he keepz following me

thats it
thats the tweet 
nono but fr, this was a version of colorbars ghost ended up making. unfortunately this was all that was archived from it.

and yes, the filename is ``im gonna dox dex``.

colorbars cancelled dex version

06/10/22

Please Fucking Kill Me ft. Mo Chen

The Villain Who Thought She Was (unfinished) ft. Ryo AI & Kevin

30/11/22

paranoia_traumacomical ft. Kevin & Tomi

14/01/23

HOPE ft. Tomi AI & Kevin

Date of creation: ‎20 ‎March ‎2023

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I remember in October
my composure needed closure
and words you told me, how they controlled me
the way you lied, what that implied

How long had that been going on?
and the fact you had been relying on
false promises and fake premises
with fake love while looking above and

I trusted those words
and I trust that you heard

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I stared at that screen the only thing between.)
my heart breaking and body quaking
(I fell right through your lies; it makes me want to cry)

Oh, it's so cruel! I feel a fool...

Every time I came home
After school, I felt a fool
to of trusted
I'm so disgusted because of you
and how I loved you

I wanted to feel; wanted it to be real
But now that's long gone, and I've withdrawn

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I recall memories; those are my enemies)
cause my heart is breaking and it's gaping
(I felt everything, everything through your lies)

My head is spinning, and my ears keep ringing
(a week in my bed wishing that I was dead)
I feel so blue all because of you
(My heart began to sting because I didn't feel anything!)

I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I-

20/03/24

perfidious-october ft. Kevin & Mo Chen

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎December ‎2022

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I can't
I can't think because' my brain is too foggy.
from all the noise that's being made
There's too much going on and it's making me upset.

There's so many things going on at once.
Why can't I just be left alone for months?
When all these people try—they try to speak to me
But honestly, there's no reply that I can guarantee!

And when I'm being spoken to,
I'd rather shut them out.
My brain won't comprehend them.
And I'd start to scream and shout.

See, even in my head
The chatting never ends.
I get frustrated. "Block it out!"
Yeah, sure, without a doubt.

It's all just noise.
That really annoys me so much
It's hard to stay in touch.
When my brain turns to mush

I'm tired of all this communication.
I don't need anymore information.
I've said it time and time again.
And I'll repeat myself again, just for you.

Leave me alone.
Leave me alone!

God, please not today.
Keep pushing away
The irritation builds
And I start to feel the guilt

It's stuck within a cycle.
With me being in denial
Of contact from all sides
Hoping that it all subsides

I'll sit here and I'll rhyme
To waste away my time
Not vocalise to socialise.
That's something I despise

And I'm wanting them to know,
To know just one more thing
The noise they make around me daily
Really drives me crazy

It's all just noise.
That really annoys me so much
It's hard to stay in touch.
When my brain turns to mush

I'm tired of all this communication.
I don't need anymore information.
I've said it time and time again.
And I'll repeat myself again, just for you.

Leave me alone.
Leave me alone!

Leave me alone...

Leave Me Alone ft. Tomi AI

BRAINMATTER

Date of creation: 30 ‎September ‎2023

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dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

you, who wants to know
me, who wants to hide
im terrified of what people
will say about me

everyday is feeling like a challenge
emotions tip as i feel the imbalance
feeling like i really got no talent
falling over tripping on disgallent

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

unfaze_ ft. Umi Kurage

OrgansDotOrg- NOTHING BUT A MACHINE, SO USE ME AS YOU PLEASE (ft. Gumi ENG)

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎March ‎2023

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A body lays stranded in the bath tub (Oh..)
And the water is so dirty from snot the tears
"its not fair" he says himself
His head spinning (It's not fair.)
But this world does not care
As for he is just a toy.

Rip and scratch at the places that hurt the most
Non-fatal parasuicide, 
The eyes lack warmth
But teeth grin wide.

Angel of darkness
Lull him into deep sleep
She wanted to take his soul 
before she could kill him.
Emotions are just feelings out of our control (I'm -)
So what's the point here, my dear? (- Still not dead)

He slashes through his skin like its a game (I'm slashing through my skin like its a game)
Just to see how many days it can go unnoticed (- And i'll see how many days i can go)
And she's the bitch that's laughs because she's cold and brash (Fucker keeps on laughing till i die)
But the screaming carries on
As he's singing through his song (As I'm singing through my song)

Does she ever wonder what it could of been-
If his life weren't so tough?
Like a diamond in the rough?
But she's too ignorant to see past all his faults
So he gets the boot right up the ass to shattered glass.

(This will pass, this will pass,)
(yes it will pass, it will pass.)

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
And innocence that was taken from him long ago
His mind, a toy for so many to play with
So what's the point here, my dear?

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
He wanted to be done but she just kept on laughing on
And it's not so funny now he's hurried to his lullaby
He's done now, he's finished my dear.

So what is the plan here my dear?

PARASUICIDE (Remaster) ft. Feng Yi & Weina

pathetic / kasane teto

popy popy popy 
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lyrics:

Washing your hands in oil 
Repelling, windows ajar 
Markings adorned in iron 
It’s telling, aren’t you bizarre? 

I'd stare at you 
Not a moment too soon 
fade away, fade away, dear mommy 
fade away, fade away, fade away 

Hey, you, weren’t you here before? 
Prelude consumption 
Are you staring at the door 
Paved by machine guns? 

Awake in a day dream 
Forsaken beautiful things 
All in unison, singing 
“I’m sick of waiting 
For the walls to bury me away” 

Ես չէի շնչում
թաղիր, խնդրում 

Don’t you dare hold a candle above my engine 
Waste away, waste away, you wake up 
Homing down, don’t hold me down 
Could you taste my shame? 
Count the lapse away
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yt: https://youtu.be/XMf6KoQYiaM
bandcamp: https://ennnetc.bandcamp.com/album/beautiful-things
vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN
send me a drawing! https://ennn.straw.page/

Beautiful Things / POPY

original by weevildoing:https://youtu.be/mxo-a4rF2Sw?si=wr02_ck1fB9Uc0TX
picture used: https://pin.it/3ft0iAwiY

Taxidermy Girl [VOCALOID RVC COVER FEAT. MAIKA]

Original: GHOST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tzjz3qMRNRY

SVP: downgrade-p https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLscqjyUkHs
(this vsqx was originally made for a remix so it was heavily edited by utatanep1ko to match the original song, our version might not be entirely accurate)

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: DEX, u_piko
Software: Vocaloid4
Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko 
Translyrics: based on downgradep and he2wobuun's translations

【DEX x Utatane Piko】Chelovek【ENG VOCALOID Cover】

Angel

★ *SYSTEM* ︵ ✟ they (🕷️) 
. (💔)  ⊹ ⎯ moth / shuri ★ ♰  agender
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Otherwise know as angel416, my name is Tomi! I'm making music for autistic people!
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perfidious-october ft. Kevin & Mo Chen

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