Trauma Project

18/02/23

Words Worst PFKM Remix ft. Mo Chen

09/04/23

Please Fucking Kill Me (REMASTER) ft. Mo Chen

Date of creation: ‎20 ‎March ‎2023

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I remember in October
my composure needed closure
and words you told me, how they controlled me
the way you lied, what that implied

How long had that been going on?
and the fact you had been relying on
false promises and fake premises
with fake love while looking above and

I trusted those words
and I trust that you heard

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I stared at that screen the only thing between.)
my heart breaking and body quaking
(I fell right through your lies; it makes me want to cry)

Oh, it's so cruel! I feel a fool...

Every time I came home
After school, I felt a fool
to of trusted
I'm so disgusted because of you
and how I loved you

I wanted to feel; wanted it to be real
But now that's long gone, and I've withdrawn

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I recall memories; those are my enemies)
cause my heart is breaking and it's gaping
(I felt everything, everything through your lies)

My head is spinning, and my ears keep ringing
(a week in my bed wishing that I was dead)
I feel so blue all because of you
(My heart began to sting because I didn't feel anything!)

I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I-

20/03/24

perfidious-october ft. Kevin & Mo Chen

【初音ミク】気取屋商売 (Pompous Business)【syudou】

15/02/14

Apologies And Goodbyes! (ORIGINAL VERSION) ft. Feng Yi

art source - https://twitter.com/ayasa0/status/1560055399121928194

Original Song, Base Vsqx by weevildoing
mix, tuning by downgrade (you here!)

Vsqx - https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1047494802083696760/1135262213389684756/splitter_girl_vsqx_by_fukahisei_morok.vsqx

Voc - Fukase English

Splitter Girl (Fukase Cover)

NOT MINE - https://youtu.be/IGA-dgMIsuo
if the og owner wants this to be deleted just contact me ^_^

chocolate box girl - kasane teto synthv

todays my birthday !!!  :)
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lyrics:

Ah, my head's spinning 'round 
Another year laying down, awake at 2 AM 
Scrolling through, when will it end? 

I've been waiting for end times 
A passerby closed my eyes 
Counting walls, every doll abides 

But I'm holding on so tight 
Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
I'm waiting through the days 
Hands waving, screaming surrender 
Won't you take me, if it's no bother? 

Out of bed, settle down 
Drink another Rockstar just to to think now 
There's guests waiting at the door 
Make it count, don't ask for more 

Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away 
Still counting down the days, there has to be a different way 

Yet, I'm holding on so tight 
'Cause I'm about to fall beneath the buildings I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
I'm wading through the daze 
Still counting, mark the disaster 
Can't you tell me when it burns out? 

On my knees, will I see that light I was promised? 
Gnawing on mirrors, it's all for naught 
I've hid behind my teens, counting strings for nobody 
Obituaries march to the clock 

Counting down the days, I'm waiting till they fly away 
Counting down the days, there has to be a different way 

Yet, I'm holding on so tight 
Like I'm about to fall beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
My head is spinning through each fear 
Please, don't take much longer! 

I'm holding on so tight 
I'm running through the maze beneath the bridges I wander 
I've tried with all my might 
Breathing the scent of candles burning, melting with laughter 

Can't this moment last forever? 
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yt: https://youtu.be/jSBsPHPidM8
bandcamp: https://ennnetc.bandcamp.com/album/birthday-boy 
vsqx/ustx/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN
send me a drawing! https://ennn.straw.page/

Birthday Boy / Yuma

Strawberry Girl

original by weevildoing:
https://youtu.be/u8OxpzIkudI?si=Fa9NGhUwi-rA5QCS

Fainéant Girl [SYNTHV COVER FEAT. STARDUST]

Original: RIProducer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

SVP/VSQX: utatanep1ko https://drive.google.com/drive/u/5/folders/1VeQbGNtaNMWcG7Y3a0UGSiRNDWnzRK4e

Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Tuning: me + utatanep1ko!!!! 
Vocals: MAIKA, Ruby_Natural (harms)
Software: VOCALOID4
Vocal Renders: utatanep1ko

【MAIKA】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Cover】+ VSQX + SVP

Refraction Girl - weevildoing ft. Hatsune Miku: https://youtu.be/B8bIEdjMeFI 
Base svp: weevildoing
 
GOOD. GOD. when was the last time i did one of these, eh?

Refraction Girl / Yukimi Miyu [OpenUTAU Cover]

【✦SynthV】Chocolate-Box Girl【ついなちゃん】 TW - Uptown-P cover

Landmines & Leftovers is a post-grunge reflection on love, conflict and the fine art of miscommunication.
Written after one of those days where everything almost works – until it doesn’t.
Gritty, melodic and bitter-sweet, with just enough self-awareness to sting.


Woke up calm but your tone was loaded
Peace talks died before they started
You want a partner, not a clone
But I can’t read your mind from my no-fly zone

Said you’re tired of doing it all
I step up, still take the fall
Set a boundary, take the hit
Guess I’m damned for even trying to fix it

We keep stepping on landmines and leftovers
Blowing up small talk into silent wars
Every smile’s got a loaded core
You say “relax” then slam the door
We’re bruised, confused, still standing somehow
But I can’t keep dancing through fallout now

One comment, and I’m public enemy
Even when I whisper, you weapon me
Your birthday turned into a scene
But I won’t apologize for trying to be seen

We keep stepping on landmines and leftovers
Kissing through gritted teeth and cold shoulders
What’s love if it needs to detonate
Every time we try to communicate
You want peace, I want out — and then
We start all over again

Maybe we’re built to bend and break
Maybe this storm is all we make
But I’d still rather crash with you
Than drive safe with anyone new

We keep stepping on landmines and leftovers
Digging through ash for what’s left of lovers
I’ll take the scars, the mess, the flame
As long as you still scream my name
We’re flawed, loud, burned and bruised —
But damn it, I still choose you

Landmines & Leftovers

Shinnichi

Otherwise know as angel416, my name is Tomi! I'm making music for autistic people!
Official SoundCloud account for UpTown-P.

Hello! My name is Kara!
你好！ 我叫步凯瑞！

perfidious-october ft. Kevin & Mo Chen

UpTown-P

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