he keepz following me

30/11/22

paranoia_traumacomical ft. Kevin & Tomi

14/05/23

Feel Sorry For Yourself ft. Eleanor Forte AI LITE

random ghostie p insturmental

fainéant girl instrumental/off vocal

Date of creation: ‎11 ‎June ‎2023

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I work so hard towards feeling okay
but I know that's not today (That's for sure~!)
Guess it's something I should have known
Should have known that I will never feel at home

(???)

and if one thing is sure
I'll never feel pure
Not even in my skin
Wrapped up tight

all over my bones
all over my bones
I never feel alone
I'm never going home again!

Here.at.home ft. Tsuina Chan AI, Teto Kasane AI, Haiyi

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎December ‎2022

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I can't
I can't think because' my brain is too foggy.
from all the noise that's being made
There's too much going on and it's making me upset.

There's so many things going on at once.
Why can't I just be left alone for months?
When all these people try—they try to speak to me
But honestly, there's no reply that I can guarantee!

And when I'm being spoken to,
I'd rather shut them out.
My brain won't comprehend them.
And I'd start to scream and shout.

See, even in my head
The chatting never ends.
I get frustrated. "Block it out!"
Yeah, sure, without a doubt.

It's all just noise.
That really annoys me so much
It's hard to stay in touch.
When my brain turns to mush

I'm tired of all this communication.
I don't need anymore information.
I've said it time and time again.
And I'll repeat myself again, just for you.

Leave me alone.
Leave me alone!

God, please not today.
Keep pushing away
The irritation builds
And I start to feel the guilt

It's stuck within a cycle.
With me being in denial
Of contact from all sides
Hoping that it all subsides

I'll sit here and I'll rhyme
To waste away my time
Not vocalise to socialise.
That's something I despise

And I'm wanting them to know,
To know just one more thing
The noise they make around me daily
Really drives me crazy

It's all just noise.
That really annoys me so much
It's hard to stay in touch.
When my brain turns to mush

I'm tired of all this communication.
I don't need anymore information.
I've said it time and time again.
And I'll repeat myself again, just for you.

Leave me alone.
Leave me alone!

Leave me alone...

Leave Me Alone ft. Tomi AI

BRAINMATTER

Date of creation: 30 ‎September ‎2023

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dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

you, who wants to know
me, who wants to hide
im terrified of what people
will say about me

everyday is feeling like a challenge
emotions tip as i feel the imbalance
feeling like i really got no talent
falling over tripping on disgallent

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

unfaze_ ft. Umi Kurage

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎March ‎2023

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A body lays stranded in the bath tub (Oh..)
And the water is so dirty from snot the tears
"its not fair" he says himself
His head spinning (It's not fair.)
But this world does not care
As for he is just a toy.

Rip and scratch at the places that hurt the most
Non-fatal parasuicide, 
The eyes lack warmth
But teeth grin wide.

Angel of darkness
Lull him into deep sleep
She wanted to take his soul 
before she could kill him.
Emotions are just feelings out of our control (I'm -)
So what's the point here, my dear? (- Still not dead)

He slashes through his skin like its a game (I'm slashing through my skin like its a game)
Just to see how many days it can go unnoticed (- And i'll see how many days i can go)
And she's the bitch that's laughs because she's cold and brash (Fucker keeps on laughing till i die)
But the screaming carries on
As he's singing through his song (As I'm singing through my song)

Does she ever wonder what it could of been-
If his life weren't so tough?
Like a diamond in the rough?
But she's too ignorant to see past all his faults
So he gets the boot right up the ass to shattered glass.

(This will pass, this will pass,)
(yes it will pass, it will pass.)

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
And innocence that was taken from him long ago
His mind, a toy for so many to play with
So what's the point here, my dear?

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
He wanted to be done but she just kept on laughing on
And it's not so funny now he's hurried to his lullaby
He's done now, he's finished my dear.

So what is the plan here my dear?

PARASUICIDE (Remaster) ft. Feng Yi & Weina

Leitmotifs:
- Kicker by Alex G
- Ready by Alex G
Date of creation: 22 ‎April ‎2024

heartstrings (2)

I did not create this song, all credit goes to the original creator Weevildoing: https://m.youtube.com/@WeevilDoing

Taxidermy Girl || Instrumental/Off-vocal || By Weevildoing

this is kinda a hifisampler test with springys vb, it does a good job at making the voice really hq! i kinda prefer the rough sound doppetler gives him though

UST - MrVocaloidFan
song - Tom
additional harmonies by me

遥カ業ニ、過去カ未来ニ。 ft. 歯車スプリング_FULL 2.0

【✦SynthV】Chocolate-Box Girl【ついなちゃん】 TW - Uptown-P cover

Fly (Master)

FEAR OF GOD

skating 0 80 bpm 21325 take 1

★ *SYSTEM* ︵ ✟ they (🕷️) 
. (🖤)  ⊹ ⎯ moth / shuri ★ ♰  agender
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I HAVE REALLY COOL MUSIC TASTE GO CHECK OUT!

Otherwise know as angel416, my name is Tomi! I'm making music for autistic people!
Official SoundCloud account for UpTown-P.

Feel Sorry For Yourself ft. Eleanor Forte AI LITE

UpTown-P

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