothing will haunt you,
Unless you want it to..

Trapped

Lyrics:
I didn’t mean to fall for your games
A city girl with her city growing colder each day
All the wine isn’t helping you, my love
Through the pain you have suffered through
Don’t you think that’s enough?

Is she the love, is she the love I’m deserving?
Don’t feel bad. I don’t feel bad
You’re just hurting..
 
It’s a shame you had to break the rules
But you didn’t have to break me too

How she stares in my eyes is a threat
The way she can turn on you. She’s not your friend
 
But these things, all these things you had promised
You said you’re real, said you’re honest
And I want it

It’s a shame you had to lose your cool
But you didn’t need to lose me too

We’re out of time
You've done enough

It’s a shame you had to break the rules
But I didn’t need to be your fool
And It’s a shame you try to bend the truth

Shame

Here's another cover song for you guys! "26" by Paramore.

This song hits  me right in the heart.
I heard at a time when I really needed it.

"Hold on to hope if you've got it"

Thank you #Paramore

26 - Paramore (Cover)

another shitty misguided song about my ex ☹️


lyrics: 

Across the widest ocean
I can still hear you calling
Do I run back to ya?
Do I run back to ya?

You never tried to see me
You made new life with a junkie
Can't say I’m not sick about it
I’m so sick about it

You got your kids and your man
You got your home and your plans
But is your heart still breaking?
Oh my heart’s still breaking

I think its been long enough,
Nobody can compare to us
Don’t you agree with me?
I wish you were needing me

I bet that you changed mind,
After you got lost in the wild
Does it still hurt you baby,
The way it hurts me?

Even with the dissonance,
I know you’re listenin'
Keep trying to get over me

Heart Still Breaking

we're free from youth
spending all of our minutes searching the truth
but now we're through
with all of the anger and screaming coming from you

we have all of the time in the world
why did you have to spend it on this you girls?
its really starting to get old
turn it around we have all of the time in the world

dont turn and walk away
this isn't how you solve problems in a regular day
if you calm down, IF you calm down
your friends will bring you comfort
you don't even need to make a sound
not a sound

we have all of the time in the world
why would you go and spend it on this you girls?
its really starting to get old
turn it around we have all of the time in the world

ooh..

we have all of the time in the world
why did you have to spend it on this you girls?
its really starting to get old
turn it around we have all of the time in the world

All Of The Time In The World

Ruby is known as the stone of love, energy, passion, power, and a zest for life.

Ruby

Emerald is a stone of inspiration and infinite patience, it embodies unity, compassion and unconditional love.

Gemstones

Emerald

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Obsidian

Topaz is a symbol of love and affection, and has been said to be an aid to ones sweetness and disposition.

Topaz

Amethyst is a stone of spiritual protection and purification.

Amethyst

Smoky Quartz disperses fear, lifts depression and negativity.

Smokey Quartz

The Diamond is a symbol of purity and innocence, of love and fidelity, and embraces strength of character, ethics, and faithfulness to oneself and others.

Diamond

An independent artist & producer living in Melbourne, Australia. 🎙️🎸🎶

Tom Claringbold

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